Hi...

Hi to all my darling.. just wan to say.. i am still fine here! Do not worry about me k~ heart u all~

A quick one..

It is my off day and i m really tired + sleepy now.. But suddenly feel like want to blog a bit bit.. hahaha!

My last day at Halo Forest will be 31 dec.. Seriously, i din feel really happy or release yet a little lost and depress because worry about my finacial status for next year. It is going to be CNY soon and i really need $$$$... Although life at Halo become tougher due to all the CCTV but i always tell myself to be strong.. see.. 3 years of uni life also over already.. hahaha~

Since i need money so much, then u will wonder why i don wan say yes to the boss and work until CNY? It is so.. speechless.. the moment before i tell the boss to say yes, she juz interviewed a gal and decide to hire her to replace me.. +.+" ookay okay, laugh lar laugh lar... I do feel bad after that because i manage to ask my parents to let me work in this "cold blood" company but then they don't need me already.. FINE~

Another reason because i wan to work longer is because my godmom will stop babysit a child start from dec. Therefore, she might facing some financial problem. Actually since i work, i wish to giv some $$ to them, just to show my care and love to them.. I really love them, treat them as my family also because they are same to me.. I always wish i can give some pocket money after i step into working life but until now i haven't start the very 1st time.. so useless huh~

okay.. stop the craps... I will be jobless on the first few weeks of year 2010... wth..wish me good luck and get a better job SOON! ^.^

Another heaven office day yet lonely~

Well, it is sunday again...Boss went Singapore for wedding dinner~ huhu~ The school is so quiet.. 2 teachers on leave.. Very few classes today only.. Thus, NO CLASS after 3pm.. I have to be alone until 7pm!!! T.T Thinking of off earlier but i cant... because i need to punch card.. damm... ( I wish the boss would never view my blog.. wahahahha)

I suppose to resign on end of dec but few days ago, boss ask me to work until 13 Feb, the day before CNY.. ans she say will give me bonus! yo.. BONUS sound so attractive to me coz i nvr receive before..and she said she goin to give birth soon..she worry about the company if only left those newbie to work..n there is a big events coming soon, will be god damm busy so she need my help... but i think i will reject her also.. how much bonus she will give i also don't know.. haha! Another main point is nex mon, which means tmr, the whole school will have CCTV.. they will be "watching" us in the future.. I feel uneasy to this changes.. Although i am not a lazy worker, but i really don like ppl watching me doing task.. plus sometimes want to snake a bit also cannot.. hahahaha!! Thus, I DON'T THINK MY PARENTS WILL AGREE ME TO WORK UNTIL FEB.. LOLZ...

Dec is coming so SOON.. It is vacation month again! Lovely xmas n NEW YEAR ahead! wow~ 2009 goin to end in 39 days! What will i be in year 2010?? haha...


okok.. wanna stop here.. wuwuwuw.. i m so lonely.. Thought of date Stephy for dinner but she is tired also.. who else can i date ya? Maybe i should go for hair cut? or do u think i should curl my hair since it is long now..? hahahaha!

sorry!

yo~ Sorry for din blog so many weeks~
Many many things happened but i don have the motivation to blog here.. just a bit too depress recently~ It is sunday today and usually i am quite free on this day.. I mean i m quite free in the office~ haha! Boss seldom in on Sunday n there are not much classes on this family day.. I suddenly think of visit my darl's link but mana tau.. my blog become cacat geh? wonder why...

Well, just to announce that i am already resign but haven't pass the resignation letter yet.. >.< My days in Halo Forest will be end around Dec.. Anyway, i confirm 24 DEC will off to Singapore for xmas vacation till 27 Dec.. looking forward to meet all my buddies at spore.. :p

Besides, i am getting fatter and fatter.. Although 2 or 3 weeks ago got slim down a bit bit but recently gain my weight back.. T.T Feel so hungry everyday..hahahaha! Yoga is still the only exercise i do every week.. ^.^ simply love it..

Relationship ain't that smooth for this few months but still manage to handle it.. Time will prove everything.. Financial status still not very stable because debit is more than credit.. hahaha! I still owe my darlingS's pressie..

Ohya, today while on my way to work, there is a daily road block there.. and today, a police stop me, ask me to open the window, then say " u ada lesen?" .. i said " ada.." then i start to take out my lesen but then he said " okokla, tak apa" and use body language to ask me go .. i was like =.=" so weird punya police... then i think maybe is today i din wear spec.. so i look like underage? hahahahaha! because i pass by the daily road block oso nothing wan.. but y today ask me stop but then let me go without checking my license? okok.. well.. d main point is just wan to say.. " i am looking much more younger than my real age.." LOLZ!

okok.. don vomit..
get back to ur own blog, i hav to concentrate on my sunday routine.. (fb and pps)
:p juz kidding la.. i m good worker k! I did my job very well wan..

I am really mad with TM !

hi everyone~ Just a lil update at office because recently cant online at home.. TMnet sux till d max! No dial tone for a week already! Keep giving us d stupid excuses.. I am really mad with the services.. And maybe because we scold them.. they revenge n delay to fix our line! what the f huh.. Is this kind of services we deserve for d fees we pay every month?! Whenever i think about this i really very angry, wish to hav their head in front of me n scold them for their babi services! TM really sux! Just a normal thingy still cant fix in 1 week~ damn wan lar! How if we got something urgent and need to make phone call?! Now we cant even receive or answer calls wey~ Is TM d one who take d responsibility for our lost?! How if i m doing those on9 business?! They pay me back for my lost?! How if there is accident happened in the house (choi), n we need to make phone call but failed?! TM, pls be more efficient pls.. It is happened last thursday! Pls lar! Hari Raya also passed already! Don't raya urself in the office pls.. what the hell is the tecnical doin huh?! Doing nothing?! And how dare u delay our appointment until this Friday?! We are the customer, we pay u, ur boss use our money to hire u! We pay RM77 for streamyx, extra money for phone line. So are u goin to deduct at least RM77/30*7= RM17.96 in our bill?! Hell no right?! Then please fix it for me! Or else i will boycott u n continue spread the news... Don provoke me, i will write a very detail email n forward to everyone.. n will do anything that attract attention from all the users~

PLEASE DO NOT PROVOKE THE USER WITH THE BAD SERVICES.. YOU WILL DESERVE IT!

My Life

Hello~ Sorry that din blog for so long already.. I am just back from Penang few days ago.. work mode still swithes off... haha~ Great days at Penang, miss the mates but it is hell tiring.. I am sick after i back from Penang. Luckily i m feeling much more better today. phew.. H1N1 go go go away... Thanks so much for the wishes n the presents.. Although my family couldn't attend my Big Day, but they really care for me.. tats enough! I am really happy on that day.. Thanks K for coming n everything! I appreciate it n i m touched with it! ^.^ I am thinking where to take my studio photo? any suggestion?


My working life is getting tougher.. I feel it deeply.. I am getting lost n voice of resign keep appear in my mind.. As well as voice of get stronger n stay longer is fighting with it.. >.< I am getting fed up with the rules of boss.. Sincerely, family r not support me in this job. sigh..

well, there is a way for everything..i suppose... >.<

Away

Owner r recently busy with her job... =)
Plus tmr will be away for company trip.. :p
Thanks for viewing my blog.. =)
Will be update after i back form trip.. :p




GEM ISLAND... I M COMING.. TO EXPLORE U~

Kiku-Zakura @ Tropicana City

Another week had juz passed. I had a great dinner yesterday. Went Tropicana City mall for the very 1st time. It is juz vy near my work place. Went for Transformer and settle my dinner at Kiku-Zakura as i m hunting back for jap food recently. ^^ As u guys noe, i seldom eat sashimi as i don like d "fishy smell". I only dare to eat sashimi at Japan and those Jap restaurant that giv me confidence tat their sashimi r really fresh! I will nvr dare to eat sashimi from sushi king~ For this restaurant, my thumbs up when i put d salmon into my mouth~ ^^ yum yum~















well.. i miss d darlings :-(
i wanna hang out with the gals!

i wanna shout!

I wanna shout that... MY CONVO WILL BE HELD ON 13 AUG 2009, 9AM!!!
omg.. i m really goin to attend my convo ed.. i am going to officially graduate! And i miss my uni frens~

another thing wan to shout is : Darl mun coming back nex week! wee...


ciaoz. gonna sleep, blog nex time! I am feeling excited lar wei~

I need some determination!

Hello guys, I am going to Pulau Perhentian for company trip. It is F.O.C and there is only 1 month time for me to diet! Coz.. got leng zai going mar~ lolz! I just heard that there is some artist going also.. included Lin Yu Zhong~ wahahahaha~ Hope that it is true~ I wan wear bikini.... inside.. only ~ lolz! Still don't have the confidents to show my fats~

Oh gosh! 1 month to make myself prettier~ lolz! ^.^ looking forward to the short vacation~

I am lazy

Recently quite lazy to blog ed~ Although there is many things happened around me.. but i got no time to be sit in front of the laptop and type my feelings, my thinking.. >.<

well~ Boss back from Taiwan ed~ Gonna work harder n harder~ H1N1 is getting serious at PJ area.. I am afraid of it.. Coz my colleague r suspected to get H1N1~ n 1 got 3 family members r juz back from d flights~ World peace please!

It is Monday again, although sleep till 11am but i am still sleepy~ Recently slept around 2 or 3am~ My looks very chan liao~ haha! Have to back to normal life! I wan pretty me! Diet plan r on-ing~ Less food to be feed into my mouth~ lolz! This is d only way as i got no time to exercise!


ciaoz buddies.. miss u all ya! muaks!

Updated updated updated~

yoyoyo~ Finally i can update~ Few days ago i already wan to blog but i cant sign in~ I wanna said :

Happy Belated Birthday to Shit Yian!!!

We celebrate her birth at dak fok, seafood dinner with the f6 gang~ Pics n video will upload nex time~ ^.^


Today, i wanna shout out loud :

Happy Birthday to Michelle Kee!!!

Wish u all the best o! muaks~


well, life recently r still the same, off on Monday n work every day till 8pm like that.. Recently din OT as boss went to Taiwan.. We are in the heaven for few days n going back to hell on tmr.. T.T Today hav to make sure all the to-do lists r done before the boss back.. hahaha! i got some feeling that ll be shoot by boss this few days~ nvm... prepare for it.. being scold by boss or backstab by colleague is part of life oso rite? lolz!

I am feeling better compare to d 1st week i join this company.. Students here r really funny n talented.. Most of them r really kids only, but when u c them so concentrate learning those instruments n vocal, u really feel.. erm.. RESPECT~ I dunno how to describe but it is diff from other students~ Even me~ Some of them really came all the way from Ipoh, Batu Pahat, Malacca to take lesson n tk bus back to hometown every week... I don think i can do that~ lolz!

I am quite happy to work at this company as i get to know many many ppl~ Although there is some reason that i don wan to work oso~ lolz~ It is still... scary!

Okla.. gonna ciaoz n back to work~ muaks! photo will upload as soon as possible~ ^^

Office Alone

It is Sunday again.. But no longer a good Sunday for me.. Still at office at this moments.. n i am ALONE! OMG... Only me sitting in front of the pc in those whole school.. It is kinda.. scare.. lolz! Something happened in my company this few days.. Thats y i am really scare to be alone here.. Even this morning i ask my brother to accompany me to office. Because i am the one who open the door every morning. It is dark inside.. >.<

okay.. nth to say.. asking myself to be more brave~ haha! ciaoz.. bb!

Yuhoo~ Off Today ^^

hey frens, another update since i work! Time passes so fast! Already 2 weeks at Halo Forest.. almost everyday OT but no extra $$ punya.. pity pity~ I am feeling better compared to the first week. Job is okay, sometimes quite fun meeting those ppl but it is hell tiring.. Working hours is long n only manage to have my own free time on Monday.. But frens around r busy on monday lar wei~ >.<

Darling mun back to Sg ed.. put my aeroplane d last nite before she depart to Sg.. *blek* Rmb to come back on June k! Today is darling shit 1dt day of intern. good luck ya! Since yesterday, i start to miss my uni life.. juz don noe y~ No sad feeling but i just miss it.. i miss d days i "bou" drama till midnite coz nowadays, i sleep like pig after 12am.. i miss d days chill wif f frenz n d days walk here n there.. i miss PG food! n the feeling is like.. i am already on the another stage of life, looking back those good old days.. sound like old already? haha! Another strong feeling is.. i feel tat i m richer during school days compare to now.. haha! Last time i still able to shop n eat but now i hav to 3 si... damm pok kai lar now.. salary belum keluar.. T.T

Anyway, i learn a lot from this company. Yesterday, boss bring me to Astro for the Astro singing talents competition screening. It is a special exp to watch d live show..Saw those judges that i always watch from d tv box n d scenes behind the cameras r funny~ ^^

okay.. a lil intro to my company's new artist..
He is 郭晓东, Thomas. Our ex dance teacher at Halo Forest, singer of <厚脸皮> with 陈泽耀 . Songs of drama, 《逆风18》. I am kinda like the songs.. ^^

My 2nd day at Halo Forest

Today is my 2nd day at Halo Forest. Although my position is admin executive but actually my job include reception's task n also marketing field~ =.= It is really challenging but also really stress. Especially ur boss putting high expectation on u and u really have to force urself to learn everything in a very short period. I do really like this company as u can really meet many new and different people. But it is really stress oso! Well, there is smth happened today which is not really happy but i told myself it is juz a part of life, i will and i can + must to be stronger! I wan to be very capable and efficient! Add oil to myself! It is really interesting to work at halo forest as the boss n manager r nice n many to learn from them. Plus, i m meeting those ppl that usually i c from the tv box..haha! Hmm.. luckily i m not those fans tat ll go crazy when meet d artists..

okla.. enough crapz for today..
I am looking forward to nex monday to hang out with the darlingz.. ^^

My target

I am just back from Singapore last night.. It is a short and tired trip. I went all the way to Singapore just for an interview. But it is worth for me because i know i must give it a try although i don't have confident. Thanks for all the cousis n buddies who accompany me and gave me a lot of info ya.. I really appreciate it.. well, I still don't know I am able to get that job or not but i wont giv up. Will giv myself a period of time ^^

Actually my feeling is really complicated to decide to work over Singapore. Money of course is the main reason but i do really like Singapore environment as their government really efficient and u will feel so secure walking on the road without worrying someone is targetting ur bag.. lolz! But it is tough for me to live over there alone.. Although i got buddies n relatives at spore.. but i still need to take care of myself alone rite.. not going to stay with my relatives as i don wan to disturb their lifestyle. I believe i can do it and i will be stronger :p

So.. god bless me pls.. ^^

Hello Everybody, I am back!!

Hi everyone, i m back! Back to kl and currently jobless! lolz.. It is so.. tutt...
I miss my uni life although i hate it previously..haha! I miss my Hk trip as well!! I miss all of my frens n buddies lar wei~

Well, juz back from hk trip, n don worry, I m currently don hav any sign of virus H1N1.. Will be quarantine myself for 2-3 days at home..haha! Overall, my hg trip was fun! But is hell tired, burn lots of calories but oso add in more calories that i burnt..haha! Really ate a lot, big tummy ed lo~ HK food r nice, cincai 1 food stall or restaurant oso got tasty food.. not like Msia.. their serving r big n of course it is costly lar.. But if u share between frens, it is quite affortable n reasonable.. HK transport r very convenient but beware of some F taxi driver, they ll chop u! I had been chopped until now oso HENG!! Cost me 70HKD for a short distance.. damm eat shit.. Besides, HK's police r friendly and helpful but not the residents.. I always like to refer to the policeman when i m lost but not those residents or even customer service counters..They r so lan si n cincai direct u to the wrong way.. No manners at all!!!
okok... will talk more about HK trip when i able to upload those pics k.. muaks!!

My last week at Penang

Going back KL on Monday liao lor~ Wont back Penang until my convo..haha! My feeling is really very complicated.. Feel happy that i end my school life but feel sad when i think of everything going to end and i m stepping into a life that full of challenges n unknown variables. As darling mun wrote, it is really hard to decribe the feeling and all the hard times that i had went through with words.. Everything is inside my heart. Times passes so fast, n now is d end of my uni life. I learnt a lot about life n those lesson make wat am i now. I am ready for the social life although i still feel nervous deep in heart. Desperate to find a job now because i don wan to be jobless after my trip from hongkong.

Knew many hi-bye frens at uni but there is still few of them that acc me for this 3 yrs. Memories with d mates will always store inside my brain. We do not know how is our frenship goin to be in the future, but i appreciate d time we sharing now.

Tats all.. sayornara my frens.. take good care!

My 22nd Yrs

My 22nd yrs start offcially on yesterday.. haha! Happy Birthday to myself n those human that born on 18 April. Receive many wishes n greetings from the friends and family.. appreciate it! ^^ On friday night, had a seafood dinner with d mates. Then "suprise" from the mates to blew the birthday cake. They pushed my head towards d cake a few times but failed.. wahahaha! I m d one who always fool ppl in tis way, of course i know wat they wan to do mar.. haha! As darling mun said, i m smart gal wei~ lolz! But end up my hair also kena d blueberry cheese cake coz we fool each other after that.. ou.. washed my hair twice per day!

Many ppl ask how i celeb my birth? Yesterday i went 2 shopping mall with Ms.Cynthia n MsSiewtin. Went Gurney at afternoon to buy the Bobbi Brown cosmetic for Michelle. The only branch at Penang.. We juz walk around n yesterday was d audition for at Gurney. Many leng lui + tall gals around. There is some lala zai n lala mui that dream to be model also tk part but d judges ask them back to study hard hard.. wahahaha! Headed to Q mall after that. Want to buy some outfits but cant find any.. End up bought d NU bra n Korean Beauty BB cream for myself.. lolz! pk lor!!!

I end my birthday with d spore drama~ lolz~

I m Alive!

yoyoyo~ Tough papers had over liu... I m feeling good after few days of battles~ It is so suffer reading d notes.. especially the international trade! duh.. how many slide i hav to read huh.. it is about.. erm.. roughly 1200 slides i hav to read n memorize! Gosh~ siao eh.. Of course i couldn't finish it.. Feel so stress when i step into the exam hall.. wondering wat i can write.. it is all essay ques n i feel empty in my brain when d exam start.. Luckily i still able to "vomit" some words for d paper.. haha! I don know it is accurate anot.. i juz bla bla bla whatever comes into my mind.. N yes! It is over! Left d last paper with d 20% marks.. hahahaha! n It is on 10 days later! I still got a week to slack! lalalalalalala~

*Knock Knock*

Well well well.. juz wan to drop something here that to show i m still alive! haha! Finish 1 paper in this morning n 2 more to go~ duh... Tmr is the real tough paper as i still got lot of notes havent read yet, not even once! @.@ Thus all is in essay... cham lor! but i still will try my best! (but i still slacking here huh.. :p )

Ciaoz!

My last school day at USM

yuhoo~

Today is my last school day at USM.. The next time i step into USM is for final exam n for graduation thingy lor~ I m sure i m going to miss the moments spent with frens.. Actually there is still lecture class on wed n thurs but i skip tat.. Wanna go home earlier to c doc.. As i mentioned in d previous blog.. there is smth like "tumor" on my right leg.. It is painful n itych recently.. n becm bigger.. so i wan to check it out asap.. lolz..

This few days took a lot of pics.. juz to keep more memories between us..

Lee Chow, Yen Ker n I

My roommates for 2 yrs~

My econs gang~

In our class~ SK1

USM

okla.. stop here.. drinking tomato soup by Ms.Cynthia... ^.^

A day to destress..

Yesterday after morning class went to hav lunch with my roommates at George Town. We had curry mee, dumpling, chicken rice at a normal shop. The 百斩鸡 is really delicious but it is a bit pricey. Before headed to gurney red box, we had coconut drinks at d road side. The coconut is really very 香甜，椰子香味浓郁，赞! After the very full n delicious lunch, we start our sing k session at 2pm n end at 5pm, Siew Tin n Yanny joined us. We capture pics in d room until around 5.30pm coz tat time ed is d 2nd time of red box staff ask us to leave.. lolz.. pai seh pai seh~ After sing k session, we do some window shopping. My heart itchy for Levi's jeans again.. haha! We settle our dinner at Northem beach.. A nice place for food...

With Yanny at changing room

My roommates

5 of us



Yen Ker n Xue Yun

Yesterday was a happy day among this few weeks. Because i just hand up 1 group assignment, 3 more to go.. Although done 1 assign, i still feel very stress.. Again, I cant sleep well everyday, only able to fall asleep faster when i use the method to relax myself tat i learn from my previous yoga class.. i m not kidding.. i really hav to do so den only can fall asleep..or else i ll laying on d bed for hours!

Well, for today, life back to d assignment busy mode.. Had discussion from morning till evening.. gosh.. i don noe i still need how many hours to get my movie script done?! There is a lil suprise for today. I met my ex-manager during my meeting at a comic shop! You sure wonder y i had meeting at comic shop? haha.. One of my group member working at comic shop. So most of our meeting held at there as they provide wireless connection n there is comfort sofa to sit n small pillows to hug..most important is got air-cond mar..lolz! I met Mr.Dave since last time i leave the company, Wellness Lab. Really happy when i c him coz nvr thought will meet him at penang. He changed job ed n currently work at penang. Thus, gf oso changed ed..haha!

okok..enough crapz.. gonna continue my work..

Busy weekend

Assignments going to kill me soon..
Recently always headache during assign session, especially d movie script assign.. gonna create dialogue n actions.. ish! But i m satisfy with our story line.. I think it will be a good movie n we r juz so good in writting script.. hohoho! Maybe nex time i got chance to get Oscar awards neh.. lolz.. okok..i noe i m juz talking nonsense.. well.. let me to crazy a while, coz i gonna back to my assign soon.. Most of my time spent to tis movie script writting.. hell, it is really not easy to write a script, got so many rules that we hav to fulfil! After tis course, i learn that a good movie is depends to a good script. Why script writter never be famous as actors n actress ya?! Without a good script, there will be no good director n of course NO famous actors or actress like Tony Leung or Gong Li.. hahaha! It is kinda unfair to d script writter as no one rmb their name.. Besides, i really "pui fuk" those script writter able to write a drama scripts..It is hell tiring n complicated! Bow to them for create so many nice drama for us n especially for me to reduce my stress.. ^.^


This few days will be my peak period as tis sem goin to end n none of assign 100% finish. The whole week will be meet with coursemates to rush up all d assign. deng.. i m kinda exhausted~ Really cant sleep well recently, i dunno if i m stress or wat.. i will awake during mid nite n my mind is juz full with the discussion situation, n with the assign information. It is so annoying but i juz cant fk off the thinking. I also don know it is my dream or imagination..i juz couldn't get rid of this situation. Therefore, i only manage to sleep again on d early morning n tis few day i will only wake up around 11am unless got discussion or class..haha! terrible rite?!

okla..blog till here.. after finish 1 of my assign only blog smth more interesting k~

We Are Proud Of You

Congratulations.. n celebration.. la la la la la la la la la la....

My dear brother got straight A's in his SPM.. lolz.. He get d most A's among us.. smart betul.. well, it will be a lil thing for u but i m really happy for him. It is just because he doesn't in good condition when he is having his exam. He suffer from his skin problem the whole last year.. He cant fall asleep everynight, hardly to walk so he din even attend class more than 50% school days. He even stopped few months of tuition. Yet he really study hard during his exam period. He slept with his text books on the sofa or table everynight during his exam weeks.

This brother of mine really having tough life due to his skin problem, all of us r so worried about him, but luckily he is hardworking. I just hope that he can fully recovered soon n have a happy life. Although sometimes he is a bit spoiled by d parents but i understand y my parents do so, coz he is suffer from d pain since he is child. Pity pity.. Sometimes my heart also very pain when his skin bleeding here n there. Thus, he cant eat many food.

Therefore, brother, we r really proud of u that u get a good results. I just pray that god will bless u always, have a bright future n always in hapiness. Best wishes for u ~ ^.^

我的一双脚

脚，身体不可缺的一部分。
脚，带你迈向你的理想。
脚，让你能随心溜达。
脚，让你脚踏实地。

脚若失去功能，就属残废。我的一双脚，虽然没林志玲的42寸长，虽也没模特儿的完美比例，但我很珍惜它，希望它能保持良好的状态，让我创造更精彩的生活。脚上不多不少的疤痕，证明了它陪我度过的风风雨雨。每一个疤痕，一个经历，一个故事，一份成长。

从左脚开始述起吧。
扭到脚踝已是我从小到大的家常便饭。分别只在它的严重性，自己搽药酒还是去看铁打。当然次数是数不清啦。。上两个星期才又来一次，让我过了数天跛脚生活，寸步难行。还记得大一时也试过扭到很伤，看了医生后还得要大学的救护车送我回宿舍。

小腿，曾经试过跌倒撞到小腿，流很多血也肿了一大块，后来去看铁打才知伤到了骨，让铁打师敷了几次药就没敷了，因为很贵！

膝盖，有一小块疤痕。这是一个难忘的经历。就是在我十八岁那年的车祸留下的咯。熟悉我的人都知道何事。表面的疤痕隐藏着永远治不了的手尾。这只腿让我先体验老人家的风湿病，也好比我私人的天气预测器。除此之外，这只腿有萎缩的症状。虽然你可以说：不错嘛，可以看起来更瘦。但我被告知它会一直慢慢萎缩下去，除非我用力咯。现在并不很明显，除非细心观察。但以后呢？！不担心是假的。要如何改善？太过的运动我怕会伤到它，毕竟它痊愈得并不完美。而且也不够撑力，我有时走走下也会要跌倒似的，就因为左膝盖会突然软下来。


至于右脚，
除了一道也是从上次车祸遗留的疤痕在有脚踝外，小腿还算很健康。至于大腿，也另有一道蛮长的疤痕。那是我小时候不小心碰倒还热的熨斗而留下的。不过因为很久了，所以疤痕已不明显。

不过，很快的，另一道疤痕或许就要留下。因为，我的右大腿，有一粒瘤。不知道什么来的。两年前，还很小粒的时候，医生说不痛不痒就别理它。现在，越来越大粒，越来越明显，而且变色了。有时按下去也会痛。决定毕业后去动手术除掉，可我真的怕会留下难看的疤痕。但手术还是得进行。

希望这是最后一个留在我一双脚上的疤痕吧。。。
我还有很长的路要走。。。
保佑我~　

I am back!

Hello guys! I m back to my lovely blog..hehe! well.. laptop haven't fix yet n CANT fix ed.. temporary use ppl's laptop.. this laptop is under warranty so i not so worry..or else i not dare to borrow.. don wan d 3rd laptop spoiled in my hand.. :-s thanks Mr.K a lot ya!

Life back to the busy mode when laptop n internet connection is available.. haha! n of course drama session is back! hmm..but i not dare to "bou" drama so long as i get warning for not on d laptop so long.. hehe! Thus, lot of assignment waiting for me to be done lar! I need more motivation to complete d tasks.. helpzzz!

Below r the task that i hav to complete : -

• Ekonomi buruh - assignment about decent work
• International Finance - research about exchange rate in eco Msia
• Documentary script - plan to write a script about Acai Berry, research complate but haven't start to write.
• Movie script - Group assign, a story similiar with

For the group assignment, Ms. Cynthia n i group with another 3 juniors from Broadcasting course. One of them is Taiwanese, kinda yeng zai.. :p Wish nex time got d opportunity to know more leng zai from taiwan..wahahaha! jk jk jk lar..

oklar..today blog until here 1st.. ciaoz.. Nitez everyone! miss lots ya!

wuhoo!

Wuhoo! Finish my mid term papers.. actually just 2 papers lar..but not easy at all leh! Because i wish to get higer marks so that my CGPA "looks" better.. thats y i really study "harder" for tis sem leh..lolz! But.. i only got confident that i wont fail my papers only..lolz!

Diet plan seem to slow down coz this few days ate quite much although still 2 meals per day but i ate high calories food.. :p When i think of i m going to leave Penang soon.. i ll put d food into my mouth although i noe it is.. FAT~ hehe!

I got a friend creat a new web site recently.. It is http://www.matdoulou.com This web site really mat dou lou lor.. u can even download drama from this web site.. N this friend of mine ask me to change my blog to tis web site..hmm.. any comment? I write blog is to express my feeling n share my things with the buddies..I only know how to type..Even the blogskin oso edited by darling mun.. I don really know how to design a blog.. lau beh rite? hehe! Besides, my friend also offer that 20 / 30 cents per article.. haha! anyone interested?!

well..i ll think about it lar.. ^.^

nitez!

My Vday..

It is 15/2/09 ed.. Vday for 2009 passed ed.. well.. no lover, no roses, no chocolate.. wat i hav is virus of flu, n frens with me.. studying for d coming mid term although not really feeling well.. but i still hang out with frens for dinner n movie.. we had dinner at Swensens n for Vday movie.. nice dinner with delicious dessert.. ^.^ will go for d dessert n pastas again! No pics for today as i m not in d mood for taking any pics.. besides.. I really wish all of u hav a great nite! don forget to play safe! :p

CNY end lu..

sigh.. i miss CNY... still haven't get enough of ang pao, still haven't crazy enough with friends, still haven't watch all d CNY movie, still wan to play mahjong n cards! T_T i still wan to have fun!! but i m quite guilty as everyone r working/ studying hard for their future but i m slacking around~ I promised myself to study hard for d last sem so that i wont regret nex time but still..I M LAZY.. Just get a bad news from "GOOD" lecturer that we have to study 7 copies of notes for the mid term! oh gosh..we tot only 2 ?! suddenly becm 7 huh.. how to finish in short time wor~ we still got another paper wan mar.. thus.. This sat valentine's day lar~ >.<

ohya.. about valentine's day.. wats ur plan ya? i got no plan.. *sad* wish u all happy + sweet with ur beloved lor.. spend more to burst the eco ya! :p

below r pics tat i went Gurney sing k with d mates on tues.. we had lunch at DOME.. delicious lunch but kinda exp.. ^.^ pk lor..hav to save for my other plans..

6 of us

Gonna put more effort in diet!

skinny but pretty Yanny n i

i wonder y they say i look pretty in tis pic..

Siew Tin n Esther

Finally!

Today start a lil bit study of my int finance coz mid term coming soon.. den went dinner with Ms.Shit n her gang..they come penang for 2 days trip from UUM.. Brought them to super tanker hawker centre for dinner as they wan to eat d Aki Pancake.. hmm.. at 1st i was wonder v manage to try it anot coz EVERYTIME i go there.. d pancake stall oso closed! But mana tau.. they really lucky lo! haha..for this 3 yrs, this is d 2nd time i manage to eat d Aki pancake which is quite famous..1st time is fren da bao for me.. We headed to Kek Lok Si after dinner.. n again.. Finally, i manage to see those beautiful lighting for d temple as it is really famous.. only available during CNY..1st time c it for tis 3 yrs again..lolz! thanks them for giv me d chance to add more memories at penang before i graduate.. ^.^

Lets d pics do the talking..

nice temple

shit, i miss u ^.^

Cynthia n i

Cartier Fong v Cynthia Tee

me

us

capture non-stop :p

gonna improve my skill

capture by shit, blur rite?!

Nitez everyone, sweet dreams.. ^.^

Her Birthday

Yesterday was her birthday..Ms.Cynthia's birthday.. we planned to giv her some lil suprise on 12am but she is not feeling well n fall asleep like pig.. d previous birth plan had ruined due to some of them r still X at penang n bz with their own thing.. =.=" We ended up having a small celebration for her at TGI Friday's .. Only me, Mr.Clack, Mr.Reno n d piggy Cynthia.. well..she is real cham on her birthday..not only sick but her left eye don noe wat happened vy pain..so she is quite moody.. But we still bought a cake for her to make wishes.. venue is at our hse while Mr.John n Ms.Peipei joined us.. perhaps she hav a warm birthday n get well soon~ ^.^

birthday gal

wat so attractive ya?

chubby me!

Esther with Mr.Clack

our delicious appettizer

Mr.Reno with his meal..he hate d vege!

Mr.Clack wif his dinner..

spend time in fitting room coz d 2 guys buying cake..
besides, should i buy tis top? :p

Happy Moo Moo Year!

Happy CNY to everyone ya~ My CNY is great.. Great time with the relatives n cousins at hometown.. love them ya! I really miss d moments spent with family n relatives.. n of course..thanks for d ang pau! ^.^

Just reach home yesterday late afternoon.. Hang out with buddies for tea session at night.. Today, went Tian Hou Gong with mom n sis.. then i went around menjalara n metro prima looking for hair salon! But i cant find any coz all close..left d only 1 near my house call Japanese Zone.. =.= so no choice coz i beh tahan my rambut rumput..lolz~ Then i rush back to prepare myself coz darling steph coming to my hse.. but still need her to wait for me.. coz i always don noe wat to wear n choosy..hahaha! sorry ya steph! We went Miwaulkee (don noe hw to spell) for our dinner.. darling Vincent join us half way..Chill a while at steph hse den go for my primary school gathering~ The gathering was great! ^.^ Met a lot of OLD frens that haven't meet for years.. almost 10 yrs! Hope still can keep in touch with them..

oklar..stop here.. sleepy lor! wish tmr ll hav great day too...

3rd Sunday of 2009

It seem like another boring Sunday ya.. woke up 11am++ coz not feeling well.. i m lazy yet today hav to finish 1 assign n 1 outline.. actually both also group assign but yet i still hav to do my part right.. last friday i went d mall again with d mates.. this time i managed to save my pocket very well..haha! juz spent 21.5 bucks for d Voir's necklace..had Kim Gary for lunch n Canton-i for dinner.. Seriously, not much interest for Kim Gary ed..haha! Especially i almost puke after d honey milk.. Even Station One n Full House taste better! lolz! Don hav good exp in Canton-i yet d mates wanna try out coz it is new at Queensbay mall..It is quite exp as d food is we can hav lower cost at outside..anyway.. no doubt that d wantan is superb! but don't u think it is a bit pricey for a wantan mee cost RM12.80 yet u can get RM3.50 at outside? Price haven't include gov tax n service charge leh.. Wantan mee at Penang even only RM2.50.. lolz! I read thru d menu at Canton-i.. dim sum there r exp also.. RM10 for a har gao.. i think i go HK eat also not tat exp.. lolz! okok.. don juz "step" tis restaurant only.. d desert there not bad ler.. taste good!

CNY coming soon.. u all get prepared ed? bought outfits ed? new bra? new panties? new shoes? new hair cut? new gadget? haha! i m still trying to put off weight as much as i can.. mon n thurs badminton.. tues n thurs gym.. n most important, NO SUPPER! lolz.. i wan to try new hair style but i don hav idea how to make it.. any suggestion? no dye hair pls..

Besides, i also wan to get a new HP after CNY.. any suggestion? i wan 3G, n good in camera! .. hehe!

okokla..enough craps.. i gonna do assign n practise d badminton skills.. coz test on tmr! But but but..watch 1 episod of drama 1st..hehe!

Old Days..

harlo guys.. hav a good day? I just finish my fried noodles.. hehe! I m satisfy with my own cooking skill..lolz! My right hand r in pain now..due to the badminton ko-k..haha! Besides, our coach really kee xiao wan.. we got a test on next monday after d 1st week of lesson! damn..i got no confident at all!

Today, someone added me at msn.. he is my classmate for standard 3..lolz! Is my another standard 5 classmate gav him my email add... well..i cant rmb his name until i c his pic den only i realise that.. yea.. i knew this guy..lolz! they had tell me some past memories which i got no idea at all.. haha! really cant rmb.. well.. i think 1 of them rmb so cleary is because that i was a important fren for him..haha! u sure will "shooo" me.. but it is true leh.. he chase me for years even i m at secondary school.. lolz! talking about this is not wan to praise myself..it is juz wan to tell u all that hor..y now i don hav this kind of fans huh? lolz~ kinda miss d good old days.. we r juz so naive n childish.. "i like u, u like me.. i ka ka fren with u.. help me to tell him/her i like him/her.. " den.. when ur "target" touch ur hand or just take picture with u or play pukul-pukul, cubit-cubit, lari-lari with u.. u will say : she/he like me too! den whole body fly up to d sky ed..den both of u r "officially" couple in the school ed.. ahahaha! I smile whenever i think of the past.. because there is too much of silly things happened.. Besides, some fren invited me to a primary schoolmates gathering last friday.. but i m at penang so din attend.. actually this is d second time i reject their invitation.. i wish to attend but there is some uneasy feeling inside my heart.. Maybe is because my look had changed bad compare to last time while my height remain d same gua.. =_=!! Anyway, i still wish to keep in touch with them geh..

okla..stop here..don noe y start to flu edi..

My 1st time

hahaha~ going to talk about my 1st time.. oh.. pls don think d yellow side.. i m juz talking my 1st time tat drunk until puke.. well..IT IS NOT A GOOD EXPERIENCE! i hate it! although this is d 2nd time i drunk since i start to drink.. but this is d 1st time i drunk till i puke! yiu.. whenever i think back i oso can feel d smelly+disgusting thingy tat i puke.. yiaks!

Yesterday 3 of us, Ms.Tee, Ms. Ooi n I shop from noon till nite.. After control myself.. i only bought a short blue pants n sunglasses..cant afford Coach sunglasses so MNG for replacement lo..hehe! Had tom yam mee hun at Old Town which i wont order for 2nd time n dinner at Sakae Sushi..



After back from d mall, Mr.Clack ask me for d drinks.. together wif Mr.John n Ms.Tee join our drinking session after some moments.. We had Chivas, Tequilla n Sake that i bought from Japan.. Tequilla is nice but i prefer Tequilla pop.. not really fancy Chivas anymore after this time coz it is tough for me at this moments.. Sake is nice to drink also! After few rounds of "cheers!".. everyone r totally tipsy n Mr.Clack drunk 1st..den is my turn..but i still can walk straight n climb to my bed but juz very blur..I puke right after some HL milk forced by Ms.Tee..den brush my teeth right after that coz i god damm hate it~ Fall asleep like pig while Ms.Tee busy "run" here n there.. haha! I heard Ms.Ooi said Ms.Tee was drunk during that time also..lolz! thanks for d hsemates n roommates that tk care of d drunkards..wee~

not going to post up my drunk pic here so let u all c a pic of me at yr 2008 =p

Suprisingly..i woke up pretty early today morning n feel nothing.. but after breakfast.. i start to feel disgusting again especially when i c d bottle of chivas n tequilla..n oso my toilet bowl! cant get rid of this feeling until now.. feel a lil bit pening n feel like wan to vomit all d time.. now feeling better a bit coz i took my nap edi..

Tonight, is my primary school friend, Ms.Mun Kay wedding dinner.. opps.. now is officially Mrs.Puah..From other ppl's blog.. they had been dating for 5 years.. Mrs.Puah is 22 n Mr.Puah is 23.. they get married bacause they really love each other n feel it is time to build their own family..not because of "accident".. seriously.. i really happy for them although i m not so close with them but my feeling at this moments really..complicated. I feel so happy for d couple but yet i m sad coz i had lost contact with d old good frens.. only manage keep in touch with some of them..there will be many of my old school's frens attending d dinner now.. juz because most of them went to d same secondary school.. i keep imagine d situation there.. how will it be like? everyone sure very happy got the gathering.. i think.. don know where i very miss them.. really! i wish i m there..haha! i juz hope to meet those old good frens although i know we r no longer so close.. so.. i said my feeling is complicated..because i noe i m d one who still so care bout them but ppl r not.. juz like few months ago.. i work at MV..I met her..my old buddy, v were so so so close last time n i was so happy n excited that time but she is in rush.. so v juz chat for a while only.. i did sms her many times but she nvr reply me! not even once! i am so sad but nvm lar.. i noe, i understand.. this is life! Ppl come n go.. juz depends on how long he/she stay at ur life.. well.. i m a greedy ppl.. i luv frens.. i really luvs all my buddies.. i wish i can hav them with me all d time~hahaha! so.. for those old frens..u all still hav a special seats in my heart n i always care for u.. i will always ready to help whenever u need me~

i heart their pic n gown~

sweet sweet 4ever~

My Day

woke up quite late.. coz recently watch The Gem Of Life till siao.. haha! Actually i don't have much to blog but feel like wan to update my blog or smth.. Yesterday i cooked myself the "oatmeal chicken"..it is quite yummy! lolz~ My first try lar wei...don hav pic to show u all like how Vincent did coz u noe lar.. my hp n digi cam oso lau beh mar.. i m poor ppl! haha! Evening.. went jogging with the roommates.. we juz hope to burn some calories! DIET DIET DIET! lolz..

I juz finish a cup of HL milk as my breakfast.. cham leh.. but soon going to prepare my lunch..lolz! I wanna eat more vege so i try to cook more..healthy leh.. ngek ngek ngek! But recently i wish to eat the Carbonara spaghethi so much!

yummy!

thats all for now..i gonna prepare my lunch, watch an episod of drama n prepare to school! love n miss my buddies so much ya! CNY coming..hope to meet u guys!

Shopping Day

Went Q mall alone.. wanna shop some birth present for uni frens.. I realise that i can even buy more when i shop alone..haha! It is true.. bought 1 top from MNG, 1 dress from Rest & Relax n another top from Acewin.. Besides, i target a handbag from MNG oso.. but it cost around 200bucks.. it is really nice but i think i wont buy it.. save d quoto for HK trip! wahahaha~ Besides, there is some short pants i wan to buy but i keep my $$ back coz i think it is enough for CNY.. my heart is so itchy for the Levi's jeans but after i consider my finance acc.. i think i better don buy.. hahaha! Have to keep remind myself "save for hk trip!" Well.. La Senza Nu Bra is my another target if i got extra $$$..lolz~

After settle d present, I went Shi lin for my fav oyster mee sua! hehehe~ den bought some vege n material to cook for the coming weeks.. Before headed back to the boring hostel.. i bought marble cheese cake from secret recipe for my supper!

oooo..i m hungry ed..ciaoz! gonna enjoy my cheese cake with the HK drama.. ngek ngek ngek!