Back....


I M BACK...to USM...
back to a place tat i don like at all...
back to a life tat i not enjoy at all..
back to d life tat full of assignmentSSS n examSSS...
back to d life tat without driving but walking...
back to d life tat sleeping in d fears.. ( scare those lizard n cockroach)
back to d life tat hav to wash clothes myself everyday...
back to d life tat hav 2 meal per day but yet still become fatter n fatter...
back to d life tat always hav to eat malay food but not chinese food..
back to d life tat most of d time sit on a plastic chair n facing my compaq laptop...
back to d life tat outdated wif entertainment news, recent news, new movieS n songS...
back to d life tat always missing d past...
back to d life tat without him by my side...
back to d life tat without yam cha session....
back to d life tat without tv programmeSSS....(i miz astro!!!)
back to d life tat full of group discussion n annoying, complicated social life!

wanna say again...i MISS FORM 6 life!

Shin Nen Omedeto Gozaimasu!

Happy Chinese New Year to all of u ya..
tis year..not really enjoy at all..
i went my hometown at Raub n Muar..
Quite boring..
N i lost many $$$$!!! T_T
i think tis year din get so much ang pau as past..
coz all my frens now is diff places.. hard to gather all n go bai nian..
juz miss d past so muchi...
really..
everything is changing..
everyone is getting older n older..
n relationship between ppl r changing too..
some ll getting more closer n some r getting more stranger..
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how bout my relationship wif him is tis new brand year?
wondering..
hahaha...
i din put any hope at all coz nowadays our relaitonship r juz getting more n more worse..
is it my fault? or his fault?
i think i hav to control my temper edi... >.<
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hav to go bek to USM soon...
sigh...
kinda lazy ler...
sometimes really hate to study at so far..
really hope can stay at home..
after tis week..
is my super duper hyper busy period edi...
assignmentSSSS, presentation, exams............
(T_T wanna cry when think of tis...)

可怜的我。。。


实在非常不明白，
你们这些变态佬，
总是会看上我，
对着我做出那些恶心的动作!
我对着镜子看了又看，
照来照去也不明白，
我的样子怎可能会引起你们的兴趣啊?!
是我太小看自己了吗?
哈哈哈。。。
不!
一点也不觉得!
我真的很衰耶，
这已经是第四次了啊!
而且就算在多人的地方，
也是我中招!
真想大骂:"他妈妈的啊!"
每次遇到这种事时，
我都会害怕得立刻离开，
但事后都很后悔!
因为我很想对那些变态佬说，
:"那么小就不要拿出来啦!"
但，
我还是没那么大胆。。。
哎!
真的很恶心啊!
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昨天，
有一只蟑螂在我房间。。。
本来我不想打死它，
给时间它走，
但到我要出门时它还在!
其实我蛮怕的，
但我还是费了很多力把它从墙上打下来，
它逃去我放报级和行李包的地方，
那时我很怕了，
因为很靠近我的床!
它又躲着!
我那时的心情真的很难形容。。。
我唯有一直守着那个地方，
因为我一定要打死它我才可以安心!
但我真的很怕!
我不敢近距离的翻开那些报纸!
我又一个人，
我打了电话给他，
但他却叫我不要理它，
放它走(因为他是不喜欢杀生的)，
还笑我胆小!
我真的很气!
当时的心情很糟!
我一直哭。。。
因为我感到很无助，
很孤单，
觉得当我需要帮助时没有人在身边，
寂寞孤单无助的感觉一直涌上心来，
眼泪一直掉，
当看到蟑螂露出来时，
一直拿着扫把往那个地方拍打，
整个人好像要疯掉似的。。。
我又不敢看它死了没。。。
自从以前打蟑螂打到出血后，
我就不是很敢打了。。。
那次，
我也因为觉得自己太残忍，
觉得它死得很可怜很恐怖而哭了，
最后还是妈妈去收拾尸体呢。。。
在没有办法之下，
我叫我朋友来帮我，
她很大胆，
一份一份的将报纸翻开，
最后将它打死后丢去垃圾桶。
松了一口气后就收拾心情和一班朋友出街。
到了晚上回到宿舍时，
竟然发现那只蟑螂死不去!
竟然还会动!
我连忙将那个垃圾袋丢去外面的大垃圾桶！
想不到它还蛮厉害装死的嘛。。。

My Wishes...




I wish all d people around me r happy n healthy always.. coz they happy.. i m happy too..
I wish OUR relationship will get wishes from my family...
I wish everything i do will be done smoothly...
I wish my xxxx xxxx xx xxxxxx.... (secret)
I wish i m healthy...


ThEsE r My WiShEs FoR yEaR 2007...

Boring... Lazy...


Long time din blog here edi... aiks.. my life is dull... lack of motivation.. although CNY is coming SOON... but really don hav d mood..

my math exam is over.. tis time really no eyes see.. is very glad edi if i din get ZERO.. hahaha!
japanese listening exam is coming soooooonn.... n yet..i still cant recognise all d jap words.. wondering how am i goin to answer leh.. some more is listening leh! >.<
every week..i hav to do eco summary... translate a english article to BM.. sucks.. although it sound very easy but i need to spend hours n hours on it.. d article is quite long..n d vocab r hard..not only wasting time on finding d meaning but oso hav to think how to translate it in BM.. realise tat my BM r sucks.. forget many words edi.. T_T... besides..wat is EKONOMI MALAYSIA? there r no teks book..all is juz issue economic MALAYSIA.. OMG! don noe how to sit for d exam... *die*

Recently..i very worry my exam, assign..but..i juz WORRY.. din take any action.. feel like wanna slap myself huh.. but..really don hav any motivation... i juz ..LAZY!
Everyday juz watching drama wif my laptop... n now, i finish all drama tat my fren have.. hahaha! so tis weekend i m goin to boring till *die*....
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really miss my frens so much...hope all of my frens r full of hapiness...