星期六的深夜

星期六晚上哪都不想去 也无法入睡
看着电视机 持续在发呆
喝了七分醉 闭上了眼睛
试着不想你 但你来不及
忘了如何让眼泪停止流下
还好没人看见 没人会说话

星期六深夜 我想起了你
没什么特别只是回忆
你让我自由 我很感激
星期六深夜
我.. 喔..永远不会有任何人能代替你

星期六晚上哪都不想去
也无法入睡 看着电视机
持续在发呆 喝了七分醉
闭上了眼睛 试着不想你
但已来不及
忘了如何让眼泪停止流下
还好没人看到 没人会说话

星期六深夜 我想起了你
没什么特别只是回忆
你让我自由 我很感激
星期六深夜
我..喔..永远不会有任何人能代替你

这就是遗憾的滋味 陪着我形影不离
明天我会面带微笑但无法忘记你..
唔....让我自由，我很感激你..
星期六..唔...
永远不会有人(任何人)能代替你.




i like this song's lyric very very much.. although i m still together with him...
but we are far apart..
seldom have the chance to meet each other..
before i came to penang study..
almost every weekend.. especially saturday...
is our dating day..
since d day we r together..
n it is edi for almost 3 years..
although i edi adapt d new life here..
yet..i still feel lonely especially on saturday nite..
missing d time we spent together..
hoping that we can meet soon..

=L o Ve YoU=

Secret*

today right after presentation..
i watch jay chow new movie *secret* with my coursemates...
at 1st don feel like goin with them coz i very tired..
thois few days busy prepare my presentation..
darn tiring n stress..
but luckily..
i got join them!
it is a very nice n touching story!
never tot tat d story line can be so good n d way they present this story..it is juz.. 2 thumbs up! opps.. not enuf? legs up too! hahaha~
it is not like other movie.. it is much more better bcoz every details of d story r so so so.. touching our heart.. no matter it is sweet, happy, funny, or sad...they express it so "detailly"..
n u ll totally enjoy it when watching jay chow playing piano! d music so nice..hahahaha~
just don noe y.. i like this movie.. willing to watch 2nd time too~
well done jay chow~ so capable!

" people that don listen to music is bad guy~" hahahaha! by wong chow sang.. lolz!

wondering...


recently i really found out myself r sucks...
i feel that myself r having a old thinking...
seriously..
i cant agree with d ppl tat like to play in relationship...
although mostly i said to others n myself tat it is juz a normal thing in this age..
but when i found out that my close friend did that..
i mean.. those normal flirt nvm la..
but is really like a playboy or play girl..
especially those 'step 2 boats' wan..
i really hate..
although i would just ignore wat they did..
but.. when i facing them..
i found out that i don noe wat to talk with them edi..
eventhough when they chatting wif me in this topic..
i was like...
u noe.. agree wif them.. n act like i support wateva they did..
after that..
i feel awful...
really..
feel sucks...
this feeling hunter me vy often..
becoz they r my friends..
even is my close frens..
but i don like ppl like tat..
n i hate myself too...

Hate hate hate!

really in bad mood now~ fucker~
y human r selfish?!
y they can being so selfish!
y?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck off pls~

n y..
y u let me found out tat u r not tat good?!
y u let me see that u r not so good?
ur changes frightened me!
u r not naive anymore!
u r vy scary!
pls..don show off in front of me!
i hate it!
maybe i m too sensitive..
but u make me feel like u like to get d 'things' that i like..
everything is i told u before~
n now
u get it n show off~
at first..
i really don mind..
but u make me feel irritated!
at 1st..
i m happy for ur good changes..
happy that u live life happier~
coz i treat u as true friend..
but..
now...
u r over~
being a good human in front of others..
tat make me feel u r so xxxxxxxx.......
keep on getting ppl's pity to u~
don't u doing the same thing as 'another human'?

i don't know y..
i really hate ppl like this...
but i wont n don have the brave tat show my irritated towards tat ppl..
coz..
this is none of my business...
n...
i don wan to argue wif friends..
coz..i noe i ll regret..
i juz hope tat human..wont take d wrong step~
n pls.. don make me feel bad on u! or should i think in ur view so i would understand ur attitude better?

My feeling..


i m happy tat u come to find me...
although u juz stay for 11 hours...
but..
better than never..
i know it is not ur fault..
i appreciate every moments with u..
.................................................................................

seriously..
since d appearance of d anonymous..
i don hav much feeling to bloggin edi...
really..
y nobody understand my feeling?
it is like..
erm..don noe how to describe..
i juz don wan a stranger know so much about me..
wat i wrote here is my diary, my secret...
steph..can't u understand?
i don mean to scold anyone..

i think tat anonymous is someone tat i noe..
juz wonder why don wanna let me know..
unless he or she is someone tat i don like..
coz..i can't think of another reason...

Specially for tat ANONYMOUS~

My blog..
is a place for me to express out my feeling...
share my happiness, sadness n view with my buddies n friends...
don talk nonsense here...
if u don like my post..don't view k!
n don leave any comment!
u ask me don bother u?!
den u don comment anything la..
izit so shy or shame to let me noe who r u?
if u r my friend..
juz tell me..
i ll accept it n sorry that i being rude..
but i cant accept a stranger..
hope u still have a clear brain n understand my feeling..