Thursday, June 10, 2010

Good Morning!

Good morning~

It had been a while i din update here... haha! I am busy working.. 7 days a week..opps.. is 6.5 days la.. Sat & Sun working at my dad shop.. This is the commitment between me n him.. Because he hope i can resign and fully help him but i don want to do it at this period.. I quite enjoy my current job life.. Therefore i promise him to work on Sat & Sun and to learn as much as i can. Why me? haha.. Of course there is a story behind..

But the problem is there is not thing i can learn as nobody guide me nobody teach me.. I learn things very slowly there because everything i have to observe myself, analys myself.. It is hard to describe the situation there as this is involve ppl's thinking.. I do notice there is some prob occured but I don't have the authority to voice out yet and to solve it.. It is really a big challenge for me to handle my dad's business.. A big big challenge for my social & communication skills..

Sigh.. I wish to have more time to learn more in the current company.. Pray god that i can at least have 1 year time here but it seem like really hard..

Due to all this things.. I am getting lesser & lesser time for myself & frens around.. Time seem like really not enough.. even to sleep.. hahaha! Darling Vc is back & I hope there is time to hang out more!

Besides, there is really quite some time i din meet up with darl TCY n shit they all.. Wish to have a tea session with them to catch up with each other..

I hope the DARLZ DARLZ at oversea will take good care & best wishes.. Although the distance is far but never forget in heart..

Friday, April 09, 2010

如果要愛

如果要愛
我必須愛一個真實的人
意思是這個人有缺點有弱點
會欺騙會犯錯
會病痛會死掉

如果我愛了這個人
我只有整個人都愛

不是因為我昏昧
也不是因為我倔強

是因為
這是我唯一相信的
愛的方法

如果我只愛了這個人美好的部份
我心裡會知道
其實這次
我沒有真的愛”

--蔡康永


(Steal this from ppl's blog... Just feel like sharing only... )

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Simple Update

Just a simple update to my blog while having my lunch.

Life recently is just about work and work life in the new company with the new colleagues. Currently working in JOS, Jardine One Solution S/B, IT company for 1 month plus already, position as operation support officer. It is not a big company yet not small also, HQ is at Hong Kong, branches at Spore and Penang as well.

As usual, there is still office politics, but i m luckily that my team is still fine with that. Sincerely, I do like my team, friendly n helpful. They taught me a lot and i am still learning as much as i can.

Last weekend, we had kick-off event at Kajang Country Heights Resort. Nice experiences and good moments with the new colleagues. First time involved in such activities (although it is similiar with those we had during school days), feel it is a good method to understand more within each other ( employees and employer) and learn those values that can apply to our job.

Oh well, in my previous plan, my wish is to work at Spore and this is d job to earn some money while waiting reply from SG. But unfortunately, until this moment, i haven't get A reply from SG also.. how sad.. Since i m doing fine so far here, i will continue but i still will try to get job at SG. Living in other country always is my dream as i can learn to be more tough n strong n can explore more about life.

To all my darlings, i know i am like lost contact or disappeared but i m still fine, but seriously, i always think of you all.. I really miss my darlings.. There is so much want to share with yet it is hard to come out from mouth.. buddy, i heart u all~

I am saving hard for the cost of living, Bangkok will be the annual trip for this year. Looking forward to it. Anyone interested

Love life is really complicated to talk. But i already telling myself not to think so much, WHAT WILL BE , WILL BE. My market is expending and welcome to participate. :p I appreciate those buddies that with me all the time, still rmb how the darlings support me during my hard times. Never ever forget.

During my kick-off, the organiser taught me 1 sentence which i think it is very true, "YOU CAN FORGIVE, BUT NEVER FORGET" Ppl will never forget what had happened although they forgive.

Friday, March 05, 2010

About Girls~

一个女孩上自习,太凉了,
她发短信让男朋友去送衣服给她,男孩打游戏拒绝了.
这件事让她郁闷了两天然后气消了,
虽然是件小事,不会影响两人以后, 但是她说,
她会记住, 以后自习一定会带衣服,
如果哪天忘记了, 即使冷死,也不再会叫他送.
我很能明白这种感觉.
很久以前,一个女孩某天夜里,
心情特别低回,特别想念某个人的安慰,
然后半夜时分,打电话给他,说很想听他说话,
电话那头的他从睡梦中醒来,不耐烦的敷衍她.
从此以后,她再没有伤心无助时给他打过电话.
我发现女孩身上有一种猫性.
小猫在撒娇或者做错事的时候,需要别人的安慰和教导,
如果这时主人打击了它,它会狠狠记住,不会再犯.
女孩,有着猫一样的自尊.特别是陷入爱情里的女孩...
在别人看来无关紧要,其实需要呵护,
因为爱,已经让她的心变得柔软.
她的这一点自尊,其实是要你对她的在乎.
我看过一句特别经典的话,
有时候女孩需要一个男孩,就像逃机者需要降落伞,
如果此时此刻他不在,那么以后他也不必在了.
真的,就是这样!
如果哪天猫咪用坚定的眼神看着你说我可以的时候,
那么猫咪已经做好了离开的准备了!
女孩是要独立,
但是独立到不再会对你不讲道理的撒娇任性,
不再会无厘头的缠着你,
你觉得你对于她同路人还有多大区别呢?
女孩的猫性不是每个男孩都有幸看到的,
因为喜欢你,在意你才对你发出特有的咕噜噜声,
其他人只能听到猫喵喵叫,
而这一声咕噜噜只是为你而生,
有几个人会明白呢??
我们爱折腾
只是爱折腾他而已。
如果有一天
我们慢慢发现自己可以一个人玩都不觉得闷
很久不捏他也不会手痒
只是静静的待在他旁边
不再想着法儿去玩它
谁能知道那时的我们该有多难过呢
男孩总会说女孩无理取闹
说女孩没事找事
说女孩不讲道理
说女孩不可理喻
为什么不去想想
她在对待别人的时候
为什么不是这样的态度
没错
如果有一天
她不再对你撒娇
她不再对你任性
她不再缠着你跟你要这个要那个
她不再因为你的任何事情微笑或者皱眉
那么
你就永远的失去她了!

Monday, January 25, 2010

Sharing

一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。
没什么事是放不下的,痛了,你自然就会放下.
他说:“我放不下一些事,放不下一些人。”
和尚说:“没有什么东西是放不下的。”
他说:“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚让他拿着一个茶杯,然后就往里面倒热水,一直倒到水溢出来。...
苦者被烫到马上松开了手。
和尚说:“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的,痛了,你自然就会放下。”

勉强没幸福....

但是如果哪个杯对你来说是很重要的话,那你就要好好的拿着哪个杯。
因为时间可以冲谈一切,热水慢慢都会不热的,再痛再热再苦你也愿意和这个杯一期度过,再辛苦也握着他不放手。
我相信这段时间以后,那个杯和你的幸福就在你的手里因为你很坚持的拿着度过这一段时间。
结局怎样也好...至少你努力过坚持过...
而不是经不起考验就立刻放手把杯跌破的那个人.
因为一个杯破了之后你再努力的粘回去它都是会有裂痕的,已经不再完美。
但坚持之后都是看不到幸福的话..就放手~

Short story to share

刚搬进这个房子的那天,她整理完全部的东西,最后拿出一个非常精致的玻璃瓶,对他说道:“亲爱的,3个月内,你让我每哭一次,我就往里面加一滴水,代表我的眼泪。要是它满了,我就收拾我的东西离开这房子。”

爱没有合不合适,只有珍惜不珍惜男人不以为然,有点纳闷:“你们女人也太神经质了吧!就这么不信任我么,那还有什么可谈?我让你搬过来和我一起生活,是为了照顾你,不是欺负你的!”

女人说:“好男人不会让心爱的女人受一点点伤,我会记录下我为什么流泪,不会是莫名其妙的。”... See More

“那好吧,抱抱~!”

两个月后,女人把那瓶子给男人看,说:“已经满一半了,在两个月内,我们是否有必要查看一下是什么问题呢?”说完递了一本精致的小笔记本给男人。

男人没有马上打开来看,他的表情里有一丝惊讶,还有点哭笑不得的意味,似乎没有想到女人的眼泪可以这么多,盛得这么快,又觉得女人是小题大作了,但是很可爱。

他打开本子开始看,惊讶女人怎么写了那么多。男人一边看着,女人一边说话:“第一次吵架,是在第3天,而且还是一大早,你刚醒来有点懵懂,挤的牙膏不知道怎么的飞到镜子上了,那是我刚擦干净的,我说你连挤牙膏都不会啊,你就来脾气了,然后吵起来……”

男人沉默着。女人继续说:“有天晚上我让你帮洗下那几件衣服,因为水太凉,你只顾着玩游戏迟迟不肯动,后来吵起来,我很失望你忘记了我的生理期不能碰冷水,委屈……”

“还有一次,我很累了,你还不肯去洗澡睡觉,明明知道我特敏感,有点神经衰弱,哪怕一点点敲键盘的声音都能让我难以入睡,我一情急就说了你这个人自私的话,我们吵起来,你说了一大堆辩论自己不自私自私的人是我之后甩门出去上网通宵,我打你电话你没拿我又不敢自己一个人去找你……”

女人这时候有点激动了,眼球开始泛红,说:“还有一次……”男人打断了她的话,“亲爱的,别说了……”

沉默…长久的沉默……

还是女人打破了沉默:“是不是我们真的不合适?如果是这样,结婚了还是会离婚吧?我们的个性都那么强,谁都不肯退让。”

气氛有点尴尬。

本子里记录的事情都是那么细小的事情,每次吵架的原因都是那么的简单,男人看着这本子,似乎在体会着女人的心情,大男子是不会去计较这些小事,原本觉得每次和好之后都没事,女人就爱拿这些来说事,但是当他认真去看的时候,他也开始难过了,女人很细心,把事件、心情都写了,还自己总结了一下原因。原来最微小的事情累积起来是很让人痛苦的,他看得出,女人从失望慢慢变成绝望。

他想,大概是因为每次吵架,两人都是喜欢在吵架中找出对方不爱自己的证据。他突然意识到,这是个很严重的问题!而且每次吵架,双方都是在心情不稳定的时候,就是还有别的烦心事的时候,把不好的情绪带进了两个人的生活里。

“亲爱的别难过……”男人终于说话了:“我请个假,我们去旅游吧。”

他们去了第一次一起旅游的地方,太多美好的回忆被唤起,原来彼此是那么深深地爱着对方,这时的女人特别温柔,这时的男人特别体贴。

“亲爱的,你还认为我们结婚的话,会离婚么?”男人问。

“我想不是我们不合适,像现在,我们是那么快乐,一切都那么美好,可是一回到我们的现实生活里,为什么就变了呢?”

“亲爱的,难道我们现在不在现实里吗?”

“……”女人楞了。

“因为那时候我们都把注意力集中在负面的事物上并且放大了那些负面的心情。并且喜欢找对方不爱自己的证据,然后彼此个性都很倔不肯服输太要面子。”

女人觉得确实是如此,原来,双方只是需要一点点忍让,一点点包容。男人带她回顾这初次旅游的地点,是真的用心了,想起那时候他们在一起还不久,为了让对方觉得自己好,都表现出自己最好的一面。

“还有半个月,如果那瓶子还是半瓶,那么,亲爱的,嫁给我吧!”

女人钻进男人怀里笑开了颜

后来他们结婚了。很少再吵架。如果粗心的男人不小心碰掉了杯子,女人不会再开口就骂,因为在女人开口之前,男人已经在道歉,说对不起,都是我不小心的,赔两个给老婆!老婆尽管去选你喜欢的!女人就笑了,然后说,不用买啦,反正还有杯子,再说也不都是你的错,怪我自己没把杯子放好,让你碰到啦!

原来真的没有合适不合适,只有珍惜不珍惜,能一起走一起进步是幸福的!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Memories

Everything is just left memories..
We cant have chance to create sweet memories together again..
I still rmb i wrote to u for d very first valentine's card is like " we must appreciate every moments we spend together, to create sweet and gain more sweet memories together"

I still rmb those memories we had.. Because u influenced me too much.. u came into my world and live at my heart for 6 years..few years back, i locked u inside n throw away the key, but this 2 months u trying so hard to crash everything.. finally, u success.. u leave my heart.. u kill the heart.. again n again.. until it is really dead..

I still rmb every single word u said to me, every promise u make, every future plan we discuss... but all is gone, it is just story tales..

I still rmb how pain when everytime u tell lies.. but i still forgive n forgive, chances given uncountable..i thought u are really realise that u r wrong for everytime.. I tried to understand from your point.. i tried to find reason for u... Telling myself to be more considerate.. But not this time, it is tooo over, too much.. No matter how i tried, i cant even find a reason for myself to forgive u again n again. If i forgive u, i cant forgive myself..

Everyone know i love you deeply, everyone know it.. You also know it, thats y u thought i will take whatever u give.. You thought i will still wait for u whatever u did, u thought.. i m god.. I am not god, yes, i love you, but doesn't mean that i am so naive, doesn't mean that u can control my life.. doesn't mean that i can stand everything..

Since u don't know how to appreciate someone that love u sincerely, so i leave..

Sorry, i am really leaving..
I hope you will take your lesson and be nice to the next one u love.
Thanks for be with me all these years..

Sunday, January 10, 2010

My 2010

Starting from 10-01-2010 0400,
our world seperated..
perhaps boom ed..
1 month time doesn't enough?
But it is like a year for me.. suffer enough..
Times up and gotta change..
U choose to be like this..
It is not my choice..
I tried to save the world..
But failed..

Finally, it comes to an end..
Thanks god for leading me.. i know YOU heard me..

I am regret..
and i will leave forever..

Monday, December 14, 2009

Hi...

Hi to all my darling.. just wan to say.. i am still fine here! Do not worry about me k~ heart u all~

Monday, November 30, 2009

A quick one..

It is my off day and i m really tired + sleepy now.. But suddenly feel like want to blog a bit bit.. hahaha!

My last day at Halo Forest will be 31 dec.. Seriously, i din feel really happy or release yet a little lost and depress because worry about my finacial status for next year. It is going to be CNY soon and i really need $$$$... Although life at Halo become tougher due to all the CCTV but i always tell myself to be strong.. see.. 3 years of uni life also over already.. hahaha~

Since i need money so much, then u will wonder why i don wan say yes to the boss and work until CNY? It is so.. speechless.. the moment before i tell the boss to say yes, she juz interviewed a gal and decide to hire her to replace me.. +.+" ookay okay, laugh lar laugh lar... I do feel bad after that because i manage to ask my parents to let me work in this "cold blood" company but then they don't need me already.. FINE~

Another reason because i wan to work longer is because my godmom will stop babysit a child start from dec. Therefore, she might facing some financial problem. Actually since i work, i wish to giv some $$ to them, just to show my care and love to them.. I really love them, treat them as my family also because they are same to me.. I always wish i can give some pocket money after i step into working life but until now i haven't start the very 1st time.. so useless huh~

okay.. stop the craps... I will be jobless on the first few weeks of year 2010... wth..wish me good luck and get a better job SOON! ^.^

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Another heaven office day yet lonely~

Well, it is sunday again...Boss went Singapore for wedding dinner~ huhu~ The school is so quiet.. 2 teachers on leave.. Very few classes today only.. Thus, NO CLASS after 3pm.. I have to be alone until 7pm!!! T.T Thinking of off earlier but i cant... because i need to punch card.. damm... ( I wish the boss would never view my blog.. wahahahha)

I suppose to resign on end of dec but few days ago, boss ask me to work until 13 Feb, the day before CNY.. ans she say will give me bonus! yo.. BONUS sound so attractive to me coz i nvr receive before..and she said she goin to give birth soon..she worry about the company if only left those newbie to work..n there is a big events coming soon, will be god damm busy so she need my help... but i think i will reject her also.. how much bonus she will give i also don't know.. haha! Another main point is nex mon, which means tmr, the whole school will have CCTV.. they will be "watching" us in the future.. I feel uneasy to this changes.. Although i am not a lazy worker, but i really don like ppl watching me doing task.. plus sometimes want to snake a bit also cannot.. hahahaha!! Thus, I DON'T THINK MY PARENTS WILL AGREE ME TO WORK UNTIL FEB.. LOLZ...

Dec is coming so SOON.. It is vacation month again! Lovely xmas n NEW YEAR ahead! wow~ 2009 goin to end in 39 days! What will i be in year 2010?? haha...


okok.. wanna stop here.. wuwuwuw.. i m so lonely.. Thought of date Stephy for dinner but she is tired also.. who else can i date ya? Maybe i should go for hair cut? or do u think i should curl my hair since it is long now..? hahahaha!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

sorry!

yo~ Sorry for din blog so many weeks~
Many many things happened but i don have the motivation to blog here.. just a bit too depress recently~ It is sunday today and usually i am quite free on this day.. I mean i m quite free in the office~ haha! Boss seldom in on Sunday n there are not much classes on this family day.. I suddenly think of visit my darl's link but mana tau.. my blog become cacat geh? wonder why...

Well, just to announce that i am already resign but haven't pass the resignation letter yet.. >.< My days in Halo Forest will be end around Dec.. Anyway, i confirm 24 DEC will off to Singapore for xmas vacation till 27 Dec.. looking forward to meet all my buddies at spore.. :p

Besides, i am getting fatter and fatter.. Although 2 or 3 weeks ago got slim down a bit bit but recently gain my weight back.. T.T Feel so hungry everyday..hahahaha! Yoga is still the only exercise i do every week.. ^.^ simply love it..

Relationship ain't that smooth for this few months but still manage to handle it.. Time will prove everything.. Financial status still not very stable because debit is more than credit.. hahaha! I still owe my darlingS's pressie..

Ohya, today while on my way to work, there is a daily road block there.. and today, a police stop me, ask me to open the window, then say " u ada lesen?" .. i said " ada.." then i start to take out my lesen but then he said " okokla, tak apa" and use body language to ask me go .. i was like =.=" so weird punya police... then i think maybe is today i din wear spec.. so i look like underage? hahahahaha! because i pass by the daily road block oso nothing wan.. but y today ask me stop but then let me go without checking my license? okok.. well.. d main point is just wan to say.. " i am looking much more younger than my real age.." LOLZ!

okok.. don vomit..
get back to ur own blog, i hav to concentrate on my sunday routine.. (fb and pps)
:p juz kidding la.. i m good worker k! I did my job very well wan..

Thursday, September 24, 2009

I am really mad with TM !

hi everyone~ Just a lil update at office because recently cant online at home.. TMnet sux till d max! No dial tone for a week already! Keep giving us d stupid excuses.. I am really mad with the services.. And maybe because we scold them.. they revenge n delay to fix our line! what the f huh.. Is this kind of services we deserve for d fees we pay every month?! Whenever i think about this i really very angry, wish to hav their head in front of me n scold them for their babi services! TM really sux! Just a normal thingy still cant fix in 1 week~ damn wan lar! How if we got something urgent and need to make phone call?! Now we cant even receive or answer calls wey~ Is TM d one who take d responsibility for our lost?! How if i m doing those on9 business?! They pay me back for my lost?! How if there is accident happened in the house (choi), n we need to make phone call but failed?! TM, pls be more efficient pls.. It is happened last thursday! Pls lar! Hari Raya also passed already! Don't raya urself in the office pls.. what the hell is the tecnical doin huh?! Doing nothing?! And how dare u delay our appointment until this Friday?! We are the customer, we pay u, ur boss use our money to hire u! We pay RM77 for streamyx, extra money for phone line. So are u goin to deduct at least RM77/30*7= RM17.96 in our bill?! Hell no right?! Then please fix it for me! Or else i will boycott u n continue spread the news... Don provoke me, i will write a very detail email n forward to everyone.. n will do anything that attract attention from all the users~

PLEASE DO NOT PROVOKE THE USER WITH THE BAD SERVICES.. YOU WILL DESERVE IT!

Monday, August 17, 2009

My Life

Hello~ Sorry that din blog for so long already.. I am just back from Penang few days ago.. work mode still swithes off... haha~ Great days at Penang, miss the mates but it is hell tiring.. I am sick after i back from Penang. Luckily i m feeling much more better today. phew.. H1N1 go go go away... Thanks so much for the wishes n the presents.. Although my family couldn't attend my Big Day, but they really care for me.. tats enough! I am really happy on that day.. Thanks K for coming n everything! I appreciate it n i m touched with it! ^.^ I am thinking where to take my studio photo? any suggestion?


My working life is getting tougher.. I feel it deeply.. I am getting lost n voice of resign keep appear in my mind.. As well as voice of get stronger n stay longer is fighting with it.. >.< I am getting fed up with the rules of boss.. Sincerely, family r not support me in this job. sigh..

well, there is a way for everything..i suppose... >.<

Saturday, August 01, 2009

Away

Owner r recently busy with her job... =)
Plus tmr will be away for company trip.. :p
Thanks for viewing my blog.. =)
Will be update after i back form trip.. :p




GEM ISLAND... I M COMING.. TO EXPLORE U~

Monday, July 13, 2009

Kiku-Zakura @ Tropicana City

Another week had juz passed. I had a great dinner yesterday. Went Tropicana City mall for the very 1st time. It is juz vy near my work place. Went for Transformer and settle my dinner at Kiku-Zakura as i m hunting back for jap food recently. ^^ As u guys noe, i seldom eat sashimi as i don like d "fishy smell". I only dare to eat sashimi at Japan and those Jap restaurant that giv me confidence tat their sashimi r really fresh! I will nvr dare to eat sashimi from sushi king~ For this restaurant, my thumbs up when i put d salmon into my mouth~ ^^ yum yum~















well.. i miss d darlings :-(
i wanna hang out with the gals!

Saturday, July 04, 2009

i wanna shout!

I wanna shout that... MY CONVO WILL BE HELD ON 13 AUG 2009, 9AM!!!
omg.. i m really goin to attend my convo ed.. i am going to officially graduate! And i miss my uni frens~

another thing wan to shout is : Darl mun coming back nex week! wee...


ciaoz. gonna sleep, blog nex time! I am feeling excited lar wei~

Thursday, July 02, 2009

I need some determination!

Hello guys, I am going to Pulau Perhentian for company trip. It is F.O.C and there is only 1 month time for me to diet! Coz.. got leng zai going mar~ lolz! I just heard that there is some artist going also.. included Lin Yu Zhong~ wahahahaha~ Hope that it is true~ I wan wear bikini.... inside.. only ~ lolz! Still don't have the confidents to show my fats~

Oh gosh! 1 month to make myself prettier~ lolz! ^.^ looking forward to the short vacation~

Monday, June 29, 2009

I am lazy

Recently quite lazy to blog ed~ Although there is many things happened around me.. but i got no time to be sit in front of the laptop and type my feelings, my thinking.. >.<

well~ Boss back from Taiwan ed~ Gonna work harder n harder~ H1N1 is getting serious at PJ area.. I am afraid of it.. Coz my colleague r suspected to get H1N1~ n 1 got 3 family members r juz back from d flights~ World peace please!

It is Monday again, although sleep till 11am but i am still sleepy~ Recently slept around 2 or 3am~ My looks very chan liao~ haha! Have to back to normal life! I wan pretty me! Diet plan r on-ing~ Less food to be feed into my mouth~ lolz! This is d only way as i got no time to exercise!


ciaoz buddies.. miss u all ya! muaks!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Updated updated updated~

yoyoyo~ Finally i can update~ Few days ago i already wan to blog but i cant sign in~ I wanna said :

Happy Belated Birthday to Shit Yian!!!

We celebrate her birth at dak fok, seafood dinner with the f6 gang~ Pics n video will upload nex time~ ^.^


Today, i wanna shout out loud :

Happy Birthday to Michelle Kee!!!

Wish u all the best o! muaks~


well, life recently r still the same, off on Monday n work every day till 8pm like that.. Recently din OT as boss went to Taiwan.. We are in the heaven for few days n going back to hell on tmr.. T.T Today hav to make sure all the to-do lists r done before the boss back.. hahaha! i got some feeling that ll be shoot by boss this few days~ nvm... prepare for it.. being scold by boss or backstab by colleague is part of life oso rite? lolz!

I am feeling better compare to d 1st week i join this company.. Students here r really funny n talented.. Most of them r really kids only, but when u c them so concentrate learning those instruments n vocal, u really feel.. erm.. RESPECT~ I dunno how to describe but it is diff from other students~ Even me~ Some of them really came all the way from Ipoh, Batu Pahat, Malacca to take lesson n tk bus back to hometown every week... I don think i can do that~ lolz!

I am quite happy to work at this company as i get to know many many ppl~ Although there is some reason that i don wan to work oso~ lolz~ It is still... scary!

Okla.. gonna ciaoz n back to work~ muaks! photo will upload as soon as possible~ ^^

Sunday, June 07, 2009

Office Alone

It is Sunday again.. But no longer a good Sunday for me.. Still at office at this moments.. n i am ALONE! OMG... Only me sitting in front of the pc in those whole school.. It is kinda.. scare.. lolz! Something happened in my company this few days.. Thats y i am really scare to be alone here.. Even this morning i ask my brother to accompany me to office. Because i am the one who open the door every morning. It is dark inside.. >.<

okay.. nth to say.. asking myself to be more brave~ haha! ciaoz.. bb!

Monday, June 01, 2009

Yuhoo~ Off Today ^^

hey frens, another update since i work! Time passes so fast! Already 2 weeks at Halo Forest.. almost everyday OT but no extra $$ punya.. pity pity~ I am feeling better compared to the first week. Job is okay, sometimes quite fun meeting those ppl but it is hell tiring.. Working hours is long n only manage to have my own free time on Monday.. But frens around r busy on monday lar wei~ >.<

Darling mun back to Sg ed.. put my aeroplane d last nite before she depart to Sg.. *blek* Rmb to come back on June k! Today is darling shit 1dt day of intern. good luck ya! Since yesterday, i start to miss my uni life.. juz don noe y~ No sad feeling but i just miss it.. i miss d days i "bou" drama till midnite coz nowadays, i sleep like pig after 12am.. i miss d days chill wif f frenz n d days walk here n there.. i miss PG food! n the feeling is like.. i am already on the another stage of life, looking back those good old days.. sound like old already? haha! Another strong feeling is.. i feel tat i m richer during school days compare to now.. haha! Last time i still able to shop n eat but now i hav to 3 si... damm pok kai lar now.. salary belum keluar.. T.T

Anyway, i learn a lot from this company. Yesterday, boss bring me to Astro for the Astro singing talents competition screening. It is a special exp to watch d live show..Saw those judges that i always watch from d tv box n d scenes behind the cameras r funny~ ^^

okay.. a lil intro to my company's new artist..
He is 郭晓东, Thomas. Our ex dance teacher at Halo Forest, singer of <厚脸皮> with 陈泽耀 . Songs of drama, 《逆风18》. I am kinda like the songs.. ^^

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

My 2nd day at Halo Forest

Today is my 2nd day at Halo Forest. Although my position is admin executive but actually my job include reception's task n also marketing field~ =.= It is really challenging but also really stress. Especially ur boss putting high expectation on u and u really have to force urself to learn everything in a very short period. I do really like this company as u can really meet many new and different people. But it is really stress oso! Well, there is smth happened today which is not really happy but i told myself it is juz a part of life, i will and i can + must to be stronger! I wan to be very capable and efficient! Add oil to myself! It is really interesting to work at halo forest as the boss n manager r nice n many to learn from them. Plus, i m meeting those ppl that usually i c from the tv box..haha! Hmm.. luckily i m not those fans tat ll go crazy when meet d artists..

okla.. enough crapz for today..
I am looking forward to nex monday to hang out with the darlingz.. ^^

Saturday, May 16, 2009

My target

I am just back from Singapore last night.. It is a short and tired trip. I went all the way to Singapore just for an interview. But it is worth for me because i know i must give it a try although i don't have confident. Thanks for all the cousis n buddies who accompany me and gave me a lot of info ya.. I really appreciate it.. well, I still don't know I am able to get that job or not but i wont giv up. Will giv myself a period of time ^^

Actually my feeling is really complicated to decide to work over Singapore. Money of course is the main reason but i do really like Singapore environment as their government really efficient and u will feel so secure walking on the road without worrying someone is targetting ur bag.. lolz! But it is tough for me to live over there alone.. Although i got buddies n relatives at spore.. but i still need to take care of myself alone rite.. not going to stay with my relatives as i don wan to disturb their lifestyle. I believe i can do it and i will be stronger :p

So.. god bless me pls.. ^^

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Hello Everybody, I am back!!

Hi everyone, i m back! Back to kl and currently jobless! lolz.. It is so.. tutt...
I miss my uni life although i hate it previously..haha! I miss my Hk trip as well!! I miss all of my frens n buddies lar wei~

Well, juz back from hk trip, n don worry, I m currently don hav any sign of virus H1N1.. Will be quarantine myself for 2-3 days at home..haha! Overall, my hg trip was fun! But is hell tired, burn lots of calories but oso add in more calories that i burnt..haha! Really ate a lot, big tummy ed lo~ HK food r nice, cincai 1 food stall or restaurant oso got tasty food.. not like Msia.. their serving r big n of course it is costly lar.. But if u share between frens, it is quite affortable n reasonable.. HK transport r very convenient but beware of some F taxi driver, they ll chop u! I had been chopped until now oso HENG!! Cost me 70HKD for a short distance.. damm eat shit.. Besides, HK's police r friendly and helpful but not the residents.. I always like to refer to the policeman when i m lost but not those residents or even customer service counters..They r so lan si n cincai direct u to the wrong way.. No manners at all!!!
okok... will talk more about HK trip when i able to upload those pics k.. muaks!!

Saturday, April 25, 2009

My last week at Penang

Going back KL on Monday liao lor~ Wont back Penang until my convo..haha! My feeling is really very complicated.. Feel happy that i end my school life but feel sad when i think of everything going to end and i m stepping into a life that full of challenges n unknown variables. As darling mun wrote, it is really hard to decribe the feeling and all the hard times that i had went through with words.. Everything is inside my heart. Times passes so fast, n now is d end of my uni life. I learnt a lot about life n those lesson make wat am i now. I am ready for the social life although i still feel nervous deep in heart. Desperate to find a job now because i don wan to be jobless after my trip from hongkong.

Knew many hi-bye frens at uni but there is still few of them that acc me for this 3 yrs. Memories with d mates will always store inside my brain. We do not know how is our frenship goin to be in the future, but i appreciate d time we sharing now.

Tats all.. sayornara my frens.. take good care!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

My 22nd Yrs

My 22nd yrs start offcially on yesterday.. haha! Happy Birthday to myself n those human that born on 18 April. Receive many wishes n greetings from the friends and family.. appreciate it! ^^ On friday night, had a seafood dinner with d mates. Then "suprise" from the mates to blew the birthday cake. They pushed my head towards d cake a few times but failed.. wahahaha! I m d one who always fool ppl in tis way, of course i know wat they wan to do mar.. haha! As darling mun said, i m smart gal wei~ lolz! But end up my hair also kena d blueberry cheese cake coz we fool each other after that.. ou.. washed my hair twice per day!

Many ppl ask how i celeb my birth? Yesterday i went 2 shopping mall with Ms.Cynthia n MsSiewtin. Went Gurney at afternoon to buy the Bobbi Brown cosmetic for Michelle. The only branch at Penang.. We juz walk around n yesterday was d audition for at Gurney. Many leng lui + tall gals around. There is some lala zai n lala mui that dream to be model also tk part but d judges ask them back to study hard hard.. wahahaha! Headed to Q mall after that. Want to buy some outfits but cant find any.. End up bought d NU bra n Korean Beauty BB cream for myself.. lolz! pk lor!!!

I end my birthday with d spore drama~ lolz~


Friday, April 17, 2009

I m Alive!

yoyoyo~ Tough papers had over liu... I m feeling good after few days of battles~ It is so suffer reading d notes.. especially the international trade! duh.. how many slide i hav to read huh.. it is about.. erm.. roughly 1200 slides i hav to read n memorize! Gosh~ siao eh.. Of course i couldn't finish it.. Feel so stress when i step into the exam hall.. wondering wat i can write.. it is all essay ques n i feel empty in my brain when d exam start.. Luckily i still able to "vomit" some words for d paper.. haha! I don know it is accurate anot.. i juz bla bla bla whatever comes into my mind.. N yes! It is over! Left d last paper with d 20% marks.. hahahaha! n It is on 10 days later! I still got a week to slack! lalalalalalala~

Thursday, April 16, 2009

*Knock Knock*

Well well well.. juz wan to drop something here that to show i m still alive! haha! Finish 1 paper in this morning n 2 more to go~ duh... Tmr is the real tough paper as i still got lot of notes havent read yet, not even once! @.@ Thus all is in essay... cham lor! but i still will try my best! (but i still slacking here huh.. :p )

Ciaoz!

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

My last school day at USM

yuhoo~


Today is my last school day at USM.. The next time i step into USM is for final exam n for graduation thingy lor~ I m sure i m going to miss the moments spent with frens.. Actually there is still lecture class on wed n thurs but i skip tat.. Wanna go home earlier to c doc.. As i mentioned in d previous blog.. there is smth like "tumor" on my right leg.. It is painful n itych recently.. n becm bigger.. so i wan to check it out asap.. lolz..
This few days took a lot of pics.. juz to keep more memories between us..

Lee Chow, Yen Ker n I


My roommates for 2 yrs~

My econs gang~


In our class~ SK1


USM


okla.. stop here.. drinking tomato soup by Ms.Cynthia... ^.^