14.12.06


today is quite a important day..my dearest godmom's birthday..wish her healthy always n be happy...n i love her so much..really thanks her..for being my lovely godmother..muaks!

n today is my boy n i de 2 years 11 months anniversary...left 1 month we goin to reach 3 years anniversary..wahahaha! dear..love u so much..i noe i always scold u la...but i really love u oso de..hope u will treat me like ur princess..hehehehe!juz kidding la k..really wish our relationship will last forever n i really hope my family will accept u..muaks!

besides..tmr morning i hav to go bek penang liao...so sad...today is d 'last' day i stay at kl.. although nex week i will come back but i still feel so sad coz i hav to use to d new life again.. d feeling is juz like i 1st time go there coz i edi came back for more than 1 month.. haiz.. hate d feeling of lonely...


really looking forward to my spore trip..hey buddies..miz u guys so much..take gd care n enjoy ur holiday ya..muaks muaks!

A Year Ago..

yea..a year ago...12.12.05.. now is 12.12.06, around 11am.. a year ago at tis time..i m at selayang hospital..pain like hell..my knee..bigger than d 'yip zi mei dai bao'...hahaha.. erm..not funny at all.. whenever i think back those day after d accident..my heart really very pain..not bcoz of how d 'crash n bang' frightened me..is bcoz of d life after tat incident..i really hate tat CRV driver..but is faith..n i m edi vy lucky coz i m still alive..u noe..my car..had damage like.. erm..i oso don noe how to describe it..my cousin bro oso scare when my dad asked him went d accident place to..to..erm..to...take my things from d car...

luckily my sis din injured much..still rmb right after BANG BANG BANG..she screamed like hell asking ppl to help me out from d car..although tat time i m damm blur..but i still can heard her..n she scold d driver like mad...i still rmb a few men..so kind..help me out from d car...n a guy..quite young..i means..juz around 20 above..fetch me n my sis go to GH..but till now..i don hav d chance to thanks him...coz i don hav his contact no..erm..hope i can meet him again.. really wanna thanks him..really appreciate his help..

still rmb all d scenes on d way to GH..d driver drive vy fast..n my sis called my dad n my boy wif a nervous sound..n i hardly to move a single step..erm..should say even my hand oso hardly to move..so so so pain! still rmb my boy don understand wat my sis said coz she is too nervous n i hav to explaine to him wat had happened...den my dad de si fu oso came GH..

as i said..i hardly to move..so after accident..i need ppl to help in everything..including change clothes,eat,n oso toilet...tat time my aunt from spore came..so sorry tat she cant travel around KL coz my mom hav to take care of me n luckily she is here..she help me alot.. coz i need at least 2 or 3 ppl to help me go toilet or anywhere..coz my left part cant move..vy pain.. thanks my aunt for help me to wash my hair coz i cant wash it myself.. thanks my mom for help me to eat..wear clothes..n accompany me sleep coz at mid night..my leg ll vy pain till my tears drop..tanz sis too..for helping me many...thanks my 2 lil bro for carry me here n there..n of course my dad too..n oso thanks my lovely frens..for support me so much..n of course my boy too...thanks for ur concern n love..thanks for understanding n take gd care of me after accident..

n i really wanna THANKS U MR.LIM KAR TIONG...bcoz of u..my life changed..bcoz of u..i lost d chances to go for china n spore trip..do u noe how pain is my heart when i cant join d trip?!!bcoz of u..i lost a few months de salary..bcoz of u..my knee always pain n wont fully recover..bcoz of u..when i m old..i cant walk..bcoz of u..my hand cant carry heavy things.. bcoz of u..i cant run properly..i cant dance..i cant jump..bcoz of u..i lost my sports activities! wat a GOOD life u gave me huh! all is juz bcoz of ur careless! u would nvr noe wat pain i m suffering..not only pain from d leg..but is pain from my heart! n wat u lost is only money!u basterd...i really hope u will get my curse! coz u never concern about wat u did.. wat a weak man! although i noe it is bad to curse ppl..but i still..wan to curse u.. coz i cant even feel u r sorry to me..as i had promised to myself..u better don let me noe who u r n where u live..i m not sure wat i will do..coz u had leave a wound..not only on my left knee..but oso in my heart..a wound tat never recover...

i miss u..i juz wan to be wif u more often..i juz wan u to accompany me more.. a lil bit more..
i noe u r very hardworking..i noe ur job r more important than accompany me..n tats nothing wrong wif it..but i really feel upset..i feel upset u cant giv me more ur time..i feel lonely.. eventhough i m at kl..but there is no diff when i m at penang..u still don hav much time for me..do u really noe how i feel?!


everytime oso work work work..n OT OT OT...but i cant angry u for tis reason..wtf.. i noe work is important..so..u always say still got chances to meet...yea..u r right..of course there is still got chances to meet if i m still alive.. den wat for to be couple tat meet once in a while..i noe u r trying to tam me..but when u said tat i really feel u not appreciate d every chances tat we hav..u juz let go..of course we wont break if meet less..but we lost d chances to make more memories in our life..i m not asking u to meet up wif me everyday..i juz hope at least once a week..since i m at KL! n everytime we meet..juz 2 or 3 hours only..really not enuf..but no choice..coz tat is my prob..coz i cant go out too late..

i noe work is important for u..coz u wan to make more money..but i really need u..to be wif me..sometimes..i really think tat i m nobody for u...in ur heart..izit work,family n frens r more important..?

i noe i always complaine tis n tat...n u always try ur best to full fill my demand.. but i juz hope can see u more often..i m juz..very miss u...


n...i will try to unsertand ur feeling more..n hope u too...