Lovely Life....

Good Morning!

2010-06-10T08:40:00.002+08:00

Good morning~

It had been a while i din update here... haha! I am busy working.. 7 days a week..opps.. is 6.5 days la.. Sat & Sun working at my dad shop.. This is the commitment between me n him.. Because he hope i can resign and fully help him but i don want to do it at this period.. I quite enjoy my current job life.. Therefore i promise him to work on Sat & Sun and to learn as much as i can. Why me? haha.. Of course there is a story behind..

But the problem is there is not thing i can learn as nobody guide me nobody teach me.. I learn things very slowly there because everything i have to observe myself, analys myself.. It is hard to describe the situation there as this is involve ppl's thinking.. I do notice there is some prob occured but I don't have the authority to voice out yet and to solve it.. It is really a big challenge for me to handle my dad's business.. A big big challenge for my social & communication skills..

Sigh.. I wish to have more time to learn more in the current company.. Pray god that i can at least have 1 year time here but it seem like really hard..

Due to all this things.. I am getting lesser & lesser time for myself & frens around.. Time seem like really not enough.. even to sleep.. hahaha! Darling Vc is back & I hope there is time to hang out more!

Besides, there is really quite some time i din meet up with darl TCY n shit they all.. Wish to have a tea session with them to catch up with each other..

I hope the DARLZ DARLZ at oversea will take good care & best wishes.. Although the distance is far but never forget in heart..

如果要愛

2010-04-09T13:27:00.000+08:00

如果要愛
我必須愛一個真實的人
意思是這個人有缺點有弱點
會欺騙會犯錯
會病痛會死掉

如果我愛了這個人
我只有整個人都愛

不是因為我昏昧
也不是因為我倔強

是因為
這是我唯一相信的
愛的方法

如果我只愛了這個人美好的部份
我心裡會知道
其實這次
我沒有真的愛”

--蔡康永

(Steal this from ppl's blog... Just feel like sharing only... )

Simple Update

2010-03-17T13:10:00.002+08:00

Just a simple update to my blog while having my lunch.

Life recently is just about work and work life in the new company with the new colleagues. Currently working in JOS, Jardine One Solution S/B, IT company for 1 month plus already, position as operation support officer. It is not a big company yet not small also, HQ is at Hong Kong, branches at Spore and Penang as well.

As usual, there is still office politics, but i m luckily that my team is still fine with that. Sincerely, I do like my team, friendly n helpful. They taught me a lot and i am still learning as much as i can.

Last weekend, we had kick-off event at Kajang Country Heights Resort. Nice experiences and good moments with the new colleagues. First time involved in such activities (although it is similiar with those we had during school days), feel it is a good method to understand more within each other ( employees and employer) and learn those values that can apply to our job.

Oh well, in my previous plan, my wish is to work at Spore and this is d job to earn some money while waiting reply from SG. But unfortunately, until this moment, i haven't get A reply from SG also.. how sad.. Since i m doing fine so far here, i will continue but i still will try to get job at SG. Living in other country always is my dream as i can learn to be more tough n strong n can explore more about life.

To all my darlings, i know i am like lost contact or disappeared but i m still fine, but seriously, i always think of you all.. I really miss my darlings.. There is so much want to share with yet it is hard to come out from mouth.. buddy, i heart u all~

I am saving hard for the cost of living, Bangkok will be the annual trip for this year. Looking forward to it. Anyone interested

Love life is really complicated to talk. But i already telling myself not to think so much, WHAT WILL BE , WILL BE. My market is expending and welcome to participate. :p I appreciate those buddies that with me all the time, still rmb how the darlings support me during my hard times. Never ever forget.

During my kick-off, the organiser taught me 1 sentence which i think it is very true, "YOU CAN FORGIVE, BUT NEVER FORGET" Ppl will never forget what had happened although they forgive.

About Girls~

2010-03-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

一个女孩上自习,太凉了,
她发短信让男朋友去送衣服给她,男孩打游戏拒绝了.
这件事让她郁闷了两天然后气消了,
虽然是件小事,不会影响两人以后, 但是她说,
她会记住, 以后自习一定会带衣服,
如果哪天忘记了, 即使冷死,也不再会叫他送.
我很能明白这种感觉.
很久以前,一个女孩某天夜里,
心情特别低回,特别想念某个人的安慰,
然后半夜时分,打电话给他,说很想听他说话,
电话那头的他从睡梦中醒来,不耐烦的敷衍她.
从此以后,她再没有伤心无助时给他打过电话.
我发现女孩身上有一种猫性.
小猫在撒娇或者做错事的时候,需要别人的安慰和教导,
如果这时主人打击了它,它会狠狠记住,不会再犯.
女孩,有着猫一样的自尊.特别是陷入爱情里的女孩...
在别人看来无关紧要,其实需要呵护,
因为爱,已经让她的心变得柔软.
她的这一点自尊,其实是要你对她的在乎.
我看过一句特别经典的话,
有时候女孩需要一个男孩,就像逃机者需要降落伞,
如果此时此刻他不在,那么以后他也不必在了.
真的,就是这样！
如果哪天猫咪用坚定的眼神看着你说我可以的时候，
那么猫咪已经做好了离开的准备了!
女孩是要独立，
但是独立到不再会对你不讲道理的撒娇任性，
不再会无厘头的缠着你，
你觉得你对于她同路人还有多大区别呢?
女孩的猫性不是每个男孩都有幸看到的，
因为喜欢你，在意你才对你发出特有的咕噜噜声，
其他人只能听到猫喵喵叫，
而这一声咕噜噜只是为你而生，
有几个人会明白呢？？
我们爱折腾
只是爱折腾他而已。
如果有一天
我们慢慢发现自己可以一个人玩都不觉得闷
很久不捏他也不会手痒
只是静静的待在他旁边
不再想着法儿去玩它
谁能知道那时的我们该有多难过呢
男孩总会说女孩无理取闹
说女孩没事找事
说女孩不讲道理
说女孩不可理喻
为什么不去想想
她在对待别人的时候
为什么不是这样的态度
没错
如果有一天
她不再对你撒娇
她不再对你任性
她不再缠着你跟你要这个要那个
她不再因为你的任何事情微笑或者皱眉
那么
你就永远的失去她了！

Sharing

2010-01-25T20:40:00.002+08:00

一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。
没什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下.
他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。”
他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。...
苦者被烫到马上松开了手。
和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。”

勉强没幸福....

但是如果哪个杯对你来说是很重要的话，那你就要好好的拿着哪个杯。
因为时间可以冲谈一切，热水慢慢都会不热的，再痛再热再苦你也愿意和这个杯一期度过，再辛苦也握着他不放手。
我相信这段时间以后，那个杯和你的幸福就在你的手里因为你很坚持的拿着度过这一段时间。
结局怎样也好...至少你努力过坚持过...
而不是经不起考验就立刻放手把杯跌破的那个人.
因为一个杯破了之后你再努力的粘回去它都是会有裂痕的，已经不再完美。
但坚持之后都是看不到幸福的话..就放手~

Short story to share

2010-01-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

刚搬进这个房子的那天，她整理完全部的东西，最后拿出一个非常精致的玻璃瓶，对他说道：“亲爱的，3个月内，你让我每哭一次，我就往里面加一滴水，代表我的眼泪。要是它满了，我就收拾我的东西离开这房子。”

爱没有合不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜男人不以为然，有点纳闷：“你们女人也太神经质了吧！就这么不信任我么，那还有什么可谈？我让你搬过来和我一起生活，是为了照顾你，不是欺负你的！”

女人说：“好男人不会让心爱的女人受一点点伤，我会记录下我为什么流泪，不会是莫名其妙的。”... See More

“那好吧，抱抱～！”

两个月后，女人把那瓶子给男人看，说：“已经满一半了，在两个月内，我们是否有必要查看一下是什么问题呢？”说完递了一本精致的小笔记本给男人。

男人没有马上打开来看，他的表情里有一丝惊讶，还有点哭笑不得的意味，似乎没有想到女人的眼泪可以这么多，盛得这么快，又觉得女人是小题大作了，但是很可爱。

他打开本子开始看，惊讶女人怎么写了那么多。男人一边看着，女人一边说话：“第一次吵架，是在第3天，而且还是一大早，你刚醒来有点懵懂，挤的牙膏不知道怎么的飞到镜子上了，那是我刚擦干净的，我说你连挤牙膏都不会啊，你就来脾气了，然后吵起来……”

男人沉默着。女人继续说：“有天晚上我让你帮洗下那几件衣服，因为水太凉，你只顾着玩游戏迟迟不肯动，后来吵起来，我很失望你忘记了我的生理期不能碰冷水，委屈……”

“还有一次，我很累了，你还不肯去洗澡睡觉，明明知道我特敏感，有点神经衰弱，哪怕一点点敲键盘的声音都能让我难以入睡，我一情急就说了你这个人自私的话，我们吵起来，你说了一大堆辩论自己不自私自私的人是我之后甩门出去上网通宵，我打你电话你没拿我又不敢自己一个人去找你……”

女人这时候有点激动了，眼球开始泛红，说：“还有一次……”男人打断了她的话，“亲爱的，别说了……”

沉默…长久的沉默……

还是女人打破了沉默：“是不是我们真的不合适？如果是这样，结婚了还是会离婚吧？我们的个性都那么强，谁都不肯退让。”

气氛有点尴尬。

本子里记录的事情都是那么细小的事情，每次吵架的原因都是那么的简单，男人看着这本子，似乎在体会着女人的心情，大男子是不会去计较这些小事，原本觉得每次和好之后都没事，女人就爱拿这些来说事，但是当他认真去看的时候，他也开始难过了，女人很细心，把事件、心情都写了，还自己总结了一下原因。原来最微小的事情累积起来是很让人痛苦的，他看得出，女人从失望慢慢变成绝望。

他想，大概是因为每次吵架，两人都是喜欢在吵架中找出对方不爱自己的证据。他突然意识到，这是个很严重的问题！而且每次吵架，双方都是在心情不稳定的时候，就是还有别的烦心事的时候，把不好的情绪带进了两个人的生活里。

“亲爱的别难过……”男人终于说话了：“我请个假，我们去旅游吧。”

他们去了第一次一起旅游的地方，太多美好的回忆被唤起，原来彼此是那么深深地爱着对方，这时的女人特别温柔，这时的男人特别体贴。

“亲爱的，你还认为我们结婚的话，会离婚么？”男人问。

“我想不是我们不合适，像现在，我们是那么快乐，一切都那么美好，可是一回到我们的现实生活里，为什么就变了呢？”

“亲爱的，难道我们现在不在现实里吗？”

“……”女人楞了。

“因为那时候我们都把注意力集中在负面的事物上并且放大了那些负面的心情。并且喜欢找对方不爱自己的证据，然后彼此个性都很倔不肯服输太要面子。”

女人觉得确实是如此，原来，双方只是需要一点点忍让，一点点包容。男人带她回顾这初次旅游的地点，是真的用心了，想起那时候他们在一起还不久，为了让对方觉得自己好，都表现出自己最好的一面。

“还有半个月，如果那瓶子还是半瓶，那么，亲爱的，嫁给我吧！”

女人钻进男人怀里笑开了颜

后来他们结婚了。很少再吵架。如果粗心的男人不小心碰掉了杯子，女人不会再开口就骂，因为在女人开口之前，男人已经在道歉，说对不起，都是我不小心的，赔两个给老婆！老婆尽管去选你喜欢的！女人就笑了，然后说，不用买啦，反正还有杯子，再说也不都是你的错，怪我自己没把杯子放好，让你碰到啦！

原来真的没有合适不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜，能一起走一起进步是幸福的！

Memories

2010-01-13T14:52:00.002+08:00

Everything is just left memories..
We cant have chance to create sweet memories together again..
I still rmb i wrote to u for d very first valentine's card is like " we must appreciate every moments we spend together, to create sweet and gain more sweet memories together"

I still rmb those memories we had.. Because u influenced me too much.. u came into my world and live at my heart for 6 years..few years back, i locked u inside n throw away the key, but this 2 months u trying so hard to crash everything.. finally, u success.. u leave my heart.. u kill the heart.. again n again.. until it is really dead..

I still rmb every single word u said to me, every promise u make, every future plan we discuss... but all is gone, it is just story tales..

I still rmb how pain when everytime u tell lies.. but i still forgive n forgive, chances given uncountable..i thought u are really realise that u r wrong for everytime.. I tried to understand from your point.. i tried to find reason for u... Telling myself to be more considerate.. But not this time, it is tooo over, too much.. No matter how i tried, i cant even find a reason for myself to forgive u again n again. If i forgive u, i cant forgive myself..

Everyone know i love you deeply, everyone know it.. You also know it, thats y u thought i will take whatever u give.. You thought i will still wait for u whatever u did, u thought.. i m god.. I am not god, yes, i love you, but doesn't mean that i am so naive, doesn't mean that u can control my life.. doesn't mean that i can stand everything..

Since u don't know how to appreciate someone that love u sincerely, so i leave..

Sorry, i am really leaving..
I hope you will take your lesson and be nice to the next one u love.
Thanks for be with me all these years..

My 2010

2010-01-10T14:28:00.002+08:00

Starting from 10-01-2010 0400,
our world seperated..
perhaps boom ed..
1 month time doesn't enough?
But it is like a year for me.. suffer enough..
Times up and gotta change..
U choose to be like this..
It is not my choice..
I tried to save the world..
But failed..

Finally, it comes to an end..
Thanks god for leading me.. i know YOU heard me..

I am regret..
and i will leave forever..

Hi...

2009-12-14T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hi to all my darling.. just wan to say.. i am still fine here! Do not worry about me k~ heart u all~

A quick one..

2009-11-30T22:45:00.002+08:00

It is my off day and i m really tired + sleepy now.. But suddenly feel like want to blog a bit bit.. hahaha!

My last day at Halo Forest will be 31 dec.. Seriously, i din feel really happy or release yet a little lost and depress because worry about my finacial status for next year. It is going to be CNY soon and i really need $$$$... Although life at Halo become tougher due to all the CCTV but i always tell myself to be strong.. see.. 3 years of uni life also over already.. hahaha~

Since i need money so much, then u will wonder why i don wan say yes to the boss and work until CNY? It is so.. speechless.. the moment before i tell the boss to say yes, she juz interviewed a gal and decide to hire her to replace me.. +.+" ookay okay, laugh lar laugh lar... I do feel bad after that because i manage to ask my parents to let me work in this "cold blood" company but then they don't need me already.. FINE~

Another reason because i wan to work longer is because my godmom will stop babysit a child start from dec. Therefore, she might facing some financial problem. Actually since i work, i wish to giv some $$ to them, just to show my care and love to them.. I really love them, treat them as my family also because they are same to me.. I always wish i can give some pocket money after i step into working life but until now i haven't start the very 1st time.. so useless huh~

okay.. stop the craps... I will be jobless on the first few weeks of year 2010... wth..wish me good luck and get a better job SOON! ^.^

Another heaven office day yet lonely~

2009-11-22T13:11:00.002+08:00

Well, it is sunday again...Boss went Singapore for wedding dinner~ huhu~ The school is so quiet.. 2 teachers on leave.. Very few classes today only.. Thus, NO CLASS after 3pm.. I have to be alone until 7pm!!! T.T Thinking of off earlier but i cant... because i need to punch card.. damm... ( I wish the boss would never view my blog.. wahahahha)

I suppose to resign on end of dec but few days ago, boss ask me to work until 13 Feb, the day before CNY.. ans she say will give me bonus! yo.. BONUS sound so attractive to me coz i nvr receive before..and she said she goin to give birth soon..she worry about the company if only left those newbie to work..n there is a big events coming soon, will be god damm busy so she need my help... but i think i will reject her also.. how much bonus she will give i also don't know.. haha! Another main point is nex mon, which means tmr, the whole school will have CCTV.. they will be "watching" us in the future.. I feel uneasy to this changes.. Although i am not a lazy worker, but i really don like ppl watching me doing task.. plus sometimes want to snake a bit also cannot.. hahahaha!! Thus, I DON'T THINK MY PARENTS WILL AGREE ME TO WORK UNTIL FEB.. LOLZ...

Dec is coming so SOON.. It is vacation month again! Lovely xmas n NEW YEAR ahead! wow~ 2009 goin to end in 39 days! What will i be in year 2010?? haha...

okok.. wanna stop here.. wuwuwuw.. i m so lonely.. Thought of date Stephy for dinner but she is tired also.. who else can i date ya? Maybe i should go for hair cut? or do u think i should curl my hair since it is long now..? hahahaha!

sorry!

2009-11-15T15:22:00.002+08:00

yo~ Sorry for din blog so many weeks~
Many many things happened but i don have the motivation to blog here.. just a bit too depress recently~ It is sunday today and usually i am quite free on this day.. I mean i m quite free in the office~ haha! Boss seldom in on Sunday n there are not much classes on this family day.. I suddenly think of visit my darl's link but mana tau.. my blog become cacat geh? wonder why...

Well, just to announce that i am already resign but haven't pass the resignation letter yet.. >.< My days in Halo Forest will be end around Dec.. Anyway, i confirm 24 DEC will off to Singapore for xmas vacation till 27 Dec.. looking forward to meet all my buddies at spore.. :p

Besides, i am getting fatter and fatter.. Although 2 or 3 weeks ago got slim down a bit bit but recently gain my weight back.. T.T Feel so hungry everyday..hahahaha! Yoga is still the only exercise i do every week.. ^.^ simply love it..

Relationship ain't that smooth for this few months but still manage to handle it.. Time will prove everything.. Financial status still not very stable because debit is more than credit.. hahaha! I still owe my darlingS's pressie..

Ohya, today while on my way to work, there is a daily road block there.. and today, a police stop me, ask me to open the window, then say " u ada lesen?" .. i said " ada.." then i start to take out my lesen but then he said " okokla, tak apa" and use body language to ask me go .. i was like =.=" so weird punya police... then i think maybe is today i din wear spec.. so i look like underage? hahahahaha! because i pass by the daily road block oso nothing wan.. but y today ask me stop but then let me go without checking my license? okok.. well.. d main point is just wan to say.. " i am looking much more younger than my real age.." LOLZ!

okok.. don vomit..
get back to ur own blog, i hav to concentrate on my sunday routine.. (fb and pps)
:p juz kidding la.. i m good worker k! I did my job very well wan..

I am really mad with TM !

2009-09-24T12:23:00.003+08:00

hi everyone~ Just a lil update at office because recently cant online at home.. TMnet sux till d max! No dial tone for a week already! Keep giving us d stupid excuses.. I am really mad with the services.. And maybe because we scold them.. they revenge n delay to fix our line! what the f huh.. Is this kind of services we deserve for d fees we pay every month?! Whenever i think about this i really very angry, wish to hav their head in front of me n scold them for their babi services! TM really sux! Just a normal thingy still cant fix in 1 week~ damn wan lar! How if we got something urgent and need to make phone call?! Now we cant even receive or answer calls wey~ Is TM d one who take d responsibility for our lost?! How if i m doing those on9 business?! They pay me back for my lost?! How if there is accident happened in the house (choi), n we need to make phone call but failed?! TM, pls be more efficient pls.. It is happened last thursday! Pls lar! Hari Raya also passed already! Don't raya urself in the office pls.. what the hell is the tecnical doin huh?! Doing nothing?! And how dare u delay our appointment until this Friday?! We are the customer, we pay u, ur boss use our money to hire u! We pay RM77 for streamyx, extra money for phone line. So are u goin to deduct at least RM77/30*7= RM17.96 in our bill?! Hell no right?! Then please fix it for me! Or else i will boycott u n continue spread the news... Don provoke me, i will write a very detail email n forward to everyone.. n will do anything that attract attention from all the users~

PLEASE DO NOT PROVOKE THE USER WITH THE BAD SERVICES.. YOU WILL DESERVE IT!

My Life

2009-08-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

Hello~ Sorry that din blog for so long already.. I am just back from Penang few days ago.. work mode still swithes off... haha~ Great days at Penang, miss the mates but it is hell tiring.. I am sick after i back from Penang. Luckily i m feeling much more better today. phew.. H1N1 go go go away... Thanks so much for the wishes n the presents.. Although my family couldn't attend my Big Day, but they really care for me.. tats enough! I am really happy on that day.. Thanks K for coming n everything! I appreciate it n i m touched with it! ^.^ I am thinking where to take my studio photo? any suggestion?

My working life is getting tougher.. I feel it deeply.. I am getting lost n voice of resign keep appear in my mind.. As well as voice of get stronger n stay longer is fighting with it.. >.< I am getting fed up with the rules of boss.. Sincerely, family r not support me in this job. sigh..

well, there is a way for everything..i suppose... >.<

Away

2009-08-01T12:55:00.002+08:00

Owner r recently busy with her job... =)
Plus tmr will be away for company trip.. :p
Thanks for viewing my blog.. =)
Will be update after i back form trip.. :p

GEM ISLAND... I M COMING.. TO EXPLORE U~

Kiku-Zakura @ Tropicana City

2009-07-13T13:31:00.004+08:00

Another week had juz passed. I had a great dinner yesterday. Went Tropicana City mall for the very 1st time. It is juz vy near my work place. Went for Transformer and settle my dinner at Kiku-Zakura as i m hunting back for jap food recently. ^^ As u guys noe, i seldom eat sashimi as i don like d "fishy smell". I only dare to eat sashimi at Japan and those Jap restaurant that giv me confidence tat their sashimi r really fresh! I will nvr dare to eat sashimi from sushi king~ For this restaurant, my thumbs up when i put d salmon into my mouth~ ^^ yum yum~

well.. i miss d darlings :-(
i wanna hang out with the gals!

i wanna shout!

2009-07-04T00:35:00.002+08:00

I wanna shout that... MY CONVO WILL BE HELD ON 13 AUG 2009, 9AM!!!
omg.. i m really goin to attend my convo ed.. i am going to officially graduate! And i miss my uni frens~

another thing wan to shout is : Darl mun coming back nex week! wee...

ciaoz. gonna sleep, blog nex time! I am feeling excited lar wei~

I need some determination!

2009-07-02T23:03:00.003+08:00

Hello guys, I am going to Pulau Perhentian for company trip. It is F.O.C and there is only 1 month time for me to diet! Coz.. got leng zai going mar~ lolz! I just heard that there is some artist going also.. included Lin Yu Zhong~ wahahahaha~ Hope that it is true~ I wan wear bikini.... inside.. only ~ lolz! Still don't have the confidents to show my fats~

Oh gosh! 1 month to make myself prettier~ lolz! ^.^ looking forward to the short vacation~

I am lazy

2009-06-29T15:39:00.003+08:00

Recently quite lazy to blog ed~ Although there is many things happened around me.. but i got no time to be sit in front of the laptop and type my feelings, my thinking.. >.<

well~ Boss back from Taiwan ed~ Gonna work harder n harder~ H1N1 is getting serious at PJ area.. I am afraid of it.. Coz my colleague r suspected to get H1N1~ n 1 got 3 family members r juz back from d flights~ World peace please!

It is Monday again, although sleep till 11am but i am still sleepy~ Recently slept around 2 or 3am~ My looks very chan liao~ haha! Have to back to normal life! I wan pretty me! Diet plan r on-ing~ Less food to be feed into my mouth~ lolz! This is d only way as i got no time to exercise!

ciaoz buddies.. miss u all ya! muaks!

Updated updated updated~

2009-06-25T16:41:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo~ Finally i can update~ Few days ago i already wan to blog but i cant sign in~ I wanna said :

Happy Belated Birthday to Shit Yian!!!

We celebrate her birth at dak fok, seafood dinner with the f6 gang~ Pics n video will upload nex time~ ^.^

Today, i wanna shout out loud :

Happy Birthday to Michelle Kee!!!

Wish u all the best o! muaks~

well, life recently r still the same, off on Monday n work every day till 8pm like that.. Recently din OT as boss went to Taiwan.. We are in the heaven for few days n going back to hell on tmr.. T.T Today hav to make sure all the to-do lists r done before the boss back.. hahaha! i got some feeling that ll be shoot by boss this few days~ nvm... prepare for it.. being scold by boss or backstab by colleague is part of life oso rite? lolz!

I am feeling better compare to d 1st week i join this company.. Students here r really funny n talented.. Most of them r really kids only, but when u c them so concentrate learning those instruments n vocal, u really feel.. erm.. RESPECT~ I dunno how to describe but it is diff from other students~ Even me~ Some of them really came all the way from Ipoh, Batu Pahat, Malacca to take lesson n tk bus back to hometown every week... I don think i can do that~ lolz!

I am quite happy to work at this company as i get to know many many ppl~ Although there is some reason that i don wan to work oso~ lolz~ It is still... scary!

Okla.. gonna ciaoz n back to work~ muaks! photo will upload as soon as possible~ ^^

Office Alone

2009-06-07T15:27:00.002+08:00

It is Sunday again.. But no longer a good Sunday for me.. Still at office at this moments.. n i am ALONE! OMG... Only me sitting in front of the pc in those whole school.. It is kinda.. scare.. lolz! Something happened in my company this few days.. Thats y i am really scare to be alone here.. Even this morning i ask my brother to accompany me to office. Because i am the one who open the door every morning. It is dark inside.. >.<

okay.. nth to say.. asking myself to be more brave~ haha! ciaoz.. bb!

Yuhoo~ Off Today ^^

2009-06-01T13:21:00.003+08:00

hey frens, another update since i work! Time passes so fast! Already 2 weeks at Halo Forest.. almost everyday OT but no extra $$ punya.. pity pity~ I am feeling better compared to the first week. Job is okay, sometimes quite fun meeting those ppl but it is hell tiring.. Working hours is long n only manage to have my own free time on Monday.. But frens around r busy on monday lar wei~ >.<

Darling mun back to Sg ed.. put my aeroplane d last nite before she depart to Sg.. *blek* Rmb to come back on June k! Today is darling shit 1dt day of intern. good luck ya! Since yesterday, i start to miss my uni life.. juz don noe y~ No sad feeling but i just miss it.. i miss d days i "bou" drama till midnite coz nowadays, i sleep like pig after 12am.. i miss d days chill wif f frenz n d days walk here n there.. i miss PG food! n the feeling is like.. i am already on the another stage of life, looking back those good old days.. sound like old already? haha! Another strong feeling is.. i feel tat i m richer during school days compare to now.. haha! Last time i still able to shop n eat but now i hav to 3 si... damm pok kai lar now.. salary belum keluar.. T.T

Anyway, i learn a lot from this company. Yesterday, boss bring me to Astro for the Astro singing talents competition screening. It is a special exp to watch d live show..Saw those judges that i always watch from d tv box n d scenes behind the cameras r funny~ ^^

okay.. a lil intro to my company's new artist..
He is 郭晓东, Thomas. Our ex dance teacher at Halo Forest, singer of <厚脸皮> with 陈泽耀 . Songs of drama, 《逆风18》. I am kinda like the songs.. ^^

My 2nd day at Halo Forest

2009-05-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

Today is my 2nd day at Halo Forest. Although my position is admin executive but actually my job include reception's task n also marketing field~ =.= It is really challenging but also really stress. Especially ur boss putting high expectation on u and u really have to force urself to learn everything in a very short period. I do really like this company as u can really meet many new and different people. But it is really stress oso! Well, there is smth happened today which is not really happy but i told myself it is juz a part of life, i will and i can + must to be stronger! I wan to be very capable and efficient! Add oil to myself! It is really interesting to work at halo forest as the boss n manager r nice n many to learn from them. Plus, i m meeting those ppl that usually i c from the tv box..haha! Hmm.. luckily i m not those fans tat ll go crazy when meet d artists..

okla.. enough crapz for today..
I am looking forward to nex monday to hang out with the darlingz.. ^^

My target

2009-05-16T11:59:00.002+08:00

I am just back from Singapore last night.. It is a short and tired trip. I went all the way to Singapore just for an interview. But it is worth for me because i know i must give it a try although i don't have confident. Thanks for all the cousis n buddies who accompany me and gave me a lot of info ya.. I really appreciate it.. well, I still don't know I am able to get that job or not but i wont giv up. Will giv myself a period of time ^^

Actually my feeling is really complicated to decide to work over Singapore. Money of course is the main reason but i do really like Singapore environment as their government really efficient and u will feel so secure walking on the road without worrying someone is targetting ur bag.. lolz! But it is tough for me to live over there alone.. Although i got buddies n relatives at spore.. but i still need to take care of myself alone rite.. not going to stay with my relatives as i don wan to disturb their lifestyle. I believe i can do it and i will be stronger :p

So.. god bless me pls.. ^^

Hello Everybody, I am back!!

2009-05-07T15:04:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone, i m back! Back to kl and currently jobless! lolz.. It is so.. tutt...
I miss my uni life although i hate it previously..haha! I miss my Hk trip as well!! I miss all of my frens n buddies lar wei~

Well, juz back from hk trip, n don worry, I m currently don hav any sign of virus H1N1.. Will be quarantine myself for 2-3 days at home..haha! Overall, my hg trip was fun! But is hell tired, burn lots of calories but oso add in more calories that i burnt..haha! Really ate a lot, big tummy ed lo~ HK food r nice, cincai 1 food stall or restaurant oso got tasty food.. not like Msia.. their serving r big n of course it is costly lar.. But if u share between frens, it is quite affortable n reasonable.. HK transport r very convenient but beware of some F taxi driver, they ll chop u! I had been chopped until now oso HENG!! Cost me 70HKD for a short distance.. damm eat shit.. Besides, HK's police r friendly and helpful but not the residents.. I always like to refer to the policeman when i m lost but not those residents or even customer service counters..They r so lan si n cincai direct u to the wrong way.. No manners at all!!!
okok... will talk more about HK trip when i able to upload those pics k.. muaks!!

My last week at Penang

2009-04-25T13:50:00.002+08:00

Going back KL on Monday liao lor~ Wont back Penang until my convo..haha! My feeling is really very complicated.. Feel happy that i end my school life but feel sad when i think of everything going to end and i m stepping into a life that full of challenges n unknown variables. As darling mun wrote, it is really hard to decribe the feeling and all the hard times that i had went through with words.. Everything is inside my heart. Times passes so fast, n now is d end of my uni life. I learnt a lot about life n those lesson make wat am i now. I am ready for the social life although i still feel nervous deep in heart. Desperate to find a job now because i don wan to be jobless after my trip from hongkong.

Knew many hi-bye frens at uni but there is still few of them that acc me for this 3 yrs. Memories with d mates will always store inside my brain. We do not know how is our frenship goin to be in the future, but i appreciate d time we sharing now.

Tats all.. sayornara my frens.. take good care!

My 22nd Yrs

2009-04-19T12:43:00.002+08:00

My 22nd yrs start offcially on yesterday.. haha! Happy Birthday to myself n those human that born on 18 April. Receive many wishes n greetings from the friends and family.. appreciate it! ^^ On friday night, had a seafood dinner with d mates. Then "suprise" from the mates to blew the birthday cake. They pushed my head towards d cake a few times but failed.. wahahaha! I m d one who always fool ppl in tis way, of course i know wat they wan to do mar.. haha! As darling mun said, i m smart gal wei~ lolz! But end up my hair also kena d blueberry cheese cake coz we fool each other after that.. ou.. washed my hair twice per day!

Many ppl ask how i celeb my birth? Yesterday i went 2 shopping mall with Ms.Cynthia n MsSiewtin. Went Gurney at afternoon to buy the Bobbi Brown cosmetic for Michelle. The only branch at Penang.. We juz walk around n yesterday was d audition for at Gurney. Many leng lui + tall gals around. There is some lala zai n lala mui that dream to be model also tk part but d judges ask them back to study hard hard.. wahahaha! Headed to Q mall after that. Want to buy some outfits but cant find any.. End up bought d NU bra n Korean Beauty BB cream for myself.. lolz! pk lor!!!

I end my birthday with d spore drama~ lolz~

I m Alive!

2009-04-17T22:14:00.002+08:00
yoyoyo~ Tough papers had over liu... I m feeling good after few days of battles~ It is so suffer reading d notes.. especially the international trade! duh.. how many slide i hav to read huh.. it is about.. erm.. roughly 1200 slides i hav to read n memorize! Gosh~ siao eh.. Of course i couldn't finish it.. Feel so stress when i step into the exam hall.. wondering wat i can write.. it is all essay ques n i feel empty in my brain when d exam start.. Luckily i still able to "vomit" some words for d paper.. haha! I don know it is accurate anot.. i juz bla bla bla whatever comes into my mind.. N yes! It is over! Left d last paper with d 20% marks.. hahahaha! n It is on 10 days later! I still got a week to slack! lalalalalalala~

*Knock Knock*

2009-04-16T19:37:00.003+08:00
Well well well.. juz wan to drop something here that to show i m still alive! haha! Finish 1 paper in this morning n 2 more to go~ duh... Tmr is the real tough paper as i still got lot of notes havent read yet, not even once! @.@ Thus all is in essay... cham lor! but i still will try my best! (but i still slacking here huh.. :p )

Ciaoz!

My last school day at USM

2009-03-31T23:04:00.003+08:00

yuhoo~

Today is my last school day at USM.. The next time i step into USM is for final exam n for graduation thingy lor~ I m sure i m going to miss the moments spent with frens.. Actually there is still lecture class on wed n thurs but i skip tat.. Wanna go home earlier to c doc.. As i mentioned in d previous blog.. there is smth like "tumor" on my right leg.. It is painful n itych recently.. n becm bigger.. so i wan to check it out asap.. lolz..

This few days took a lot of pics.. juz to keep more memories between us..

Lee Chow, Yen Ker n I

My roommates for 2 yrs~

My econs gang~

In our class~ SK1

USM

okla.. stop here.. drinking tomato soup by Ms.Cynthia... ^.^

A day to destress..

2009-03-20T21:20:00.005+08:00
Yesterday after morning class went to hav lunch with my roommates at George Town. We had curry mee, dumpling, chicken rice at a normal shop. The 百斩鸡 is really delicious but it is a bit pricey. Before headed to gurney red box, we had coconut drinks at d road side. The coconut is really very 香甜，椰子香味浓郁，赞! After the very full n delicious lunch, we start our sing k session at 2pm n end at 5pm, Siew Tin n Yanny joined us. We capture pics in d room until around 5.30pm coz tat time ed is d 2nd time of red box staff ask us to leave.. lolz.. pai seh pai seh~ After sing k session, we do some window shopping. My heart itchy for Levi's jeans again.. haha! We settle our dinner at Northem beach.. A nice place for food...

With Yanny at changing room

My roommates

5 of us

Yen Ker n Xue Yun
Yesterday was a happy day among this few weeks. Because i just hand up 1 group assignment, 3 more to go.. Although done 1 assign, i still feel very stress.. Again, I cant sleep well everyday, only able to fall asleep faster when i use the method to relax myself tat i learn from my previous yoga class.. i m not kidding.. i really hav to do so den only can fall asleep..or else i ll laying on d bed for hours!

Well, for today, life back to d assignment busy mode.. Had discussion from morning till evening.. gosh.. i don noe i still need how many hours to get my movie script done?! There is a lil suprise for today. I met my ex-manager during my meeting at a comic shop! You sure wonder y i had meeting at comic shop? haha.. One of my group member working at comic shop. So most of our meeting held at there as they provide wireless connection n there is comfort sofa to sit n small pillows to hug..most important is got air-cond mar..lolz! I met Mr.Dave since last time i leave the company, Wellness Lab. Really happy when i c him coz nvr thought will meet him at penang. He changed job ed n currently work at penang. Thus, gf oso changed ed..haha!

okok..enough crapz.. gonna continue my work..

Busy weekend

2009-03-15T22:59:00.002+08:00
Assignments going to kill me soon..
Recently always headache during assign session, especially d movie script assign.. gonna create dialogue n actions.. ish! But i m satisfy with our story line.. I think it will be a good movie n we r juz so good in writting script.. hohoho! Maybe nex time i got chance to get Oscar awards neh.. lolz.. okok..i noe i m juz talking nonsense.. well.. let me to crazy a while, coz i gonna back to my assign soon.. Most of my time spent to tis movie script writting.. hell, it is really not easy to write a script, got so many rules that we hav to fulfil! After tis course, i learn that a good movie is depends to a good script. Why script writter never be famous as actors n actress ya?! Without a good script, there will be no good director n of course NO famous actors or actress like Tony Leung or Gong Li.. hahaha! It is kinda unfair to d script writter as no one rmb their name.. Besides, i really "pui fuk" those script writter able to write a drama scripts..It is hell tiring n complicated! Bow to them for create so many nice drama for us n especially for me to reduce my stress.. ^.^

This few days will be my peak period as tis sem goin to end n none of assign 100% finish. The whole week will be meet with coursemates to rush up all d assign. deng.. i m kinda exhausted~ Really cant sleep well recently, i dunno if i m stress or wat.. i will awake during mid nite n my mind is juz full with the discussion situation, n with the assign information. It is so annoying but i juz cant fk off the thinking. I also don know it is my dream or imagination..i juz couldn't get rid of this situation. Therefore, i only manage to sleep again on d early morning n tis few day i will only wake up around 11am unless got discussion or class..haha! terrible rite?!

okla..blog till here.. after finish 1 of my assign only blog smth more interesting k~

We Are Proud Of You

2009-03-13T22:04:00.002+08:00
Congratulations.. n celebration.. la la la la la la la la la la....

My dear brother got straight A's in his SPM.. lolz.. He get d most A's among us.. smart betul.. well, it will be a lil thing for u but i m really happy for him. It is just because he doesn't in good condition when he is having his exam. He suffer from his skin problem the whole last year.. He cant fall asleep everynight, hardly to walk so he din even attend class more than 50% school days. He even stopped few months of tuition. Yet he really study hard during his exam period. He slept with his text books on the sofa or table everynight during his exam weeks.

This brother of mine really having tough life due to his skin problem, all of us r so worried about him, but luckily he is hardworking. I just hope that he can fully recovered soon n have a happy life. Although sometimes he is a bit spoiled by d parents but i understand y my parents do so, coz he is suffer from d pain since he is child. Pity pity.. Sometimes my heart also very pain when his skin bleeding here n there. Thus, he cant eat many food.

Therefore, brother, we r really proud of u that u get a good results. I just pray that god will bless u always, have a bright future n always in hapiness. Best wishes for u ~ ^.^

我的一双脚

2009-03-10T22:50:00.004+08:00

脚，身体不可缺的一部分。
脚，带你迈向你的理想。
脚，让你能随心溜达。
脚，让你脚踏实地。

脚若失去功能，就属残废。我的一双脚，虽然没林志玲的42寸长，虽也没模特儿的完美比例，但我很珍惜它，希望它能保持良好的状态，让我创造更精彩的生活。脚上不多不少的疤痕，证明了它陪我度过的风风雨雨。每一个疤痕，一个经历，一个故事，一份成长。

从左脚开始述起吧。
扭到脚踝已是我从小到大的家常便饭。分别只在它的严重性，自己搽药酒还是去看铁打。当然次数是数不清啦。。上两个星期才又来一次，让我过了数天跛脚生活，寸步难行。还记得大一时也试过扭到很伤，看了医生后还得要大学的救护车送我回宿舍。

小腿，曾经试过跌倒撞到小腿，流很多血也肿了一大块，后来去看铁打才知伤到了骨，让铁打师敷了几次药就没敷了，因为很贵！

膝盖，有一小块疤痕。这是一个难忘的经历。就是在我十八岁那年的车祸留下的咯。熟悉我的人都知道何事。表面的疤痕隐藏着永远治不了的手尾。这只腿让我先体验老人家的风湿病，也好比我私人的天气预测器。除此之外，这只腿有萎缩的症状。虽然你可以说：不错嘛，可以看起来更瘦。但我被告知它会一直慢慢萎缩下去，除非我用力咯。现在并不很明显，除非细心观察。但以后呢？！不担心是假的。要如何改善？太过的运动我怕会伤到它，毕竟它痊愈得并不完美。而且也不够撑力，我有时走走下也会要跌倒似的，就因为左膝盖会突然软下来。

至于右脚，
除了一道也是从上次车祸遗留的疤痕在有脚踝外，小腿还算很健康。至于大腿，也另有一道蛮长的疤痕。那是我小时候不小心碰倒还热的熨斗而留下的。不过因为很久了，所以疤痕已不明显。

不过，很快的，另一道疤痕或许就要留下。因为，我的右大腿，有一粒瘤。不知道什么来的。两年前，还很小粒的时候，医生说不痛不痒就别理它。现在，越来越大粒，越来越明显，而且变色了。有时按下去也会痛。决定毕业后去动手术除掉，可我真的怕会留下难看的疤痕。但手术还是得进行。

希望这是最后一个留在我一双脚上的疤痕吧。。。
我还有很长的路要走。。。
保佑我~　

I am back!

2009-03-10T22:50:00.002+08:00
Hello guys! I m back to my lovely blog..hehe! well.. laptop haven't fix yet n CANT fix ed.. temporary use ppl's laptop.. this laptop is under warranty so i not so worry..or else i not dare to borrow.. don wan d 3rd laptop spoiled in my hand.. :-s thanks Mr.K a lot ya!

Life back to the busy mode when laptop n internet connection is available.. haha! n of course drama session is back! hmm..but i not dare to "bou" drama so long as i get warning for not on d laptop so long.. hehe! Thus, lot of assignment waiting for me to be done lar! I need more motivation to complete d tasks.. helpzzz!

Below r the task that i hav to complete : -
Ekonomi buruh - assignment about decent work
International Finance - research about exchange rate in eco Msia
Documentary script - plan to write a script about Acai Berry, research complate but haven't start to write.
Movie script - Group assign, a story similiar with
For the group assignment, Ms. Cynthia n i group with another 3 juniors from Broadcasting course. One of them is Taiwanese, kinda yeng zai.. :p Wish nex time got d opportunity to know more leng zai from taiwan..wahahaha! jk jk jk lar..
oklar..today blog until here 1st.. ciaoz.. Nitez everyone! miss lots ya!

wuhoo!

2009-02-19T00:17:00.002+08:00

Wuhoo! Finish my mid term papers.. actually just 2 papers lar..but not easy at all leh! Because i wish to get higer marks so that my CGPA "looks" better.. thats y i really study "harder" for tis sem leh..lolz! But.. i only got confident that i wont fail my papers only..lolz!

Diet plan seem to slow down coz this few days ate quite much although still 2 meals per day but i ate high calories food.. :p When i think of i m going to leave Penang soon.. i ll put d food into my mouth although i noe it is.. FAT~ hehe!

I got a friend creat a new web site recently.. It is http://www.matdoulou.com This web site really mat dou lou lor.. u can even download drama from this web site.. N this friend of mine ask me to change my blog to tis web site..hmm.. any comment? I write blog is to express my feeling n share my things with the buddies..I only know how to type..Even the blogskin oso edited by darling mun.. I don really know how to design a blog.. lau beh rite? hehe! Besides, my friend also offer that 20 / 30 cents per article.. haha! anyone interested?!

well..i ll think about it lar.. ^.^

nitez!

My Vday..

2009-02-15T01:23:00.002+08:00
It is 15/2/09 ed.. Vday for 2009 passed ed.. well.. no lover, no roses, no chocolate.. wat i hav is virus of flu, n frens with me.. studying for d coming mid term although not really feeling well.. but i still hang out with frens for dinner n movie.. we had dinner at Swensens n for Vday movie.. nice dinner with delicious dessert.. ^.^ will go for d dessert n pastas again! No pics for today as i m not in d mood for taking any pics.. besides.. I really wish all of u hav a great nite! don forget to play safe! :p

CNY end lu..

2009-02-11T23:06:00.004+08:00
sigh.. i miss CNY... still haven't get enough of ang pao, still haven't crazy enough with friends, still haven't watch all d CNY movie, still wan to play mahjong n cards! T_T i still wan to have fun!! but i m quite guilty as everyone r working/ studying hard for their future but i m slacking around~ I promised myself to study hard for d last sem so that i wont regret nex time but still..I M LAZY.. Just get a bad news from "GOOD" lecturer that we have to study 7 copies of notes for the mid term! oh gosh..we tot only 2 ?! suddenly becm 7 huh.. how to finish in short time wor~ we still got another paper wan mar.. thus.. This sat valentine's day lar~ >.<

ohya.. about valentine's day.. wats ur plan ya? i got no plan.. *sad* wish u all happy + sweet with ur beloved lor.. spend more to burst the eco ya! :p

below r pics tat i went Gurney sing k with d mates on tues.. we had lunch at DOME.. delicious lunch but kinda exp.. ^.^ pk lor..hav to save for my other plans..

6 of us

Gonna put more effort in diet!

skinny but pretty Yanny n i

i wonder y they say i look pretty in tis pic..

Siew Tin n Esther

Finally!

2009-02-07T00:31:00.004+08:00
Today start a lil bit study of my int finance coz mid term coming soon.. den went dinner with Ms.Shit n her gang..they come penang for 2 days trip from UUM.. Brought them to super tanker hawker centre for dinner as they wan to eat d Aki Pancake.. hmm.. at 1st i was wonder v manage to try it anot coz EVERYTIME i go there.. d pancake stall oso closed! But mana tau.. they really lucky lo! haha..for this 3 yrs, this is d 2nd time i manage to eat d Aki pancake which is quite famous..1st time is fren da bao for me.. We headed to Kek Lok Si after dinner.. n again.. Finally, i manage to see those beautiful lighting for d temple as it is really famous.. only available during CNY..1st time c it for tis 3 yrs again..lolz! thanks them for giv me d chance to add more memories at penang before i graduate.. ^.^

Lets d pics do the talking..

nice temple

shit, i miss u ^.^

Cynthia n i

Cartier Fong v Cynthia Tee

me

us

capture non-stop :p

gonna improve my skill

capture by shit, blur rite?!

Nitez everyone, sweet dreams.. ^.^

Her Birthday

2009-02-06T12:27:00.005+08:00
Yesterday was her birthday..Ms.Cynthia's birthday.. we planned to giv her some lil suprise on 12am but she is not feeling well n fall asleep like pig.. d previous birth plan had ruined due to some of them r still X at penang n bz with their own thing.. =.=" We ended up having a small celebration for her at TGI Friday's .. Only me, Mr.Clack, Mr.Reno n d piggy Cynthia.. well..she is real cham on her birthday..not only sick but her left eye don noe wat happened vy pain..so she is quite moody.. But we still bought a cake for her to make wishes.. venue is at our hse while Mr.John n Ms.Peipei joined us.. perhaps she hav a warm birthday n get well soon~ ^.^

birthday gal

wat so attractive ya?

chubby me!

Esther with Mr.Clack

our delicious appettizer

Mr.Reno with his meal..he hate d vege!

Mr.Clack wif his dinner..

spend time in fitting room coz d 2 guys buying cake..
besides, should i buy tis top? :p

Happy Moo Moo Year!

2009-01-31T01:26:00.002+08:00
Happy CNY to everyone ya~ My CNY is great.. Great time with the relatives n cousins at hometown.. love them ya! I really miss d moments spent with family n relatives.. n of course..thanks for d ang pau! ^.^

Just reach home yesterday late afternoon.. Hang out with buddies for tea session at night.. Today, went Tian Hou Gong with mom n sis.. then i went around menjalara n metro prima looking for hair salon! But i cant find any coz all close..left d only 1 near my house call Japanese Zone.. =.= so no choice coz i beh tahan my rambut rumput..lolz~ Then i rush back to prepare myself coz darling steph coming to my hse.. but still need her to wait for me.. coz i always don noe wat to wear n choosy..hahaha! sorry ya steph! We went Miwaulkee (don noe hw to spell) for our dinner.. darling Vincent join us half way..Chill a while at steph hse den go for my primary school gathering~ The gathering was great! ^.^ Met a lot of OLD frens that haven't meet for years.. almost 10 yrs! Hope still can keep in touch with them..

oklar..stop here.. sleepy lor! wish tmr ll hav great day too...

3rd Sunday of 2009

2009-01-18T13:22:00.002+08:00
It seem like another boring Sunday ya.. woke up 11am++ coz not feeling well.. i m lazy yet today hav to finish 1 assign n 1 outline.. actually both also group assign but yet i still hav to do my part right.. last friday i went d mall again with d mates.. this time i managed to save my pocket very well..haha! juz spent 21.5 bucks for d Voir's necklace..had Kim Gary for lunch n Canton-i for dinner.. Seriously, not much interest for Kim Gary ed..haha! Especially i almost puke after d honey milk.. Even Station One n Full House taste better! lolz! Don hav good exp in Canton-i yet d mates wanna try out coz it is new at Queensbay mall..It is quite exp as d food is we can hav lower cost at outside..anyway.. no doubt that d wantan is superb! but don't u think it is a bit pricey for a wantan mee cost RM12.80 yet u can get RM3.50 at outside? Price haven't include gov tax n service charge leh.. Wantan mee at Penang even only RM2.50.. lolz! I read thru d menu at Canton-i.. dim sum there r exp also.. RM10 for a har gao.. i think i go HK eat also not tat exp.. lolz! okok.. don juz "step" tis restaurant only.. d desert there not bad ler.. taste good!

CNY coming soon.. u all get prepared ed? bought outfits ed? new bra? new panties? new shoes? new hair cut? new gadget? haha! i m still trying to put off weight as much as i can.. mon n thurs badminton.. tues n thurs gym.. n most important, NO SUPPER! lolz.. i wan to try new hair style but i don hav idea how to make it.. any suggestion? no dye hair pls..

Besides, i also wan to get a new HP after CNY.. any suggestion? i wan 3G, n good in camera! .. hehe!

okokla..enough craps.. i gonna do assign n practise d badminton skills.. coz test on tmr! But but but..watch 1 episod of drama 1st..hehe!

Old Days..

2009-01-13T21:08:00.003+08:00
harlo guys.. hav a good day? I just finish my fried noodles.. hehe! I m satisfy with my own cooking skill..lolz! My right hand r in pain now..due to the badminton ko-k..haha! Besides, our coach really kee xiao wan.. we got a test on next monday after d 1st week of lesson! damn..i got no confident at all!

Today, someone added me at msn.. he is my classmate for standard 3..lolz! Is my another standard 5 classmate gav him my email add... well..i cant rmb his name until i c his pic den only i realise that.. yea.. i knew this guy..lolz! they had tell me some past memories which i got no idea at all.. haha! really cant rmb.. well.. i think 1 of them rmb so cleary is because that i was a important fren for him..haha! u sure will "shooo" me.. but it is true leh.. he chase me for years even i m at secondary school.. lolz! talking about this is not wan to praise myself..it is juz wan to tell u all that hor..y now i don hav this kind of fans huh? lolz~ kinda miss d good old days.. we r juz so naive n childish.. "i like u, u like me.. i ka ka fren with u.. help me to tell him/her i like him/her.. " den.. when ur "target" touch ur hand or just take picture with u or play pukul-pukul, cubit-cubit, lari-lari with u.. u will say : she/he like me too! den whole body fly up to d sky ed..den both of u r "officially" couple in the school ed.. ahahaha! I smile whenever i think of the past.. because there is too much of silly things happened.. Besides, some fren invited me to a primary schoolmates gathering last friday.. but i m at penang so din attend.. actually this is d second time i reject their invitation.. i wish to attend but there is some uneasy feeling inside my heart.. Maybe is because my look had changed bad compare to last time while my height remain d same gua.. =_=!! Anyway, i still wish to keep in touch with them geh..

okla..stop here..don noe y start to flu edi..

My 1st time

2009-01-10T22:41:00.003+08:00
hahaha~ going to talk about my 1st time.. oh.. pls don think d yellow side.. i m juz talking my 1st time tat drunk until puke.. well..IT IS NOT A GOOD EXPERIENCE! i hate it! although this is d 2nd time i drunk since i start to drink.. but this is d 1st time i drunk till i puke! yiu.. whenever i think back i oso can feel d smelly+disgusting thingy tat i puke.. yiaks!

Yesterday 3 of us, Ms.Tee, Ms. Ooi n I shop from noon till nite.. After control myself.. i only bought a short blue pants n sunglasses..cant afford Coach sunglasses so MNG for replacement lo..hehe! Had tom yam mee hun at Old Town which i wont order for 2nd time n dinner at Sakae Sushi..

After back from d mall, Mr.Clack ask me for d drinks.. together wif Mr.John n Ms.Tee join our drinking session after some moments.. We had Chivas, Tequilla n Sake that i bought from Japan.. Tequilla is nice but i prefer Tequilla pop.. not really fancy Chivas anymore after this time coz it is tough for me at this moments.. Sake is nice to drink also! After few rounds of "cheers!".. everyone r totally tipsy n Mr.Clack drunk 1st..den is my turn..but i still can walk straight n climb to my bed but juz very blur..I puke right after some HL milk forced by Ms.Tee..den brush my teeth right after that coz i god damm hate it~ Fall asleep like pig while Ms.Tee busy "run" here n there.. haha! I heard Ms.Ooi said Ms.Tee was drunk during that time also..lolz! thanks for d hsemates n roommates that tk care of d drunkards..wee~

not going to post up my drunk pic here so let u all c a pic of me at yr 2008 =p

Suprisingly..i woke up pretty early today morning n feel nothing.. but after breakfast.. i start to feel disgusting again especially when i c d bottle of chivas n tequilla..n oso my toilet bowl! cant get rid of this feeling until now.. feel a lil bit pening n feel like wan to vomit all d time.. now feeling better a bit coz i took my nap edi..

Tonight, is my primary school friend, Ms.Mun Kay wedding dinner.. opps.. now is officially Mrs.Puah..From other ppl's blog.. they had been dating for 5 years.. Mrs.Puah is 22 n Mr.Puah is 23.. they get married bacause they really love each other n feel it is time to build their own family..not because of "accident".. seriously.. i really happy for them although i m not so close with them but my feeling at this moments really..complicated. I feel so happy for d couple but yet i m sad coz i had lost contact with d old good frens.. only manage keep in touch with some of them..there will be many of my old school's frens attending d dinner now.. juz because most of them went to d same secondary school.. i keep imagine d situation there.. how will it be like? everyone sure very happy got the gathering.. i think.. don know where i very miss them.. really! i wish i m there..haha! i juz hope to meet those old good frens although i know we r no longer so close.. so.. i said my feeling is complicated..because i noe i m d one who still so care bout them but ppl r not.. juz like few months ago.. i work at MV..I met her..my old buddy, v were so so so close last time n i was so happy n excited that time but she is in rush.. so v juz chat for a while only.. i did sms her many times but she nvr reply me! not even once! i am so sad but nvm lar.. i noe, i understand.. this is life! Ppl come n go.. juz depends on how long he/she stay at ur life.. well.. i m a greedy ppl.. i luv frens.. i really luvs all my buddies.. i wish i can hav them with me all d time~hahaha! so.. for those old frens..u all still hav a special seats in my heart n i always care for u.. i will always ready to help whenever u need me~

i heart their pic n gown~

sweet sweet 4ever~

My Day

2009-01-07T11:58:00.003+08:00
woke up quite late.. coz recently watch The Gem Of Life till siao.. haha! Actually i don't have much to blog but feel like wan to update my blog or smth.. Yesterday i cooked myself the "oatmeal chicken"..it is quite yummy! lolz~ My first try lar wei...don hav pic to show u all like how Vincent did coz u noe lar.. my hp n digi cam oso lau beh mar.. i m poor ppl! haha! Evening.. went jogging with the roommates.. we juz hope to burn some calories! DIET DIET DIET! lolz..

I juz finish a cup of HL milk as my breakfast.. cham leh.. but soon going to prepare my lunch..lolz! I wanna eat more vege so i try to cook more..healthy leh.. ngek ngek ngek! But recently i wish to eat the Carbonara spaghethi so much!

yummy!

thats all for now..i gonna prepare my lunch, watch an episod of drama n prepare to school! love n miss my buddies so much ya! CNY coming..hope to meet u guys!

Shopping Day

2009-01-03T21:45:00.002+08:00
Went Q mall alone.. wanna shop some birth present for uni frens.. I realise that i can even buy more when i shop alone..haha! It is true.. bought 1 top from MNG, 1 dress from Rest & Relax n another top from Acewin.. Besides, i target a handbag from MNG oso.. but it cost around 200bucks.. it is really nice but i think i wont buy it.. save d quoto for HK trip! wahahaha~ Besides, there is some short pants i wan to buy but i keep my $$ back coz i think it is enough for CNY.. my heart is so itchy for the Levi's jeans but after i consider my finance acc.. i think i better don buy.. hahaha! Have to keep remind myself "save for hk trip!" Well.. La Senza Nu Bra is my another target if i got extra $$$..lolz~

After settle d present, I went Shi lin for my fav oyster mee sua! hehehe~ den bought some vege n material to cook for the coming weeks.. Before headed back to the boring hostel.. i bought marble cheese cake from secret recipe for my supper!

oooo..i m hungry ed..ciaoz! gonna enjoy my cheese cake with the HK drama.. ngek ngek ngek!

Back to Uni Life..

2008-12-29T20:57:00.003+08:00
yoyoyoyo! I am back to penang on yesterday.. Dad n mom went seberang prai for dinner.. So dad's fren fetch us along..We had a cheap yet good lunch at Tapah..An old chinese cafe but sell fresh food.. we had tin gai, sheng yu pin, wong sin, n dai tao har for 5 ppl n only cost around 80! Dad ll drop by this place whenever he pass by Tapah.. it is really a small n old cafe.. i would nvr notice or interested to it if dad din brought me there.. i like their steam tim gai with mee hon vy muchi.. hehe~!

Reach my apartment 4pm++.. den start to pack n clean d dust.. d 1st fren tat i met for this new sem is my hsemate.. Mr.Clack! Why i mentioned this? It is because I m so shocked when i c him.. wonder y my hsemate become smaller size.. Ish.. y guy can put off weight so easily huh! Evening, hsemates asked me to go Queensbay to walk walk.. We had dinner at Johny's Restaurant..not bad not bad.. after meal, we decided to catch a movie n we choosed , director of <300> I though it is a action or scary movie.. but it is NOT! it is a god damn boring, wu liao movie.. u will be like this when u watch it.. ===> =_=""" and ===> -.-? i rate it as 2/10 coz 2 marks is for those sexy ladies in the movie..

well.. for today.. 2 words to describe.. boring day! No fren to date for shopping.. i wan shopping! I wan search for new jeans, new tops, new underwear, new facial products n new gadgets! But no one date me.. poor me.. T_T

Tmr morning going to the 1st lecture class for d last semester.. ganbatte neh!

No idea of how am i going to celebrate my new year eve.. With who?! But seem like no one invite me for d eve.. POOR POOR ME~

Gals Day

2008-12-23T01:15:00.003+08:00
Had lunch with shit n mou.. nice gathering with them.. craps a lot! Will miss them always.. Shit, rmb to send me those pics tat u haven't send me since long long time ago.. PLS!

Night, had belated birth celeb for Kinki at Full House, Niu Che Sui... it is not a bad place to shop n gathering.. Gonna visit the place again! ^.^ although it is only 4 of us.. ( included kris boy).. but we still hav a nice time.. i brought camera but din take much pics as they don feel like taking pics.. Food at Full House are quite tasty n their price are not too high.. average ler..

Kinki n Esther

my Wok Sear Chicken Chop

Kris boy

Vc n her yummy spagethi

Enjoyable Night~

2008-12-21T22:13:00.005+08:00

Yesterday Night went GH for Super Trio show coz got free ticket.. we late around 20 mins because this is a sudden plan.. It is a nice show.. not too bad for me but some say it is boring at the end..

We went for supper because everyone is hungry.. Mr.V got a disc card with term n conditions.. So we went this shop name "Hou Mei" at 1st world plaza there.. I asked 2 waitress if i can use the disc card for 30% disc before i put my ass on their chair.. they said yes! After we ordered everything n they sent us a bill so i show them d card.. After some moments, they said no disc today! Wtf.. i totally pissed off coz i edi asked 2 staff wei! So i politely asked them y n they gav don noe wat excuses..so i said den y ur staff say yes?! They said new staff wor.. C'mon! don't u train ur staff well?! If they r new n not sure bout d promotion, don simply say yes lar! Somemore i asked 2 staff wei! Bad management!
Fine.. we wait the food patiently.. but really damn slow.. especially the drinks! Even when the food reached some moments, the drinks still haven't come..Besides, the waitress there really don noe doin wat de lor.. whenever we got some request, we hardly to get their attention even they passby u, u have to wave ur hand for don noe how many times n shout out "excuse me"for times only they will come to u.. BAD BAD SERVICE! Plus, the food very oily la! I ordered century egg minced pork porridge that serve like this..

Damn.. the porridge is ketul-ketulan de lor! somemore very oily! n tasteless! Maybe the salt price is more expensive than the oil price.. I would nvr go for this restaurant again! service bad, food bad, drinks serve slow n expensive~

Thanks gal..

2008-12-18T10:43:00.002+08:00
Yesterday Night went Sutra @ The Curve with Vc n Kinki.. Sutra is a thai restaurant.. i like their decoration.. it is quite romantic..but a bit too dark..haha! The food r not bad oso.. din manage to capture any pics coz don hav digi cam..After dinner we walk around The Street n some window shopping.. Nice talk with the gals n thanks for light up my day.. Our date will be next monday at The Cave n wish to end at Full House..hehehe! I am looking forward to it~

Currently i am getting sick.. start to flu n i know i will be fever soon coz a bit of headache now.. ohya.. i have date with mou n shit on monday for lunch oso! Vincent is going off to spore today n will be bek again after xmas.. do keep ur promise bout cook a meal for us k! i hope can meet mun soon..

Last Day at Osaka!

2008-12-16T18:39:00.003+08:00
sigh.. so fast come to d ending of my Osaka trip.. well.. spend most of d day at Universal Studio.. it is really nice n fun..although it is quite boring for some show coz we don noe Japanese..haha! but those games r really very chi kek! I like the view inside Universal Studio.. really nice! Let the pics do the talk k..

back to kids world..

rushing for our last game before dinner!

thats all for now.. wanna off.. will upload more pics nex time :p

Third Day at Osaka

2008-12-16T17:14:00.004+08:00
Today..went Kobe city... 1st, we went Hakutsuru Sake Museum..to c d process of produce sake.. i bought 1 sake as well..hehe! den we went earthquake memorial museum..it is a nice lesson.. teach us how to minimize d harm by earthquakes n tsunami..becoz we cant avoid it, we juz can min our loss..there is some short video clip for us to watch about d earthquake happened in osaka at year 1995..juz within 20 seconds n all d bulding collapsed.. d clip quite touching coz it is perform by one of d victim.. We continue our trip by visited the Kobe harbourland.. Had a very delicious lunch at there.. ^.^ miss their spagethi very very much! n the choco fondue...

noob..

^,^
yum yum!
enjoying..

After our great lunch, we "rush"to factory outlet to shop..haha! Bought presents for parents n brother from Banana Republic n Nike.. Big brother bought a lot of HIS OWN stuff from Adidas.. Sis is fighthing inside herself for the Coach wallet while i wanted the Coach sunglasses so much! We end up zero purchase from Coach coz i don hav income, don wanna spend so much n sis din get her fav wallet.. den.. sis shop some Banana Republic's clothes n i get myself a set of sport suite..

Second Day in Osaka

2008-12-16T16:16:00.004+08:00
After breakfast at our hotel, we headed to Nara City.. 1st destination is to Nara Deer Park where the deer is around everywhere n there is a famous temple inside.. I am so scare of the deer although i know d deer wont harm me..coz it is juz.. too many! It will appear suddenly to "sayang" u.. ohya.. the deer know how to "hormat" de..when u wan to giv them food.. u pull ur hand high high n they will like act respect or thank you to u.. i still rmb d incident when i cm out from the temple n pass by the street that full of d deer..it is so scary n some of us juz shout like siao kia..coz juz don noe y all d deer is coming towards our direction n we so hardly to get out of the park.. u noe.. i scare animals..hahaha!

Todaiji Temple

The small hole beside the man is for us to climb across n will get bless

a special experience in temple

deer around!
lolz..

Had BBQ buffet as lunch.. den headed to Osaka Castle to take group pics.. den we went Shinsaibashi street to shop! That is a part of the street is full of 18sx shop.. there is even some shops that provide services to let u search what kind of "duck" n "chicken" u wan n where to "get" it..haha! they post the duck n chicks pics everywhere..leng zai lar wei! so wanted to get one accompany me to walk around..haha! We had shabu-shabu for dinner..but i not really prefer their shabu shabu.. because it is so tasteless! d so-called soup is juz boiled water kay.. but d meat r really fresh la.. tats y japanese so healthy la.. lol~

sis wan to capture me while i m running

jump jump jump!

nice ppl wif nice scenery ^.^

Harlo! I am Back!

2008-12-16T14:43:00.004+08:00
I am back from my Osaka Trip! It is really fun n i love Japan so much..although i don noe what they are talking all the time but i still love the air, the weather, the environment, n of course the ppl! But but but...I damm hate their grandparents that bomb us! Japanese guy really handsome n MAN lor..

okay..since i nvr blog about australia n taiwan trips...(i m juz too lazy.. :P).. so i will blog a bit about Japan lor..

Depart from KLIA, 2355 to Kansai airport.. reach there around 0630.. den we hav our 1st breakfast buffet at AMADA Hotel..

Our new shoes n boots

Sisters in the plane

Retarded kids after breakfast

Siblings

Then we start our journey to Kyoto City to visit some temples..haha! Pray hard n play hard! The scenery is very nice n i love the air! so refreshing! We also watched Kimono Fashion show.. Had Sumo's steamboat as our 1st lunch at Japan..damm full! I cant rmb what food i put into my mouth for the 1st night..hahaha! Night only we checked in our hotel.. We had some walk around the hotel area n da bao a burger from KFC..it is very yummy! but quite small..haha! i hope i can try it again!

Sumo steamboat

*not available in Msia* why why why?!

Excited

2008-12-08T09:27:00.003+08:00
I am just back from my Singapore short trip..although don hav much time to walk around but i still manage to visited place like sentosa, chinatown, orchard road n vivo.. haha! Felt that this year spore's xmas decorations not so nice compared to previous years.. but i still like d environment of spore..clean n systematic..feel comfortable n safe walking on the road..

I m happy to meet Mr.Vincent there.. but sigh Ms.Carmen busy-ing moving to new hse so cant manage to join us.. :-( we walk around orchard but it is damn crowded n it is rainning.. so we went Vivo to shop n had our dinner at Marche.. his all time fav at vivo..

For the family..feel guilty coz din meet with my relatives at spore.. don hav much time mar! Besides, tammie tang r sick.. so din hav a chance to meet her oso! =_=" nvmla.. hope to c u soon ya.. get well soon!

ok..let d pics do d talks k..

my godparents at siloso beach

The view facing the sea

The Berth of Sentosa Cove

Mr.Vincent n chubby I

Well.. Going to take flight to Osaka tonight.. quite excited.. luggage just 70% packed.. haha! wish me have a safe n enjoyable trip ya! i miss u guys..

Well well well

2008-12-05T08:04:00.003+08:00
Well..things going quite well in my plan.. Hav a great time n very full dinner with the pretty gals.. have some shopping with the siblings and nice tea time with the gang.. n of course.. enjoyed the sing k session.. Now, i m prepare to off to spore.. hehe! not sure got time to meet the buddies there anot coz i will bek on sunday morning already.. teng seng, get it? kar mun, i know u very busy la.. perhaps we bum to each other in the street..lol! hope u guys still can recognise me la.. i m damm chubby now.. especially my face! hehe!

ciaoz..

safe journey to myself! ^.^

Getting Busy

2008-12-02T14:13:00.002+08:00
Life getting busy.. busy dating with d buddies n trip.. hehe!

Tonight will celeb jx's BELATED birth at a Korean Restaurant.
Tmr will shop wif siblings for our trip.
Tmr nite will hav "tea" with Steph n d gang.
Thurs will sing k wif Ms.Shit at The Curve.
Fri morning will depart to spore n back Msia on Sunday
Nex mon night will depart to Osaka n back on Sat evening
Nex Sunday will hav lunch buffet with d relatives coz grandma birthday
Night will celeb my godmom's birthday.. =_="
n so..left d last week of my holiday is free!That week plan to meet d fat ass if he is at Msia.. should say less than 1 week coz maybe hav to bek penang earlier to get prepared for the new sem.. duh.. NEW SEM N LAST SEM.. time passes really fast hoh..

okla...
tats all for my crapz..

Another family are built

2008-11-30T01:38:00.003+08:00

Chubby me

Drunk? No way~

Shiok sendiri =_="

Just back from Kiat June's wedding dinner located at Selayang.. thought it is just a normal restaurant but seem like all of us are wrong.. Well..it is quite grand n the food is nice to eat also.. Many kbianz around.. it is quite boring because i seperated with those i close with.. Happy for the new-to-be mama n papa.. hope their new family are always is happiness n harmony..

Well, i am currently free for less than a week.. Going to Spore nex friday with my beloved godfather to visit my beloved godsister..my beloved godmother will go there earlier on this coming monday..lolz! yea..there r my beloved godfamily.. i miss them n sometimes i feel so guilty because i don have much time to spend with them as i am not at kl.. wish all of them r always healthy k! Don say i "dai sai chiu"..i love my own family also.. so i oso spend time at home.. until now i haven't meet any of my buddies leh.. miss them much.. wonder when only we can reunion?

Date me asap!

Another sem finished..

2008-11-23T23:58:00.002+08:00
yuhoo..start my holiday n left d last sem! Coursemates r here with me at KL.. Going to busy this few days to be a F.O.C tour leader..lolz! So..i will not blog or seldom online recently till this weekend.. A lot to share with you guys but it seem too much but too lazy to blog..hehehe!

Good luck to all the darlings! muakS!

Hard Time

2008-11-12T00:38:00.004+08:00
2 tough papers fall on same day,
n i only left 2 days to get prepared..
Friday will be the superb stress day..

I have no idea what am i reading for d econometric subject..
(allow me to complaint about this sub again k..)
Although i did d assignment,
but i still don noe how to solve d question..
I m juz too lousy in math..
n even phobia?
yea.. i think so..
juz wonder y i cant handle those equations huh..

Dear sis want her lappy back..
i will send to her if i m possible to do it..
yea..let it be another challenge for me..
it is good for me..i think..
for this exam period...
but i will damm boring for d rest of d days before i bek kl..
no entertaiment..
hell..haha!

Chat with darling mun juz now..
asking her about d econometric as she took it last sem..
below is part of our conversation..

Esther : i wan to ask u...last sem.. how u sit for d econometric ya
Carmen : cHair

Booom! i really zha dou n laugh like nobody biz while others is studying..
oh darling.. thanks for make me laugh for some moments..

Having hard time recently..
Not because of the exam only,
but is everyday listen to Mr.K complaint about his workers..
yea..it is his workers.. he is going to be boss...? haha! i bliv he can success..
he is so stress with his work until i don feel like complaine about my stuff to him anymore..
i m a good listener..haha! People around are having hard time make me feel more stress n don noe how n where to release it.. blogging is one of d way yet sometimes i don noe how to start or how to end it.. feel like i m typing smth nonsense n producing bad article..

okla..enough ed..
don noe how to describe my feelings..
ciaoz..

Dull Weekend

2008-11-09T23:03:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to blog yet still wanna blog some nonsense here.
Headache but feeling better after ate 2 panadols from Mr.Clack.
Reading econometric,
a really tough subject for me..
Really wonder why am i so lousy in maths..

As usual,
Weekend filled with notes n books during exam weeks..
Wish to get rid of this situation as soon as possible..

Mr.Chicken create a so called love poem to me,
just for fun,
because i said the boy nvr do so..
"Love add spice into our life,
everlasting love based on truth and faith...
Love conquer all devils and seeks no evil,
treasure all the valuable moment because love never fail us.."

i correct d last 2 words as love never fade away..

k..enough craps,
have to face the reality,
STUDY!

Not A Good Day

2008-11-06T23:30:00.002+08:00
Cant sleep for d whole yest nite.. Eyes are closed but mind r running d previews of int. trade notes.. woke up earlier in d morning n look thru d notes again before step into d exam hall.. My aunt visited me for d 1st day of exam makes me feel so uncomfortable during d exam.. plus d ques is so tricky.. My hope of A- or B+ for this paper seem fly away ed.. Because when i checked d notes after exam.. I found tat i did many silly mistakes.. really f up..

Evening, dinner at a hawker centre nearby. On d way, i saw another case tat done by d Red Devil.. Ish..! Pity d residents.. The very old apartment ed shows that d ppl living there having hard time in their life.. but still Red Devil destroy their everything.. Ish! Can Red Devil just nvr appear again?!

After d dinner, we passed by Pelita (mamak restaurant).. Suddenly, Ms.Ooi stopped me n told me that there is a hp left on d table.. n it is juz beside us.. d plates r still on d table.. it seem like ppl juz leave d table.. 1st came into my mind was, i should grab it! But then my hand not even dare to move although my heart wanted to do so much.. den i consider a lot, i worried there is someone c me or how if d owner of d hp suddenly pop-up n accuse me that i stole d hp? Ms.Ooi n i also not dare to grab.. we r juz too kind.. =_=" We yelled at Ms.Cynthia that in front of us n told her about d hp.. There is a uncle sitting on d nex table heard what we said.. So i just told them that if we din grab it, d hp ll belong to d workers n d owner ll lost d hp. If we grab it, d owner will get bek d hp.. I puposely said it loudly to let d uncle noe that we don hav bad motive..haha! But we still don hav enough brave to move our hand n yet d one who have enough brave, Ms.Cynthia is juz a bit far from the table.. Before we manage to action.. a worker came to clean d table.. AND JUST GRAB IT.. duh..

It is new model leh.. SE K660i! I really plan if i get d hp, i will return to d owner.. (bliv me pls..) haha! because i "lost" my hp before n i noe d feeling.. ai..but it is useless to say anything ed.. Another pity owner.. I so hate myself.. I should sit down on the table n order a cup of tea.. so we no need to act like a.. bad ppl right..

tats all for today..
i wish tmr will be a bright day..
Concentrate on my Monetary Paper..

Countdown

2008-11-05T13:44:00.004+08:00

Going to step into exam hall for my first paper within 24 hours..
Don't know how to describe my current feelings..
Stress? Nervous? Blank?
i think is blank..
This is d most terrible thing!
How to sit d exam with a blank minded?
I study really hard..
Everthing seem familliar..
but when i look for d ques,
i don hav d confident to answer d ques at all!

wish me luck..
War begin with International Trade Paper..

Besides,
good luck n all d best for my friends tat sitting for exam also..
^.^

Mummy, Daddy, Kai Ma, Kai Ye, I REALLY LOVE U ALL!

2008-11-03T23:29:00.006+08:00

Bee Bee BEE!

2008-10-29T21:49:00.002+08:00
oH! There is a bee fly to my room juz now! But luckily i got a hsemates that pro in cathching any insects..haha!

okay..here is the story..

few months ago, erm.. within this sem la.. there is some bee built their "homey" inside a hole at my balcony..I saw it few times already..and there is one afternoon.. I saw a bee fly into the hole with a piece of leaf.. So i told my roommate that we r in the risk because it is very near to us.. n i planned to close the hole with a plastic bag to cover it.. but den, tis roommate, Ms.Ooi suggested that i used a paper n roll it n suck into d hole.. n so.. i followed her idea..

A few moments later, there is another bee! taking a piece of leaf also! n the bee seem nervous when he ( i thought it as a male bee) cant get into the hole! he fly n fly around the hole n trying really hard to get into it.. plus, he keep fly out of the balcony to upstairs n downstairs n fly bek to his home.. i think he is juz wan to confirm where is his home.. this poor bee hang around my balcony for few hours.. n he even drop d leaf n did the same thing over n over again.. i think his whole family is inside.. Mr.K suggested me to open the hole n let d Mr.Bee to get inside.. at least they die together.. but i not dare.. how if d bee inside rush out n attack me?

So this incident passed for a period n until yesterday.. while i m taking my nap, d wind is quite strong, my curtains touched d paper n after some moments, d paper drop out.. It reminds me of the bee.. But i cant c anything inside coz the hole is too dark..

N just now.. there is a BIG BEE came into my room n keep staying on the light.. a realy big bee.. i was so scared.. called my hsemate, Mr. Chicken (coz his fav food is chicken) to help me, he used a book to "smack" the bee, but the bee still fly over to the light over n over again.. never tend to attact bek Mr.Chicken.. weird right? It is juz so not a bee's character.. n at last d bee fell n not able to fly.. my hsemate thrown it to outside..

I wonder.. y the bee likes the light so much huh? anyone can tell me is bee like lightning? I wonder is the bee was the bee that stucked in the hole.. so the bee like the light because it was live in the dark before.. reasonable right?!

I m so sorry, BEE family..

Blue Mood

2008-10-28T14:37:00.005+08:00
Bad news..
Ruin my day..
What can i do for u?
What should i do to ease ur pain n sadness?
I am really worry about u..

But i know i couldn't do anything for u..
I only can live my life better..
Study harder n seriously pay attention on my own finance..
I have to be really independent..
Wish to ease ur burden..

Besides,
I know u r tough ppl,
Will overcome all the difficulties..
Hope u will know i m fully support u here..

There is always a light behind the dark ^.^

Study Mood

2008-10-27T20:16:00.003+08:00

Can u believe?
Finally i m in study mood!
hahaha!
I study d whole afternoon!
yoyoyo..
but there is still many to read.
>.<

Besides,
i practise yoga today~
finally make myself sweat a bit n to lose some calories.. :p

Afternoon,
Cho Heng n the gang came over my hse for a while..
chill at my room..
but i din follow them to hang out around penang..
because i need study!
Anyway, thanks for their visit..
n the chance to meet those old-frens..

okla..
ciaoz..
juz finish my dinner,
gonna add oil to achieve my goal..
what goal?
that is finish 1 subject per 2 days!
and i got 5 subjects..
possible?
I HOPE SO!

HaPpY dEePaVaLi

Lazy Me

2008-10-26T22:17:00.003+08:00

OMG! been slacking around for 2 days.. Din read much.. super guilty! >.<>
Always ask myself to read the books but i really cant concentrate at all! Stress but lazy.. n it cause me tend to eat more..wtf.. =_=" But i m trying hard to control myself not to put extra thingy into my mouth..haha! Because i stay at room all the day.. i will totally become a fat fat gal if i din control.. plan to swimming or do yoga but yet.. i m really lazy.. terrible right?! i feel so!

Yesterday nite planned to study but failed because web cam-ing with Mr.K + friends n darling VC for the whole night... get it? Is whole night.. oouuu.. i m really terrible! But luckily today i manage to study a bit.. yeah.. It is really hard to get my ass stick to chair n get my eyes look at the books n my mind digest the notes for a period..hahaha!

But but but... now i m bloging here.. it is because i cant concentrate at all ed! Fireworks around n it is really affect my study mood! So noisy la! But i wont blame them la.. Deepavali ma.. Have to respect their festival right?!

Mr.Soh Cho Heng n the gang currently at Penang ed.. Maybe will meet them tmr if there is transport.. Ms.Chellsia's hometown friends r coming Pg also on Tues. She ask me to join them.. Well.. Lets c if i manage to finish my Trade sub anot.. lolz! But i promise i will try my best!

Thats all for now.. Ciaoz..

Friend

2008-10-23T22:00:00.002+08:00
Friend..
What is the real meaning of friend?

Friend is someone who understanding, concerning, forgiving, tolerate n always helpful..
Friend will always want u to be good, improve n happy..
Friend will never look down on u..
Friend will always share their hapiness n sadness with u..
Friend will always put u in their heart!

True friend will even cry with u when u r down but still will lead u to the right way!

How many friend around u is like that?
If got, appreciate it!

Don't blame ur fren that wanna know about u so much, he/she juz care bout u!
Don't feel bad when ur fren suggest a way to improve urself, he/she wan u to be more capable!
Don't always expect ur fren ll alawys forgive u whenever u hurt them, it is juz so selfish!

haha..okok..stop those stupid statement..i juz..simply wrote it but it is my opinion..
got a buddy facing some friendship problem.. don noe how to help her n i think no one can help her to solve it..she juz hav to face those challenge n learn to overcome with it.. as a fren, what i can do juz listening to her n try to make her happier..

gal, stand up! no matter what kind of relationship, frenship, coupleship, family ship..what ship also have to face some challenges, heavy rain, strong wind,n storm den only ll be strong! hahaha!

Do Remember : We are here for u! muaks!

lala lili lulu

2008-10-21T23:19:00.002+08:00
Nothing special to blog about..just feel like update a bit about myself..haha! At last, the stupid idiot fking annoying econometric assignment had passed up.. Although i know i did many many mistakes.. But..whatever la..I really don have the energy to edited it again n again.. Because recently I m really weak.. not feeling well.. i guess it is because i m juz too stress n din get enough of rest..

Yesterday had seafood dinner with the USM gang to celebrate 1 of the gal's birthday.. yummy! We had 7 dishes for 7 ppl.. Got crab, fish, prawn, vege n etc.. This dinner juz makes me miss my F6 life so much.. I would nvr forget the time that we used to paid RM18 for the highest or the lowest mark.. it is damm excited when we get our results..lolz!

okla..
i will stop here..because i still need to prepare slide show for the coming presentation! lolz...

Stranger

2008-10-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

It is really suprise to get your call juz now..a bit happy coz u still rmb me..

But, things had changed..feeling had gone..

I have been waited for ur call around 1 year ago..

But ur voice nvr appear in my hp..

Today,

U found my number inside ur file..

erm..should i happy or sad?

because if u really put me in ur heart..

u will found it a year ago..

Anyway,

during the conversation,

I can feel that we are just stranger to each other..

or..juz a ppl who pass by n contribute a lil memories to each other..

Good luck n best wishes in ur career..

^.^

yea yea!

2008-10-17T02:16:00.004+08:00

Tonight it is Social Science school expo nite..award were given to those who did well in their FYP.. My group get the Gold Award o! at least i still have the certificate! hahaha! Quite happy ler..Because i really put many many many effort in this project..

buddies at USM

with sweetie Yanny

It is late now..
I m goin bek kl tmr..
But i still haven't finish my assign yet!
No idea how to continue it..
>.< Damn Stress!

Assignment Day

2008-10-11T22:35:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 9.30am..
After watch some episods of ,
start to do my mass comm assignment..

Cook lunch for myself,
Because i wan to save $$ n diet..haha!
The whole afternoon editing the information..
only manage to grab some nap around 5pm..

Went pasar malam with Cynthia n Reno,
Had dry Bak Kut Teh for my dinner..
yummy!
Bought a box of "long xu tang"..
hmm..
i cant rmb i taste it before anot..
so i give it a try lo~

After back from pasar malam,
concentrate again on the asssign..
n at last,
i finish my part!
yuhoo..

n now,
i m slacking around lor..
hehe!

although i still got quiz n ECONOMETRIC assign waiting for me..
>.<

Exam?

2008-10-10T13:34:00.003+08:00
Woke up at 8am today~
Din sleep well yesterday..
Haunted by the falsafah~
haha!

You know how the exam format?
It is a open book test..
15 min for 20 ques!
Stupid..
Somemore d lecturer keep stress us wuth the timing..
Cant finish..
N he gav us 5 mins to do watever we wan!
So, of course we copy here n there la!
But But BUT!
OUR QUES PAPER R DIFF WAN!
Arrangement of the ques r diff with each other!
SO SO SO...
U will get wrong answer if u din c cleary..
anyway...
it doesn't help much..
coz we still lack of time!

n u know wat our lecturer said after he collect our paper?
he said..
he gav us 5 mins to DO WHATEVER WE WANT...
BUT NOBODY ASK HIM THE ANSWER...
tutt..............BOOM!!!
zha dao ZHA DAO!!

After that,
he gav us a blank paper to write a appreciation letter to any lecturer in our school..
-_-"
I was thinking hard..wanna thank who huh..haha!
Then i simply choose my Monetary + PA Lecturer ler..
A very short letter i wrote to her.. lolz!

When we leave the hall,
my fren told me that we muz answer all the ques for the paper juz now..
or else we will get grade F!
Oh shit..
Juz now too rush till i din c cleary pun..
i think i didn't fill in all the ques lar!
dengg!

I m really tired now..
gonna take a nap later!
hehe!

Random

2008-10-09T22:50:00.002+08:00

Haven't fully recover yet..
I m really weak..
Many food can't eat also..
Take this chance to diet la..
hehe!

This few days busy searching info in the net,
n went library almost everyday..
for the stupid econometric assignment!
It really kill me!
Plus i still got mass comm group assign..
ishh!

Tmr got a mid term test,
just announced on Monday,
damm stupid wan lar..
It is all about the falsafah penyelidikan..
Useless n complicated knowledge for me..

Final coming soon on Nov..
Planning not to back kl on study week..
Don't know successful or not..
haha!
Because i really hope to get better results..
to make my CGPA higher..

Jing Xian told me that her birth celebration will be held on 22 Oct,
so sorry to tell her that i cant join..
sorry gal!
I will be at PG that day..

Yesterday was Sin Chee n Wei Keat's birthday..
Happy Belated Birthday ya!
Yest I called WKeat,
We had lost contact since my birth party,
but still,
we chat like buddy..
he is my primary school fren,
also my ex-sweetheart..
haha!
Just hope his gf wont think too much..
we r really platonic frens now..

okla..ciaoz,
slack too much ed..
muaks!
love n miss all my darlings ya!

My HP ar!!!

2008-10-07T10:05:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh!
accidentally dropped my hp..
now the speaker cant function ed!
wuwuwuwu!

Yesterday night i still thinking that when this hp will spoiled ar..
can it accompany me for another year?
although i wanted to change a new wan,
but not now!
i m damm pk u noe..
gonna buy a new laptop plus my HK trip!
money money money!

so..
if u call me n i din answer..
don blame me k..
now i just depend on the vibration nia..
T_T

Gals Nite

2008-10-03T14:08:00.000+08:00

Hang out with Vc n Anthea,
We planned to go Sky Bar but it is under renovation..
So we went to a Cafe at KLCC to have some drinks..
cant rmb the name..
I ordered Margarita Shake, the best one..
Vc had a Spore Sling cocktail..
n Anthea get a Shooter..

Anthea dislike d shooter, so vc n i finish it..
we have some delicious cake too!
Choc dream cake n choc marble cheese cake!
yummy!

after the "tea"session,
we headed to Maison..
it is quite crowded..
after some chivas from vc's fren..
i have been "pull"to the stage but because i m not "blur"enough..
don't have the mood to dance also..
so v get down from the stage n i hav 1 n the half tequilla pop..
but still..
no feeling at all..
i saw some kbians there..
saw some gals that i always read their blog wan..

overall,
i still enjoy d ladies nite..
muaks!

pics will upload later when i get from them k~

Selamat Hari Raya

2008-10-01T10:40:00.000+08:00
Selamat Hari Raya...
Wish all the Malays grow up faster..
be more mature..
Think for others more!
lolz~

Woke up early today..
still the same..
how to spend my day?
i just wish to be happy..

tonight going to have dinner with steph..
looking forward to it..

How to spend my day?

2008-09-30T10:24:00.000+08:00
Woke up early today..
by my mom of course..

so.. i m really boring now..
how to spend my day?

Anyway..
Happy birthday to Ms.Ooi Yen Ker..
my roommate..
best wishes ya!

Belated Wishes

2008-09-27T13:36:00.000+08:00
There is one thing that i havent do..
It is wish my loves one in a formal way..
therefore..
i wanna say..

Happy Belated Birthday to darling Vincent..
22 years old ed..
Wish u will get ur beloved asap!
Don too sad about the camera k..
BBF ya~

Happy Belated Birthday to darling Carmen..
as i said before..
Wish u sexy, sweet n happy forever ya!
WisH that Ms.C + Ms.D = baby CD will be "produced" soon..
haha!
BBF too..

Happy Belated to Ms.Valerie..
All the best in ur career..
Get more US dollar for me ya..haha!
Wish u n MR.Eric will gather soon..
pretty always..

Happy Belated to Mr.Andrew..
I know u can strike for11 A's!
Wish u will recover soon and be a healthy boy!
I will buy u Jay new album if i can afford..
haha!

In additional..i really heart u guys.. big muaks ya!
Sorry for the late post..
Coz now only manage to blog..

中秋晚会

2008-09-18T02:05:00.000+08:00

Attended this event just now..
This is the 1st time n also the last time i attended the moon festival event at USM.
The show is quite good, especially the kids performance..
The hall is quite crowded, since it is open for outsider.. ^.^

I met Mr.O outside the hall..
Really feel there is a "link" between both of us..
Because we always meet around pg..
No matter at uni area or at shopping mall.. haha!
Wondering that he notice about that or not?
Although just now we r very near to each other..
But i really don have the brave to greet him..
lolz..
I swear..
If we meet again in our convo,
I will invite him for a picture..hehehehe!

p/s: Due to some reason, i will be vegetarian for a week..haha!

thanks god for heard my prayer n bless me... :P

Random

2008-08-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 10am..
Watch some taiwan show to make myself feel better,
because i really feel stress for the coming tests as i couldn't understand the notes..
Had homemade fried fish+vege+maggie mee for lunch..
after some reading,
took an hour nap,
read some notes again,
around 6pm,
gal invited gals for movie..
so 5 of us rush to queensbay for 7pm movie,
we watched ,
we had a great laugh n i think it is a good movie,
because it taught us many moral value,
especially i m touched for the mother story..
never ever treat ur parents as a burden when they are old,
treat them sincerely,
so that your children will do the same to you..
i have many feeling towards this movie..
we really must appreciate the moments to spend with ur beloved..
life time are always short..
please,
always grab the chances,
to create more sweet memories with the ppl u loves..
for never let the word "regret" appear in ur heart..

A night with my roommates

2008-08-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

Tonight,

not a special date,

but have a superb full dinner with my roommates at Sakae Sushi,

n it is quite exp.. >.<

i swear..

i wont be like tis again..

i swear..

i will controlled d other 2 of them..

for not to order too much..

coz at d end..

all of d food will contribute to my tummy only..

=_="

Touch..

2008-08-03T20:26:00.000+08:00
Back to Penang ed..
Yesterday attended my godsis wedding dinner at Prince Hotel..

I enjoyed all the night,
n really touch when my godsis sang a song to her lovely husband..
n when they dance,
i almost cry..
hahaha!

don noe y,
juz feel that really touched..
n really wish they are always in happiness..
wish their "coming" dragon n phoenix r healthy..
cant wait to meet them!

Sunny + Rainy Day

2008-07-24T15:16:00.000+08:00
It is hot in d morning n noon,
walking alone to lecture class,
met some nice frens,
chill a bit den concentrate for d class.

Had lunch wif them coz they invited,
get to knew some new frens,
it is glad to be fren wif them,
they r juz nice n funny.

Weather is very hot on d way bek to home,
but now,
it is raining out there,
wat a big diff ya..
yet,
i m feeling good here..

d rain makes me sleepy,
goin to hav a sweet nap later,
hehe~
coz still hav class at nite,
hav to rest a while..

Line r sucks this 2 days,
wanted to watch d fated to love you ep19 so much,
but there is no way to download..
T_T

nvm..
going to read a bit my notes later n take a nap,
ciaoz..

miss everyone..

I hate USM's security

2008-07-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

Bad Day!
Darn unlucky today..

Not only my fren get saman,
i get d stupid fat malay's woman security bark more,
said we pay $$ for bus y don wan tk bus?
eat shit la!
u c how d bus system la,
stupid!
y want us, as student to suffer huh?!
while our parents that pay taxes to those dogs like u?!
said so nice that tis ur job,
if it is,
come down from d car n do u job pro abit,
don so lazy like babi,
saman us still wan us to tell d car plate no n go tk d saman ourselves a?
babi betul!

n u ugut me!
said if still not satisfy,
u ll giv me a surat,
F u!
said i no tataterbid la,
den how about u?!
i din even scold u k?!
u r d one who scold me!
n tat time u guys r not in duty time!
it is ur f'king babi lunch time!
n u guys din even ask us which year r we,
straight away giv us saman when we don hav sticker,
oh my DEAR usm,
we are 3rd year students ed,
n yet u don even approve us,
n we r in d process,
but u,
ppl tat so called "protect d uni's student",
nvr protect us,
juz tk advantages on us,
tk saman from us to lim kopi!

i still rmb last year when i accompany my fren go to pay d saman,
i c a few of d blue dogs eating kuih-muih,
u guys eat shit la,
so free a,
dun noe d rules a?
never eat when u r in duty!

heng!
petrol up,
food up,
everything up,
saman pun up!

wat the hell!

i love my uni,
but i really hate those dogs that barks n simply bite ppl.

i noe that it is our wrong coz we still consider "illegal" car,
but wat for i get d barks huh?
n totally pissed off of their attitude.

Bon Odori

2008-07-20T00:13:00.001+08:00

Just back from bon odori..
it is quite boring..
but still consider okay coz went wif my coursemates..

during d way to d destination,
there is a guy sat besides me,
a 1st year student tat from pharmacy school,
hmm,
he is juz..not my cup of tea..lolz!
anyway,
get to know a bit bout bee hua from him..
we only know that we hav to buy food n drinks wif d coupons..
wth..
n it is really crowded..
superb crowded!
how suffer we wan to buy a food n drinks..
especially there is aunty fight wif u..
n i m totally d loser..
coz i don think i dare to scold ppl in public..
haha!

suddenly,
i saw a familiar face..
oh!
mou mou!
so happy to met her in penang ya..

after dinner,
we walk around n took some pics..
den waited for d fireworks..
it is very nice!
is true..

although it is not a really fun sat nite,
but better than i sit at home doing nothing,
i m so tired now..
i think i wont go for d nex bon odori,
unless there is someone that i willing to go with,
haha!
coz d food there is expensive!
n i hate crowded place..lolz!

Blog Blog Blog...

2008-07-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

Nothing to blog actually..
hahaha!
just feel nothing to do but feel like wanna update about myself..
but..
sigh..
nothing special happened..
life is tooo boring for me..
ke lian hoh..
juz started my new sem..
haven't reach d climax-assign+exam period,
so..
quite free..
n tutorial only start on nex week..

My uni life seem like really very boring..
hahaha~
but i m trying hard to colour it..
i miss kl's life..
at least when i m at kl..
i got more thing to blog about..
lolz~

It is because there is none of d ppl tat i love with me here..
hahaha!
but i still like d frens here la..
hmmm...
ohya,
i still haven't blog about my taiwan trip..
a bit lazy..
coz there is so much things i wan to share with..
: p

2008-07-15T22:48:00.000+08:00
Just read her blog,
can feel her hapiness,
happy for him n her,
both are my friends also..
envy them,
their love are really strong,
the boy are still so sweet eventhough they have been together for more than 5 years,
i really wish to attend their wedding dinner..
lolz!

Another couple,
although they are having long-distance relationship,
a real "long" wan..
they are still stick to each other's heart..
distance make they more appreciate the moments spend with each other..

Another couple,
d boy chase d gal with a lot of effort..
really a lot..
we c it, we feel it..
d gal not really touched by him but finally,
d gal fall to him oso..
and they become a sweet couple that sweet till a bit "geli"..haha!

Actually there are quite many couples that having long-term relationship. around me..
n they are really lovely couples that make me jealous ler..
i wish i will hav a sweet boy with me too..even after many years later..
but it seem..very hard n impossible ler..haha!

wish all my gals full wif hapiness n sweet sweet forever ler.. muaks!
miz ya~

2008-07-13T11:46:00.000+08:00

A Crazy Saturday Night

This is the 1st weekend for the new sem,
so we are very free,
after bought some meat n vege from pasar malam,
roommates n i headed back home,
facing the laptop but nothing to do,
plus this days,
it is very hard to sign in MSN,
wtf...

so we decided to play some card games,
ask my hsemate to join together,
we played heart attact, turtle, cho dai de...
n the punishment were massage for others, be "pao tui", drawing art on body, n clip clips on body..

n luckily,
i m safe,
but my hsemate really cham,
he is d loser! lolz~

2008-07-07T10:15:00.000+08:00

Back To Uni Life

Finally,
Holiday ended,
have to set my mode to study mode,
*sad*

This is the last two sem,
time passes really fast,
i have done my second year,
becoming a third-year student,
going to graduate next year!

Soon,
will step into working life~
Wondering how i go through these years,
am i dreaming?
hahaha~

We are getting older very fast,
it makes me scare,
makes me worry,
time to spend with beloved friends n family,
are too less,
there are still many things out there i haven't try,
haven't see,
haven't experience it..

Lets appreciate our life time,
do not waste it,
do not blank it,
do colourful it~

2008-06-13T21:18:00.000+08:00
She is Home, She is Going..

My dearest sis bek to home ed..
from her Canada's vacation for 1 n d half months..
haha..
as i know,
she bought me a FCUK t-shirt..
thanks ya sis..

Besides,
my dearest godmom going to Canada also..
for 1 month..
wish she will have a nice n safe journey..

i m bored..
but going to hang out wif buddies soon..
miss them!

yesterday have hi-tea with win si..
we went Mc.D..
n we chat for around 2 hours plus..
gals talk..

going to spore n taiwan in 2 weeks time..
hope everything will be fine n happy..

2008-06-05T11:21:00.000+08:00
钱钱钱!

钱啊钱。。。
为什么你有出无进呢?!
待在我的钱包不好吗?
那可是好友送的名牌货呢!

可恶的政府，
一直一直取消人民的津贴，
却又一直一直加人民的税，
生活真的会变得苦不堪言啊。

这样的方法真的会增加竞争力?
促进国家的经济成长?
这些狗屁活都是那些经济学家所说的的~
真的吗?!

接下来，
我们为了节省开支，
存钱来应付那些日常消费与税，
相信都不会乱买多余的东西了，
也不会一直想要去这里那里吃精致的料理了，
更不会想去西餐厅喝茶啦。。。

总之，
消费呢都不会在于高级产品，
是时候说服自己买中下价格的货啦。。。

那经济能成长吗?
因为我们的消费能力都底了啊!
储存率也底了啊~
(有读过经济的大概会明白我说什么吧~)

考虑投资美食天堂之类的食业，
最好是有delivery或drive thru的啦，
因为高级餐厅生意下滑啦。。
考虑投资家居用品啦，
因为宅男宅女将会是新潮!
况且，
现在治安那么那么差!
真不知道那些巡逻队巡去哪儿。。
厕所?嘛嘛档?

今早，
看报纸时，
获知电费又要起，
我真的是晕了啊~

伯拉啊伯拉，
如果说政府要逐渐逐渐取消人民的津贴，
为的是让我们不再那么依赖政府，
那就不要一直一直要我们缴这个那个税啦~
人民好像给血泪钱来让人家咬自己。。。

根据一些"伟大"的经济学家，
说这次采取的方案是对的，
因为我们不应该那么依赖政府，
还说迟早有天所有的津贴都应该归零!
那，
税也该归零吗?!

我虽然真的不懂国家经济，
但我懂，
一切的一切只加重我们的负担!
除非。。
嘿嘿。。
薪水也根据通货膨胀的巴仙率增加啦~

以上纯属个人意见，
并没有煽动人民的意思，
其实，本人也没那个本事啦，
无论如何，
请不要派人来抓我，
我只是个弱质少女。

2008-05-29T21:05:00.000+08:00
Great Day

Today early morning,
parents went to kenyir damp..
left 3 of us at home..

afternoon went 1u wif win si,
actually wanna buy the Shu Uemura make up base cost RM135,
but when i went into d shop,
too many ppl n no promoter r free to service me..
so v juz leave d shop..ai~
nvmla..
nex time lo!

v shop around n bought a top form nichii,
den we headed to Delicious Restaurant for hi-tea,
yummy..

at night,
i be d chef of d day..
haha!
feel that my skills improve a bit liao..
lolz...

tats all for today,
ciaoz..
gonna wash d plates n hav a nice bath..

2008-05-22T16:45:00.000+08:00
My Day

Today, I decided to start my yoga class. It is because I really very boring at home, thus I really want to diet in this semester break, I wan a fresh look. At least, I don’t want to looks like chubby. Furthermore, I am going to Taiwan, I want to take nice photos; therefore I must put off my weight so that I can wear nice clothes and look prettier. Although I don’t really put so much hope that I will be very slim due to my “itchy” mouth but I will try my best. My target is at least lose 2 -3kg. Support me ya!

During the yoga class, my teacher is pregnant, but she can teach well. I really learn very hard and “stretch” very hard! =_=” thus, I sweat quite a lot! Although it is really tough and need many energy, but I wont give up easily.. (hope so.. >.<) I am really tired after the class, my hands and legs are shaking.. and I feel sleepy now. I bet tonight I will sleep very well..

In additional, today my mom asked how much I want to donate to the Sichuan earthquake. I was like..erm..RM50? I think too less, thought of add more but I don have income now, some more mom had cut half my pocket money, after pay all the debts, I left less than RM100 for this month. Although I still have other savings but that is for my travel fees, and for those thingy that I plan to buy long time ago but still keep in view like hand phone, digital cam, skin product, etc. I know I am bad, people over there lost their homey, lost their family, and even lost their legs or hands but still I am using those money to buy extra things that are not necessary. I really pity them, tears drop for few times when I read the news and see those pictures, really very pity them. What I can do is just pray hard, pray that all the victims will recover soon, not only for physical injured, but also for psychological pains. Stay strong and look forward!

We really have to appreciate people around us and the great life we having now. Although Malaysia is not a peace place to live, crimes around us but we are lucky because our location are strategic. Live life to the fullest, APPRECIATE and support recycle! Love the Earth pls~

2008-04-12T01:14:00.000+08:00

Changes

中学毕业后的我们，心理上和生理有什么有变化呢?
最大的变化，莫过于外表吧。
当然还有心灵上，也成熟了不少吧。

今早，
当我看回大家的生活照时，还真的会心一笑，
虽然大家的五官都没变，但很明显地，
现在的我们都没有了稚气的脸，
没有了当初的天真，傻傻的模样。
多了份成熟与气质和性感，哈哈哈!
(不是说我啦，我多了份老成的样子)

当然，
每个人都有个共同的变化，就是想甩也甩不掉的黑眼圈啦~
就算不是在读书的，在工作的也一样，
超级无敌深眼袋+黑眼圈! 嘻嘻!
看来我们必须注重眼部的护理了，
不然真的没那么"迷人"了，哈哈!
谁有好的产品可以介绍给我哦，
但不要太高级的，我还没有那个能力。

至于心理的变化，
大家都成长了不少，
环境与外加因素使我们不得不成长，
不然，可就被抛弃在后头咯~

日子一天天的过，
我们也一天天的老，
压力也一天天的增加。
人越老，人生的挑战也更加难。
读书与工作的压力使得我们迅速成长，
(可是高度却没增长 =_=" )
到底是好是歹呢?

我怀念当初大家所拥有的那份纯真~

2008-01-23T17:43:00.000+08:00
PIGS!

oh no! i cant tahan edi! i CANT STAND d sound pollution from d malays!
their new sound system edi lead to s sound pullution for all d ppl around tis area!
5 times per day..
whenever d pigs start to "sing".. i will awake from sweet dreams or cant continue to my studies~
ouch!
it seriously affect my life!
i m thinking d way to make complaints..
any suggestion?!

i ll be crazy soon!
i do respect their religion...
but just don understand y they have to pray till so loud???!!!!
don't they realise that when they pray around 5am..
ppl r still sleeping n they are totally annoying?!
n izit malaysia hav a law about do not make noise after 12am?
can i sue them?!
if they wan other to respect them..
please respect other 1st!!!

2008-01-15T20:05:00.000+08:00
4月18日捍卫理想

4月18日出生的人，是理念的强力维护者。他们不仅维护自己所关心的理想、理念，也会保护其人较不受重视的人的想法。通常他们所拥护的理想，以及想要实现的理念，都走在时代的尖端。这一天出生的人，会为自己的理想奋斗，并且常被认为是进步、前卫的思想家。但他们并不极端分子，在内心，他们其实是传统主义者，只是希望能将以往的经验和知识，运用在当前的情况中。

4月18日出生的人，很清楚自己的仪表、风采和公众形象，也很在意别人对他们的年法，因此少有当众出糗的时候。同样地，他们也会非常小心地、以理智的态度，出现在同业或同事面前。家人除了爱他们之外，还要尊敬他们，这一点是很重要的。
所有在这天出生的人，都有一种高贵的气质，如果这种气质受到污蔑，他们会深感痛苦，并且会用尽一切方法去扭转情势。在这段痛苦中，他们会非常沮丧，要经过一段相当长的时间，才能恢复精力和镇静，也才能采取必要的行动。

这一天出生的人非常忠，他们维护的对象不仅是朋友和家人，连职业上的同僚和客户也包括在内。这种不愿身边人受气的作风，可能会暗中树适度。不过，谁都不可能是别人永远的靠山！所以，有时候也应该让对方自己站出来说话。

4月18日出生的人，通常会和父母其中一方很亲，通常是儿子和母亲、女儿和父亲较亲，同时也会非常依赖父亲或母亲的精神支持和赞许。而且他们正是在亲情的基础上，形成自己的道德观，以及长大后在社会中的行事态度。因此这一天出生的人，最重要的事就是，尽量在青春期以前解决和父母亲的恶劣关系，这样他们才能展开生命的步伐，不至于在心理上停滞不前。 4月18日出生的人，成长的关键在于是否能完全释放出亲密情感和爱情。如果将爱封闭，他们会形成偏激的人格，甚至于认为自己受到全世界的迫害。如果让情感和爱情通行无阻，4月18日出生的人就能带给周遭人们无尽的正面力量。

幸运数字和守护星
4月18日出生的人受数字9（1+8=9）及力量强大的火星影响。由于牡羊座也受到火星的主宰，所以这天出生的人必须特别小心，千万不要让攻击性格所掌控，并且应该尽量避免冲突的情况。此外，强盛的火星能量很容易把他们和同伴带向错误的方向；但愿他们能够克制冲动，并且为这分可观的冲劲，找到健康的宣泄之道。

健康
“心理平衡”应该是4月18日出生的人最关切的事。因为他们的意志力、想像力远胜于理性，所以必须接受某些严格的心智磨练。为了维持良好的健康，这一天出生的人作息应该有秩序，将精力做建设性的使用，不要白费精力做些无谓的追求。规律的工作习惯和运动，可以使这天出生的人，在意志和想像力上更有组织。同样地，规律均衡的三餐，也可以产生正面的效果。如果他们的精力没有获得适当的疏导，很容易导致争斗和意外，而造成头部和脸部受伤。规律、定时的温和运动，对于身心的放松有奇迹般的效果。

建议
不要过分防御，或是急切地想把事情整理出头绪。让自己更能信任别人、更放松。尽量去接纳别人。如果生活在周遭的人并不会打扰你，就让他们保持那样吧！要能抑制自己的愤怒。

2008-01-10T11:47:00.000+08:00

今早从朋友的网页看到了一句话，

令我陷入一片沉思。。。

there is a LIE between beLIEve..

这词真的很奥妙。。。

相信的意义中有一丝丝谎言的存在。。。

这的确很符合也很贴切的形容我们。。。

往往你常叫人家相信你，

或你说你相信某某的他。。。

真的一百%的相信吗?

无论是家人，朋友或情人，

总有谎言的成分存在着。。

就算是善意的谎言，

也是谎言~

有人敢对着全世界大喊一声，

believe me, i never tell a lies! 吗?

不可能吧!

当初那些发明词的人是怎样去定一个意思的词呢?

believe...

分开来是 be+lie+ve...

BE LIE?

难道也在告诉我们没有百分百的信任?

所以，

以后，

请用 trust 这词。。

哈哈!

但，

在此还是奉劝大家坦诚是最好的policy,

因为说谎是很辛苦的，

没听过吗?

当你说了一个谎，

你就要说另一个谎来圆第一个谎。

如此下来，

可是没完没了的哦!

凡是不要只看表层，

请多用脑思考其中的意义。

看人不要看表面的风光与否，

要看他背后的故事。

2007-11-22T20:30:00.000+08:00
Boring Holiday~

herm..
Boring, is d best word to describe my life now..
no ppl to date, no money to shopping..
stay at home do hseworks, watch drama, surf net, n eat + sleep only..

but i hav to work soon..
during weekend..
ai~

so cham..
weekdays nth to do..
weekend is days for fun but hav to work pula..
i m kinda lazy to work at weekend,
but i need MONEY!!!

miss my buddies all d time..
wishing to meet them SOON...

BORING HOLIDAY!!!!!!!
help me~~~~