Headache!

My second sem r goin to end SOON...
but seem like my super busy period juz started.. damm f**k la..
really headache! is real headache!
there r still assign n presentation hav to done by nex week...
stupid lecturer! aiks..got a jap drama la..20 mins !
so shit..i hate to act la..some more hav to speak japanese! *fainted*
coz my jap lecturer is vy ##@@&#% wan la..he will only giv high marks to those tat r gorgeous.. n he edi said..he don care how bad our results is..as long as if we done well in d drama, he will giv us A...baka! atama ga okashi!

besides, recently really vy headache finding a room to move out on nex sem..
stupid frens.. put me aeroplane! n a big wan!
really geram la!
i hate ppl lie to me..
n i hate their attitude..
nvr think for others..
only LOVE themselves...
although they r quite good..
but somehow really don like ppl tat always break their promised wif a s**k reason!
somemore wan to lie me...
#@$@$$#@$@%$^&^%*!!!!!!!
i really du lan..but i din scold them la
i understand everyone got their own reason..
but..if cant make it den say earlier la..
don wait until ppl wanna confirm edi only say : "I DON WAN EDI"
du lan la...
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recently i wont always go bek kl edi coz my mom don let me go out wif my boy...
T_T
my heart so pain la when think of this...
really don noe how!
d only reason tat she don like i close wif him is he is LOW EDUCATED...
izit a point?
i mean...izit d certificate so so so so so so important?!
tell me..IZIT?!
mom said our LEVEL r not same... *Fainted*
seriously i don think those graduated from uni is good..
they using their dad's money for clubing, "invest" on gal...smoke...like to drinks... bla bla bla...
somemore they r flirty too..they juz got one more paper...d certificate!
yesterday i called my godmom n told her about this..
she console me..n i m glad tat she accepted him...
i love my mom, n i noe she is juz worry my future..
but i really hurt when she said those things...
he is not tat bad k..
at least he is hard working, noe how to save money for future, don smoke, don drinks, don gamble..n is a filial son! ai.. i really hope to get wishes from u n dad...

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so glad tat i can write blog ya..coz recently cant on9..d line r sucks..
actually recently should be vy busy wif assign n should study edi..
but..i only plan it but din tk any action..hahaha!! juz...lazy..
so down la when i cant on9..nowadays..surfing edi bcm a must in my life.. hohoho!

last sat, i went clubing again..GLO..
erm..they said i drank a lot..
but i don think so..
coz i m not drunk yet..
hahaha! juz a bit blur...
not really fun coz TOOOO crowded la..
i really witness a lot of 'couple' flirt wif each other..
so sexy...
so flirty...
make me miz my boy so much.. hahaha!!!
but tat nite i m actually quite moody..
coz my boy's hp no battery..
he promised to use his fren's hp to giv me a call but he din do it..
during tat period..
my instinct told me tat he is doin smth bad..
my instinct lar..
juz don noe y i cant bliv guys 100%..
but then he claim tat i think too much!
hope so...
erm..after got d clubing experiences...
i would nvr let my boy go clubing.. unless he bring me.. haha!

Chill Out


Chill Out...is d 1st place tat i went clubbing...i juz bek...now is 3.55am...
not bad...is fun if u enjoy dancing..but i not really coz i don noe how to dance! hahaha!
but is quite fun oso...
can dance wif leng zai mer..
hehehe!
but i nvr tot of flirt wif them....i swear! (although 'he' really attract me..kekeke)
i asked 2 frens of mine went wif me...
n they hav to lied to their bf...
n i felt i m so hang fuk...
coz shing long let me go..
i can go to hav fun without guilty feeling n 100% enjoy myself but ofcoz nvr 4get u...
thanks dear...
now i can quite understand y u always choose to lie me..
mayb is my fault...
hehehe!
mizzzzzzz uuuu..........

Tired!


Recently i m very headache finding roommate...
wanna be crazy edi!
i need 7 or 8 ppl to move in a new condo near my uni..is nice n fully furnish..d price is valuable!
but now i only get 6...
all is my coursemate....
is really headache...
coz some of them is quite poor...
cant afford if only 6...
n of course me too...
n there is a lot of probs...
everyone got diff demand..
wishing tat i can solve for them..
fainted!
oh god....
pls let me find 1 or 2 more roommate n everything will b ok!
i m tired man...n i really like tat hse...is a nice place to study!
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sheau huei r coming bek in april...
i m really happy...
recently she is finding some stuff tat can bring bek for her family n me..
thanks her...she edi get her family some clothes..
n v think tat is enuf but she wanna get more things for her bro, my boy..
but my boy don wan anything more..
but she wan..
n i m stuck in d middle...
keep on asking her to stop thinking to buy anything again but she never listen to me =.="
in d other hand,
my boy keep on ask me to tell her sis not to buy anymore...
n...i ll be crazy .. hahaha!
not only sheau huei,
their cousin bro from japan,
goin to canada,
n he oso ask my opinion coz he plan to buy a MP3 for shing long...
coz he wan sheau huei to bring bek to my boy...
n same thing happened...
my boy keep on asking me to tell his cousin bro : " No Need"
n his cousin bro keep on say : " wan la wan la..is cheap here...XXXX only cost XXX Us dollar...."
n i don noe how...
coz is not good when i say yes or no..
if i say yes or ok, they mightthink tat me or shing long is greedy.
if i say no, they might think tat i m not good for shing long, reject good things for him...
sometimes,
i m thinking...
y don't they juz call each other to ask?
n...
y don't they juz buy it?
don ask for my opinion...
since tat watever i said u still wan to buy....
coz i m juz his gf..not wife...
i cant decide for him...
n i don wan..
i scare later if i make any wrong decision...
they will blame me...
i m not blamming sheau huei la..
coz v r close...
i m blamming my boy,
coz i ask him to call her sis n tell her tat wat he wan n wat he don wan..
but he don wan to call...
everything juz ask me to pass message...
=,="

anyway, really hope can meet sheau huei soon...
glad tat she is bek...i don mind got souvenir or not...
save money is more important...
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today,
i received ur call...
my heart is down...
i hate u..
really...
hate u for breaking ur promised...
hate u for fooling me again n again...
i m not ur toy or pet...
not goin to act as ur wish...
if edi decided not to contact anymore,
leave me far away!
i m not goin to stand there n let u hurt one more time!
y don't u juz forget about me?!
pls...
i m not expert in this game...
i quit!
forever...
so don ever come bek to me again!
coz i wan delete all d memories wif u from my mind..forever!
never restore!
i feel awful when i think about u!
don blamed me for scolding u...
u deserved it!

一早起来，
嘴唇裂得很厉害。。。
连笑也不能。。。
很难受。。。
慢慢地。。。
又出血。。。
想不吃药了。。。
但我要坚持。。。
不能就酱放弃。。。
此时此刻。。。
突然很明白弟弟的感受。。。
自小，
他就有皮肤病。。。
手脚都干燥不已。。。
也是流血。。。
真的感受到他的痛。。。
以后。。。
该疼他多一点。。。
不再妒忌妈妈疼他多点。。。
因为我相信妈妈对他。。。
是很内疚的。。。
但，
有时候，
他真的很令人讨厌。。。
哈哈哈!
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有位朋友失恋了。。。
和他聊了蛮久。。。
感情。。。
真的是一门很难理解的学问。。。
也没有一定的答案。。。
因为每个人的想法，性格都不一样。。。
每个人的爱情故事也不一样。。。
所以当你遇到感情问题时，
没有人能帮到你，
唯有自己去面对。。。
亲人朋友只能聆听你诉苦，
陪你度过伤心的日子，
讲解一些所谓的爱情道理。。。
好让你不胡思乱想。。。
最重要的，
还是靠自己能站回起来。。。
继续精采的生活。。。
jia you jia you!

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最近的天气真的非常热。。。
前几天，因为吃了八珍丸，
结果第二天早上一起床就流鼻血。。。
刚巧晚上妈妈打来问候我。。。
其实最近在吃着一些药，
所以她问我是否有效和有没有副作用。。。
其实还好啦。。。
只是嘴唇干裂咯。。。(现在开始干到出血了)
结果第二晚妈妈又打来。。
问我还有流鼻血吗。。。
哈哈。。。
说真的，
当时的心真的很温暖的。。。
能感受到妈妈的关心真好。。。
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此刻，
已经在倒数着新年的最后一天了。。。
在此祝大家元宵节快乐!
我选择了在槟城过元宵而不是家人或男朋友。。。
在做这个决定前我可是非常挣扎的。。。
但实在是太多功课要赶。。。
没办法。。。
我的心多么想回去。。。
很想家。。。
也很想他。。。
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今天去逛街。。。
打算买靴子。。。
想买很久的了。。。
但看了几间都还好。。。
其实有看中一双的。。。
但那老板娘的态度令我不想光顾她!
真想告诉她:" 今时今日的服务态度是不能的。。"
哈哈哈。。。
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刚从功夫晚会回来。。。
有点闷。。。
但有些部分真的很精采!
尤其是白人打鼓和二十四节令。。。
真的很棒喔!