Good morning~
It had been a while i din update here... haha! I am busy working.. 7 days a week..opps.. is 6.5 days la.. Sat & Sun working at my dad shop.. This is the commitment between me n him.. Because he hope i can resign and fully help him but i don want to do it at this period.. I quite enjoy my current job life.. Therefore i promise him to work on Sat & Sun and to learn as much as i can. Why me? haha.. Of course there is a story behind..
But the problem is there is not thing i can learn as nobody guide me nobody teach me.. I learn things very slowly there because everything i have to observe myself, analys myself.. It is hard to describe the situation there as this is involve ppl's thinking.. I do notice there is some prob occured but I don't have the authority to voice out yet and to solve it.. It is really a big challenge for me to handle my dad's business.. A big big challenge for my social & communication skills..
Sigh.. I wish to have more time to learn more in the current company.. Pray god that i can at least have 1 year time here but it seem like really hard..
Due to all this things.. I am getting lesser & lesser time for myself & frens around.. Time seem like really not enough.. even to sleep.. hahaha! Darling Vc is back & I hope there is time to hang out more!
Besides, there is really quite some time i din meet up with darl TCY n shit they all.. Wish to have a tea session with them to catch up with each other..
I hope the DARLZ DARLZ at oversea will take good care & best wishes.. Although the distance is far but never forget in heart..
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Friday, April 09, 2010
如果要愛
如果要愛
我必須愛一個真實的人
意思是這個人有缺點有弱點
會欺騙會犯錯
會病痛會死掉
如果我愛了這個人
我只有整個人都愛
不是因為我昏昧
也不是因為我倔強
是因為
這是我唯一相信的
愛的方法
如果我只愛了這個人美好的部份
我心裡會知道
其實這次
我沒有真的愛”
--蔡康永
(Steal this from ppl's blog... Just feel like sharing only... )
我必須愛一個真實的人
意思是這個人有缺點有弱點
會欺騙會犯錯
會病痛會死掉
如果我愛了這個人
我只有整個人都愛
不是因為我昏昧
也不是因為我倔強
是因為
這是我唯一相信的
愛的方法
如果我只愛了這個人美好的部份
我心裡會知道
其實這次
我沒有真的愛”
--蔡康永
(Steal this from ppl's blog... Just feel like sharing only... )
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Simple Update
Just a simple update to my blog while having my lunch.
Life recently is just about work and work life in the new company with the new colleagues. Currently working in JOS, Jardine One Solution S/B, IT company for 1 month plus already, position as operation support officer. It is not a big company yet not small also, HQ is at Hong Kong, branches at Spore and Penang as well.
As usual, there is still office politics, but i m luckily that my team is still fine with that. Sincerely, I do like my team, friendly n helpful. They taught me a lot and i am still learning as much as i can.
Last weekend, we had kick-off event at Kajang Country Heights Resort. Nice experiences and good moments with the new colleagues. First time involved in such activities (although it is similiar with those we had during school days), feel it is a good method to understand more within each other ( employees and employer) and learn those values that can apply to our job.
Oh well, in my previous plan, my wish is to work at Spore and this is d job to earn some money while waiting reply from SG. But unfortunately, until this moment, i haven't get A reply from SG also.. how sad.. Since i m doing fine so far here, i will continue but i still will try to get job at SG. Living in other country always is my dream as i can learn to be more tough n strong n can explore more about life.
To all my darlings, i know i am like lost contact or disappeared but i m still fine, but seriously, i always think of you all.. I really miss my darlings.. There is so much want to share with yet it is hard to come out from mouth.. buddy, i heart u all~
I am saving hard for the cost of living, Bangkok will be the annual trip for this year. Looking forward to it. Anyone interested
Love life is really complicated to talk. But i already telling myself not to think so much, WHAT WILL BE , WILL BE. My market is expending and welcome to participate. :p I appreciate those buddies that with me all the time, still rmb how the darlings support me during my hard times. Never ever forget.
During my kick-off, the organiser taught me 1 sentence which i think it is very true, "YOU CAN FORGIVE, BUT NEVER FORGET" Ppl will never forget what had happened although they forgive.
Life recently is just about work and work life in the new company with the new colleagues. Currently working in JOS, Jardine One Solution S/B, IT company for 1 month plus already, position as operation support officer. It is not a big company yet not small also, HQ is at Hong Kong, branches at Spore and Penang as well.
As usual, there is still office politics, but i m luckily that my team is still fine with that. Sincerely, I do like my team, friendly n helpful. They taught me a lot and i am still learning as much as i can.
Last weekend, we had kick-off event at Kajang Country Heights Resort. Nice experiences and good moments with the new colleagues. First time involved in such activities (although it is similiar with those we had during school days), feel it is a good method to understand more within each other ( employees and employer) and learn those values that can apply to our job.
Oh well, in my previous plan, my wish is to work at Spore and this is d job to earn some money while waiting reply from SG. But unfortunately, until this moment, i haven't get A reply from SG also.. how sad.. Since i m doing fine so far here, i will continue but i still will try to get job at SG. Living in other country always is my dream as i can learn to be more tough n strong n can explore more about life.
To all my darlings, i know i am like lost contact or disappeared but i m still fine, but seriously, i always think of you all.. I really miss my darlings.. There is so much want to share with yet it is hard to come out from mouth.. buddy, i heart u all~
I am saving hard for the cost of living, Bangkok will be the annual trip for this year. Looking forward to it. Anyone interested
Love life is really complicated to talk. But i already telling myself not to think so much, WHAT WILL BE , WILL BE. My market is expending and welcome to participate. :p I appreciate those buddies that with me all the time, still rmb how the darlings support me during my hard times. Never ever forget.
During my kick-off, the organiser taught me 1 sentence which i think it is very true, "YOU CAN FORGIVE, BUT NEVER FORGET" Ppl will never forget what had happened although they forgive.
Friday, March 05, 2010
About Girls~
一个女孩上自习,太凉了,
她发短信让男朋友去送衣服给她,男孩打游戏拒绝了.
这件事让她郁闷了两天然后气消了,
虽然是件小事,不会影响两人以后, 但是她说,
她会记住, 以后自习一定会带衣服,
如果哪天忘记了, 即使冷死,也不再会叫他送.
我很能明白这种感觉.
很久以前,一个女孩某天夜里,
心情特别低回,特别想念某个人的安慰,
然后半夜时分,打电话给他,说很想听他说话,
电话那头的他从睡梦中醒来,不耐烦的敷衍她.
从此以后,她再没有伤心无助时给他打过电话.
我发现女孩身上有一种猫性.
小猫在撒娇或者做错事的时候,需要别人的安慰和教导,
如果这时主人打击了它,它会狠狠记住,不会再犯.
女孩,有着猫一样的自尊.特别是陷入爱情里的女孩...
在别人看来无关紧要,其实需要呵护,
因为爱,已经让她的心变得柔软.
她的这一点自尊,其实是要你对她的在乎.
我看过一句特别经典的话,
有时候女孩需要一个男孩,就像逃机者需要降落伞,
如果此时此刻他不在,那么以后他也不必在了.
真的,就是这样！
如果哪天猫咪用坚定的眼神看着你说我可以的时候，
那么猫咪已经做好了离开的准备了!
女孩是要独立，
但是独立到不再会对你不讲道理的撒娇任性，
不再会无厘头的缠着你，
你觉得你对于她同路人还有多大区别呢?
女孩的猫性不是每个男孩都有幸看到的，
因为喜欢你，在意你才对你发出特有的咕噜噜声，
其他人只能听到猫喵喵叫，
而这一声咕噜噜只是为你而生，
有几个人会明白呢？？
我们爱折腾
只是爱折腾他而已。
如果有一天
我们慢慢发现自己可以一个人玩都不觉得闷
很久不捏他也不会手痒
只是静静的待在他旁边
不再想着法儿去玩它
谁能知道那时的我们该有多难过呢
男孩总会说女孩无理取闹
说女孩没事找事
说女孩不讲道理
说女孩不可理喻
为什么不去想想
她在对待别人的时候
为什么不是这样的态度
没错
如果有一天
她不再对你撒娇
她不再对你任性
她不再缠着你跟你要这个要那个
她不再因为你的任何事情微笑或者皱眉
那么
你就永远的失去她了！
她发短信让男朋友去送衣服给她,男孩打游戏拒绝了.
这件事让她郁闷了两天然后气消了,
虽然是件小事,不会影响两人以后, 但是她说,
她会记住, 以后自习一定会带衣服,
如果哪天忘记了, 即使冷死,也不再会叫他送.
我很能明白这种感觉.
很久以前,一个女孩某天夜里,
心情特别低回,特别想念某个人的安慰,
然后半夜时分,打电话给他,说很想听他说话,
电话那头的他从睡梦中醒来,不耐烦的敷衍她.
从此以后,她再没有伤心无助时给他打过电话.
我发现女孩身上有一种猫性.
小猫在撒娇或者做错事的时候,需要别人的安慰和教导,
如果这时主人打击了它,它会狠狠记住,不会再犯.
女孩,有着猫一样的自尊.特别是陷入爱情里的女孩...
在别人看来无关紧要,其实需要呵护,
因为爱,已经让她的心变得柔软.
她的这一点自尊,其实是要你对她的在乎.
我看过一句特别经典的话,
有时候女孩需要一个男孩,就像逃机者需要降落伞,
如果此时此刻他不在,那么以后他也不必在了.
真的,就是这样！
如果哪天猫咪用坚定的眼神看着你说我可以的时候，
那么猫咪已经做好了离开的准备了!
女孩是要独立，
但是独立到不再会对你不讲道理的撒娇任性，
不再会无厘头的缠着你，
你觉得你对于她同路人还有多大区别呢?
女孩的猫性不是每个男孩都有幸看到的，
因为喜欢你，在意你才对你发出特有的咕噜噜声，
其他人只能听到猫喵喵叫，
而这一声咕噜噜只是为你而生，
有几个人会明白呢？？
我们爱折腾
只是爱折腾他而已。
如果有一天
我们慢慢发现自己可以一个人玩都不觉得闷
很久不捏他也不会手痒
只是静静的待在他旁边
不再想着法儿去玩它
谁能知道那时的我们该有多难过呢
男孩总会说女孩无理取闹
说女孩没事找事
说女孩不讲道理
说女孩不可理喻
为什么不去想想
她在对待别人的时候
为什么不是这样的态度
没错
如果有一天
她不再对你撒娇
她不再对你任性
她不再缠着你跟你要这个要那个
她不再因为你的任何事情微笑或者皱眉
那么
你就永远的失去她了！
Monday, January 25, 2010
Sharing
一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。
没什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下.
他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。”
他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。...
苦者被烫到马上松开了手。
和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。”
勉强没幸福....
但是如果哪个杯对你来说是很重要的话，那你就要好好的拿着哪个杯。
因为时间可以冲谈一切，热水慢慢都会不热的，再痛再热再苦你也愿意和这个杯一期度过，再辛苦也握着他不放手。
我相信这段时间以后，那个杯和你的幸福就在你的手里因为你很坚持的拿着度过这一段时间。
结局怎样也好...至少你努力过坚持过...
而不是经不起考验就立刻放手把杯跌破的那个人.
因为一个杯破了之后你再努力的粘回去它都是会有裂痕的，已经不再完美。
但坚持之后都是看不到幸福的话..就放手~
没什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下.
他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。”
他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。...
苦者被烫到马上松开了手。
和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。”
勉强没幸福....
但是如果哪个杯对你来说是很重要的话，那你就要好好的拿着哪个杯。
因为时间可以冲谈一切，热水慢慢都会不热的，再痛再热再苦你也愿意和这个杯一期度过，再辛苦也握着他不放手。
我相信这段时间以后，那个杯和你的幸福就在你的手里因为你很坚持的拿着度过这一段时间。
结局怎样也好...至少你努力过坚持过...
而不是经不起考验就立刻放手把杯跌破的那个人.
因为一个杯破了之后你再努力的粘回去它都是会有裂痕的，已经不再完美。
但坚持之后都是看不到幸福的话..就放手~
Short story to share
刚搬进这个房子的那天，她整理完全部的东西，最后拿出一个非常精致的玻璃瓶，对他说道：“亲爱的，3个月内，你让我每哭一次，我就往里面加一滴水，代表我的眼泪。要是它满了，我就收拾我的东西离开这房子。”
爱没有合不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜男人不以为然，有点纳闷：“你们女人也太神经质了吧！就这么不信任我么，那还有什么可谈？我让你搬过来和我一起生活，是为了照顾你，不是欺负你的！”
女人说：“好男人不会让心爱的女人受一点点伤，我会记录下我为什么流泪，不会是莫名其妙的。”... See More
“那好吧，抱抱～！”
两个月后，女人把那瓶子给男人看，说：“已经满一半了，在两个月内，我们是否有必要查看一下是什么问题呢？”说完递了一本精致的小笔记本给男人。
男人没有马上打开来看，他的表情里有一丝惊讶，还有点哭笑不得的意味，似乎没有想到女人的眼泪可以这么多，盛得这么快，又觉得女人是小题大作了，但是很可爱。
他打开本子开始看，惊讶女人怎么写了那么多。男人一边看着，女人一边说话：“第一次吵架，是在第3天，而且还是一大早，你刚醒来有点懵懂，挤的牙膏不知道怎么的飞到镜子上了，那是我刚擦干净的，我说你连挤牙膏都不会啊，你就来脾气了，然后吵起来……”
男人沉默着。女人继续说：“有天晚上我让你帮洗下那几件衣服，因为水太凉，你只顾着玩游戏迟迟不肯动，后来吵起来，我很失望你忘记了我的生理期不能碰冷水，委屈……”
“还有一次，我很累了，你还不肯去洗澡睡觉，明明知道我特敏感，有点神经衰弱，哪怕一点点敲键盘的声音都能让我难以入睡，我一情急就说了你这个人自私的话，我们吵起来，你说了一大堆辩论自己不自私自私的人是我之后甩门出去上网通宵，我打你电话你没拿我又不敢自己一个人去找你……”
女人这时候有点激动了，眼球开始泛红，说：“还有一次……”男人打断了她的话，“亲爱的，别说了……”
沉默…长久的沉默……
还是女人打破了沉默：“是不是我们真的不合适？如果是这样，结婚了还是会离婚吧？我们的个性都那么强，谁都不肯退让。”
气氛有点尴尬。
本子里记录的事情都是那么细小的事情，每次吵架的原因都是那么的简单，男人看着这本子，似乎在体会着女人的心情，大男子是不会去计较这些小事，原本觉得每次和好之后都没事，女人就爱拿这些来说事，但是当他认真去看的时候，他也开始难过了，女人很细心，把事件、心情都写了，还自己总结了一下原因。原来最微小的事情累积起来是很让人痛苦的，他看得出，女人从失望慢慢变成绝望。
他想，大概是因为每次吵架，两人都是喜欢在吵架中找出对方不爱自己的证据。他突然意识到，这是个很严重的问题！而且每次吵架，双方都是在心情不稳定的时候，就是还有别的烦心事的时候，把不好的情绪带进了两个人的生活里。
“亲爱的别难过……”男人终于说话了：“我请个假，我们去旅游吧。”
他们去了第一次一起旅游的地方，太多美好的回忆被唤起，原来彼此是那么深深地爱着对方，这时的女人特别温柔，这时的男人特别体贴。
“亲爱的，你还认为我们结婚的话，会离婚么？”男人问。
“我想不是我们不合适，像现在，我们是那么快乐，一切都那么美好，可是一回到我们的现实生活里，为什么就变了呢？”
“亲爱的，难道我们现在不在现实里吗？”
“……”女人楞了。
“因为那时候我们都把注意力集中在负面的事物上并且放大了那些负面的心情。并且喜欢找对方不爱自己的证据，然后彼此个性都很倔不肯服输太要面子。”
女人觉得确实是如此，原来，双方只是需要一点点忍让，一点点包容。男人带她回顾这初次旅游的地点，是真的用心了，想起那时候他们在一起还不久，为了让对方觉得自己好，都表现出自己最好的一面。
“还有半个月，如果那瓶子还是半瓶，那么，亲爱的，嫁给我吧！”
女人钻进男人怀里笑开了颜
后来他们结婚了。很少再吵架。如果粗心的男人不小心碰掉了杯子，女人不会再开口就骂，因为在女人开口之前，男人已经在道歉，说对不起，都是我不小心的，赔两个给老婆！老婆尽管去选你喜欢的！女人就笑了，然后说，不用买啦，反正还有杯子，再说也不都是你的错，怪我自己没把杯子放好，让你碰到啦！
原来真的没有合适不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜，能一起走一起进步是幸福的！
爱没有合不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜男人不以为然，有点纳闷：“你们女人也太神经质了吧！就这么不信任我么，那还有什么可谈？我让你搬过来和我一起生活，是为了照顾你，不是欺负你的！”
女人说：“好男人不会让心爱的女人受一点点伤，我会记录下我为什么流泪，不会是莫名其妙的。”... See More
“那好吧，抱抱～！”
两个月后，女人把那瓶子给男人看，说：“已经满一半了，在两个月内，我们是否有必要查看一下是什么问题呢？”说完递了一本精致的小笔记本给男人。
男人没有马上打开来看，他的表情里有一丝惊讶，还有点哭笑不得的意味，似乎没有想到女人的眼泪可以这么多，盛得这么快，又觉得女人是小题大作了，但是很可爱。
他打开本子开始看，惊讶女人怎么写了那么多。男人一边看着，女人一边说话：“第一次吵架，是在第3天，而且还是一大早，你刚醒来有点懵懂，挤的牙膏不知道怎么的飞到镜子上了，那是我刚擦干净的，我说你连挤牙膏都不会啊，你就来脾气了，然后吵起来……”
男人沉默着。女人继续说：“有天晚上我让你帮洗下那几件衣服，因为水太凉，你只顾着玩游戏迟迟不肯动，后来吵起来，我很失望你忘记了我的生理期不能碰冷水，委屈……”
“还有一次，我很累了，你还不肯去洗澡睡觉，明明知道我特敏感，有点神经衰弱，哪怕一点点敲键盘的声音都能让我难以入睡，我一情急就说了你这个人自私的话，我们吵起来，你说了一大堆辩论自己不自私自私的人是我之后甩门出去上网通宵，我打你电话你没拿我又不敢自己一个人去找你……”
女人这时候有点激动了，眼球开始泛红，说：“还有一次……”男人打断了她的话，“亲爱的，别说了……”
沉默…长久的沉默……
还是女人打破了沉默：“是不是我们真的不合适？如果是这样，结婚了还是会离婚吧？我们的个性都那么强，谁都不肯退让。”
气氛有点尴尬。
本子里记录的事情都是那么细小的事情，每次吵架的原因都是那么的简单，男人看着这本子，似乎在体会着女人的心情，大男子是不会去计较这些小事，原本觉得每次和好之后都没事，女人就爱拿这些来说事，但是当他认真去看的时候，他也开始难过了，女人很细心，把事件、心情都写了，还自己总结了一下原因。原来最微小的事情累积起来是很让人痛苦的，他看得出，女人从失望慢慢变成绝望。
他想，大概是因为每次吵架，两人都是喜欢在吵架中找出对方不爱自己的证据。他突然意识到，这是个很严重的问题！而且每次吵架，双方都是在心情不稳定的时候，就是还有别的烦心事的时候，把不好的情绪带进了两个人的生活里。
“亲爱的别难过……”男人终于说话了：“我请个假，我们去旅游吧。”
他们去了第一次一起旅游的地方，太多美好的回忆被唤起，原来彼此是那么深深地爱着对方，这时的女人特别温柔，这时的男人特别体贴。
“亲爱的，你还认为我们结婚的话，会离婚么？”男人问。
“我想不是我们不合适，像现在，我们是那么快乐，一切都那么美好，可是一回到我们的现实生活里，为什么就变了呢？”
“亲爱的，难道我们现在不在现实里吗？”
“……”女人楞了。
“因为那时候我们都把注意力集中在负面的事物上并且放大了那些负面的心情。并且喜欢找对方不爱自己的证据，然后彼此个性都很倔不肯服输太要面子。”
女人觉得确实是如此，原来，双方只是需要一点点忍让，一点点包容。男人带她回顾这初次旅游的地点，是真的用心了，想起那时候他们在一起还不久，为了让对方觉得自己好，都表现出自己最好的一面。
“还有半个月，如果那瓶子还是半瓶，那么，亲爱的，嫁给我吧！”
女人钻进男人怀里笑开了颜
后来他们结婚了。很少再吵架。如果粗心的男人不小心碰掉了杯子，女人不会再开口就骂，因为在女人开口之前，男人已经在道歉，说对不起，都是我不小心的，赔两个给老婆！老婆尽管去选你喜欢的！女人就笑了，然后说，不用买啦，反正还有杯子，再说也不都是你的错，怪我自己没把杯子放好，让你碰到啦！
原来真的没有合适不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜，能一起走一起进步是幸福的！
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Memories
Everything is just left memories..
We cant have chance to create sweet memories together again..
I still rmb i wrote to u for d very first valentine's card is like " we must appreciate every moments we spend together, to create sweet and gain more sweet memories together"
I still rmb those memories we had.. Because u influenced me too much.. u came into my world and live at my heart for 6 years..few years back, i locked u inside n throw away the key, but this 2 months u trying so hard to crash everything.. finally, u success.. u leave my heart.. u kill the heart.. again n again.. until it is really dead..
I still rmb every single word u said to me, every promise u make, every future plan we discuss... but all is gone, it is just story tales..
I still rmb how pain when everytime u tell lies.. but i still forgive n forgive, chances given uncountable..i thought u are really realise that u r wrong for everytime.. I tried to understand from your point.. i tried to find reason for u... Telling myself to be more considerate.. But not this time, it is tooo over, too much.. No matter how i tried, i cant even find a reason for myself to forgive u again n again. If i forgive u, i cant forgive myself..
Everyone know i love you deeply, everyone know it.. You also know it, thats y u thought i will take whatever u give.. You thought i will still wait for u whatever u did, u thought.. i m god.. I am not god, yes, i love you, but doesn't mean that i am so naive, doesn't mean that u can control my life.. doesn't mean that i can stand everything..
Since u don't know how to appreciate someone that love u sincerely, so i leave..
Sorry, i am really leaving..
I hope you will take your lesson and be nice to the next one u love.
Thanks for be with me all these years..
We cant have chance to create sweet memories together again..
I still rmb i wrote to u for d very first valentine's card is like " we must appreciate every moments we spend together, to create sweet and gain more sweet memories together"
I still rmb those memories we had.. Because u influenced me too much.. u came into my world and live at my heart for 6 years..few years back, i locked u inside n throw away the key, but this 2 months u trying so hard to crash everything.. finally, u success.. u leave my heart.. u kill the heart.. again n again.. until it is really dead..
I still rmb every single word u said to me, every promise u make, every future plan we discuss... but all is gone, it is just story tales..
I still rmb how pain when everytime u tell lies.. but i still forgive n forgive, chances given uncountable..i thought u are really realise that u r wrong for everytime.. I tried to understand from your point.. i tried to find reason for u... Telling myself to be more considerate.. But not this time, it is tooo over, too much.. No matter how i tried, i cant even find a reason for myself to forgive u again n again. If i forgive u, i cant forgive myself..
Everyone know i love you deeply, everyone know it.. You also know it, thats y u thought i will take whatever u give.. You thought i will still wait for u whatever u did, u thought.. i m god.. I am not god, yes, i love you, but doesn't mean that i am so naive, doesn't mean that u can control my life.. doesn't mean that i can stand everything..
Since u don't know how to appreciate someone that love u sincerely, so i leave..
Sorry, i am really leaving..
I hope you will take your lesson and be nice to the next one u love.
Thanks for be with me all these years..
Sunday, January 10, 2010
My 2010
Starting from 10-01-2010 0400,
our world seperated..
perhaps boom ed..
1 month time doesn't enough?
But it is like a year for me.. suffer enough..
Times up and gotta change..
U choose to be like this..
It is not my choice..
I tried to save the world..
But failed..
Finally, it comes to an end..
Thanks god for leading me.. i know YOU heard me..
I am regret..
and i will leave forever..
our world seperated..
perhaps boom ed..
1 month time doesn't enough?
But it is like a year for me.. suffer enough..
Times up and gotta change..
U choose to be like this..
It is not my choice..
I tried to save the world..
But failed..
Finally, it comes to an end..
Thanks god for leading me.. i know YOU heard me..
I am regret..
and i will leave forever..
